I is Syaaff Superior :]

moving to a new blog

2010-12-01T19:05:00.003+08:00

Hi hello hey hola. im going to create a new blog. wont be updating this blog already. this is only my boredom aid ! :D whenever i want to review back how " äwesome" i am back then, i'll read the archives. for now, imma moveeeee on to a new chapter. once im done with the blog i'll post my link.

Love,
Syaaff :]

One more paper !

2010-11-08T18:56:00.003+08:00

i am happygurl_94 today !!!

although O level is not over yet but im just left with ONE more paper which is Combined Science paper 1 ^^
happy lahh abeh! i know tht i screwed up big time for most of the papers and i know the chances of me gg to Poly is v slim. but whatever lah, if im destined to go to Higher Nitec then just hafta go w the flow :S

on the brighter side, Alhamdullilah FNN paper just now was manageable. Altho EGGS and CEREALS were not tested, essay was pretty much common sense. :)
enough about the papers , im pretty much contented with my life right now.

cant wait to shop for prom stuffs ! (Y) :DDDD
okay babies,thats all for now.

tell yourself not to get too close, you're just goinna get hurt.

2010-11-02T17:51:00.001+08:00

yeyey im finally sixteeen,yey ! haha :D

thanks a ton for all the wishes loves.

&thank you so much Asshiddiq Wahidson for today . i love you sweetheart !!! luvluvluv.

me birthday is in two days time !

2010-10-31T11:29:00.002+08:00

November 2nd is in TWO days time ! Woooh, now i can watch NC16 movies alrd! ahhaa :D
but but but this also means...
GEOG PAPER WILL BE IN TWO DAYS TIME. SOBS.

Hi selena,why must you be so cute and gorgeous and stunning and adorable and the list goes on..

:>

:\

2010-10-29T19:18:00.001+08:00

i dont know why is it so hard for me to forget the past, erase the pain away.

heyya imma back for more.

2010-10-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

done with english and maths... THREE more subjects to go. come on babies.

olevelss siaaa

2010-09-13T18:57:00.001+08:00

i hate the fact that im so freaking worried for O's but im still sitting in front of the computer screen-wasting time. :\

CRANKY

2010-09-06T18:16:00.001+08:00

my head's goinna burts soon. very,very soon.

keep your head strong Syaaff. (L))

you can go to the whatever land.

2010-08-29T16:57:00.004+08:00

life may not be pretty always.

gosh. prelims cming upp !! and oh, Anniversary too :)

2010-08-07T21:56:00.001+08:00

keep hanging on. i love you (:

jemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ^^

2010-08-04T23:31:00.001+08:00

HI.
BYE.
SEE YOU AFT OLEVELS.
MWAH.
:D

2010-07-26T19:29:00.000+08:00

The best i ever had.

Racial Harmony Day

2010-07-21T18:41:00.003+08:00

I know that i shouldnt be updating my blog right now cause its not Friday yet. (ahh,its cming soon!![:)

but I HAVE TO TELL the whole world that my school simply rocks because one, we ended school at 12.30 today and we have carnival BUT thats not the best partttttt...

Our principal plus teachers surprised us with a mini concert just now ONLY for the graduating students . Aw, its so touching. Really. It feels like we're celebrating children's day ya know ! haha.

Our principal sang for us two songs, some of the teachers formed a boy band or shall i say man band ? haa. Siglap teachers are super multi talented. They dance, they sing they act. AND YOU KNOW WHATTT.

Even my DM DANCE and RAP !!! haha. they sang the hit song Baby by JB but changed they lyrics here and there. Its hell lots of funnnnnn.

THANK YOU SO MUCH MR LOW, AND THE REST OF THE TEACHERS.

the only thing to pay you guys back is with good grades for our national exams. !!!! Insyallah.

k bye.

AHHA.

fat.

2010-07-17T19:33:00.002+08:00

Stuffed myself with good food today. mc spicy>Chicken chop>cheese fries>starbucks white mocha milk base!!>bread with sardine>bread with hotdog> kfc egg tart!!!

well,thats it for now. maybe later imma have a bowl of salad with generous cut CROUTONS..

ahh heaven on earth.

I love my baby. (:

SPAIN THE CHAMPS.

2010-07-12T14:35:00.002+08:00

skipped school today. purely because i cant get up from watching world cup finals.
VIVA ESPANIA !! :DDDD haaah.
anyw, im so mad at that silly boy cause he told his mum i skipped school because of world cup. ok i know its the truth but...
my god, bad impression again!!!
ASSHIDDIQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQ!

ok, i shall eat mc spicy later.

2010-07-11T16:57:00.002+08:00

Fuck you ,
coursework.
Fuck you )':

i dont give a fuck no more

2010-07-11T15:47:00.007+08:00

"I can see you sad even when you smile
even when you laugh
I can see in your eyes deep inside you wanna cry.
Sorry. "

nothing new

2010-07-10T15:46:00.002+08:00

Home alone. together with the raining cats and dogs plus thunderstorms.
screams.

fml

2010-07-10T14:50:00.004+08:00

"If two people are happy together, leave them alone.
Afterall, its their fucking life. So why the fuck cares. ? "

Yeah, this one seems familiar. Read the first line from Dee's blog. Well Dee , credits to you.

Tuesdayly Love.

2010-07-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

I kind of love today.

neh,screw that.

I certainly love today.

Lurrrve it.

(':

2010-07-02T18:02:00.003+08:00

i dont think its tgif today.
i love you sayang. so much.

fuck summary.

2010-06-27T01:54:00.002+08:00

I DID IT. (ALMOST) HAHA. I MANAGED TO DO ALL THE POINTS AND CHANGE IT TO OWN WORDS FOR THAT FUCKING TWO SUMMARIES LEFTTTTT. AHHHH. EUPHORIAAA SIULLS. HAHAHAHA. TMR MORNING IM GOINNA WRITE OUT THE SUMMARY AND IM DONE WITH THIS FCKING ENGLISH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HELL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
:)

goodnite !!!!!!! five minutes to two am -.-

My new babay.

2010-06-26T22:06:00.003+08:00

forgive me for being outdated or whats, but seriously, white choc mocha frappe is my new smeckeysexay thang (!!!) it tasteee so goood, so heaven. thankyou baby ! haha :D

went to starb to finish up my summary since yesterday i didnt hold on to my promise -.- im suppose to finish up AT LEAST ONE summary before going to baby's match but THAT seems TOO MUCH for me -.- yesterday i had butterflies and bees flying in my stomach cause im ALONE. Aqilah had camp so she didnt managed to join me :'( i was soo sick yesterday like damn sick. ive been vomitting for the past few days already. must be the insufficient sleep issue. heh.
Baby's match 0-0. so that was yesterday (:

im left with two freaking summaries !!!! gosh, i really wanna get it done and over with. i NEED A THESAURUS. you know why thesaurus online sucks ?! because while waiting for the page to load, im goinna facebook-ing for like whut , ten minutes ?! EVERYTIME !!!! i really needa focussssz. hhaa.

damns. school's starting soon. can say goodbye to updating blogs. will update only on fridays i guess? hehssss. okay i gotaa go now. Summary time !! ( cum bejewelled ) :DDD

I looooooooooooooooooove w.c.m. with w.c.
but i loooooooooveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Asshiddiq moreee ^^
ten monthsary coming sooonszz ! :)

2010-06-26T10:04:00.001+08:00

HOMEWORK NOT DONE..

PANIC !

i love zac efron.

2010-06-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

If there's any lovebirdies out there, i really salute them. They've been together for so long, have each other's back and stil the loving and romantic couple ever ^^ im just waiting for them to get married. HAA. :D

tomorrow's friday and maybe im going to baby's match. hopefully he's goinna play tmr. note to self : do not go to baby's match if one summary not completed. HAHA. yeahh , most of my classmates asking about hmwks and stuffsz. we're really the last minute humans on earth. :\

okay. just a quick upddateee. im meeting that Aussie girl tmr. yey ! :D

2010-06-23T20:20:00.002+08:00

'our first ever picture ! :D mr bestttfriend !

Hi sayang ! :D hehehe.

i was reading thru my archives and ive been smiling away. most of them are bitter moments cause you broke my heart to piecesssss bcuz you're w other girls. but its okay, now youre mine:]

i just wanna thank you for giving me the opportunity to be with you. thank you mr bestfriend!!hahaha.

love you to bits and infinity piecesszzz :DD

you'rezz thezz bestzz ofzz thezz bestszz. haha, irritated tk baby? :)

iloveyou!

bEST OF THE bEST.

2010-06-23T19:33:00.002+08:00

SADD!{lurrves!} :D

finally, i get to meet up my favourite girls all on the same day ! *jumps* its really great hanging out with the best of the best. hehe. and its surprising tho to have Dee who planned this meet up since she's always be the busy woman who never have the time for meet ups -.^haha!

thankyou lovelies, ystd was a blast !

met up at our usual place. Dee was the first one to get out frm her house but we ended up waiting for that emo girl. HAAA. kdiding, she aint emo. she's like the most natural clown you'll meet. :D trained to city hall then somerset. window shopped at forever 21 which has never ending storeys -.- fake. but its huge laaaaaa. like aqilah said, no money no mood to shop. haaa!

after forever 21 went to have our late lunch. HAAHA. kay this one funny shitsz.

we were so fickle minded. couldnt decide on whut to eat. but whatever it is we agreed not to eat fastfood. after naming all the possible place for lunch, we ended up at pastamania.

while looking at the menu we were all quiet. looked at the menu but still quiet. HAAA. ya know why? cause we thot its not worth the money cause one the drinks are exxxx. haaaaaha. But we ( excluding aqilah ) were erm "shy"to just walk off frm the placeeeee. So we thot there's no way out but to stay. while discussing about whether to stay or not. our beautiful Dee stood up and just walk off. HAHAHA. she wanted to eat somewhere else. after she stood up i ran and follow her and soon all of us ran off pastamania like crazy girls who just shoplifted. -.0

habeslah agaknye org kat pastamania ketawekan kite kan kan kan !? HAHHA. but thanks dee, you made the first move *winks*

We ended up having our lunch at BBQ CHICKEN. which later on we had issues about the gst and tax services. hahaaa. :D and Yan enjoyed ïce skating" there -.-

after lunch trained all the way to paya lebar planning to go karaoke at Grandlink. i dont likeee that place. itu tempat mcm specially for reps and nahs ! you know place where girls wear lowwwwww cutssss and tubessss and short skirrrts. haaa. yeah you got that. Dah happy2 nak karaoke room all fully booked -,- mcm kentuts ! took 67 back to tamp and played arcade! ahhaha.

that was fun.

One whole day of walking,laughing and bitching. settled down at fd culture for late dessert. bumped to ima and carya there! haha. had mango pudding and ice kachanggggg and met babyyy thre.

Bid goodbye to them and off back hme www babyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

okay, so that was yesterday. HAHA.

bye lovelies!

*OMGGGGGGGGGGG,SCHOOL !!!*

2010-06-20T18:57:00.001+08:00

Mom brought back donuts frm JB. well that cheered me up a lil. just a lil.

2010-06-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

take me away to the happy place ...

ouch it hurts.

2010-06-19T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hey.

i wish school will make us come back to school for another two weeks only that our lesson time will be a lil bit shorter. im not a good student since im just wasting my precious june hols. instead of mugging and revising i go on and watch Glee and 90210 online. pathetic much ? assignments ? need not to talk about it.

sensitive seems to be a good word for my second middle name. Syafiqah sensitive Shahlan. hah.
im not ready to grow up yet. im not ready to face people full of craps and harsh remarks. maybe its time. time to tell myself to GROW UP, FACE THE DAMN WORLD. THE HARSH REALITY.

but thank you asshiddiq, with you around, things seems to be a little less harsh.
i love you.

home econnn praccccc

2010-06-07T16:28:00.002+08:00

Practical just now turn out to be not so great. My fried macaronni turns out to be tooo sweeet. Lucky my stir fry mixed vegetable, grilled fish and banana cupcakes helps ! :D i love love my banana cupcakes. my baby lurrves it too. ^^

My 6 green beans babyg was the first one to finish the four dishes seh ! alamaaak, die punye jelly mcm nak amek sumer jer. hahaha. great job rahimah !
and omg, do you know Ahmad Syafiq from my class ? he baked the NICEST CHEESE CAKE EVER. like for real !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahh yum yum. hahaha.

We cannot leave the room until everyone has finished cooking. Fortunately, Mr O said that if we helped to clean up we can go home first. Imah and me were the only two kind souls helping to clean up the two front messy tables -________-
and so, mr O let only both of us go off first :D

Im currently waiting for my mum to come back home and let her taste my banana cupcake ! I willll notttt let her taste my damn sweet macaronni. :P

Shiddiq, i love you ^^

< 3

2010-06-05T20:51:00.001+08:00

Whenever im down, i need not to worry. Cause whatever im feeling, i have my wonderful boyfriend and my awesome friends i can rely on.
Love you all till whenever :]

ARGH

2010-06-05T13:28:00.002+08:00

Mcm cb. kau pikir aku duduk rumah aku maid per sialllllllllllllllllll ? beh kau makan pakai comp makan tido per ahhhh ? mcm pukiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
fuckks.

2010-06-02T18:59:00.001+08:00

Hey Shiddiq, if you happen to pass by my blog , i want to let you know that
you've been the bestest boyfriend ever.
i love you...

HAHHAHA. k dasar tkdaaaaa kejeeee sak akuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. i want some zokelat zkream zookies. hahaha. ( got that frm B'D/ )

hell i rock.
:O

laugh my chest out.

2010-06-02T18:38:00.002+08:00

I guess i can back to blogging. And yeah, you guys dont have to suffer much missing me 8D

I had to persuade myself to get out from my cozy bed to the bathroom for schooooool. Im so glad i did come thou, cause i had a blast L.M.C.O with dearest Imah during home econ. We were looking at my recipes and we didnt know whats snowpeas so went to google it. I dislike it ( even before tasting it ) so i modified it to greenpeas intead. ( i hate green peas too anyway, but its more erm edible than snowpeas :P )
when i changed the recipe which is originally 6 SNOWPEAS. so when i changed it, it became 6 GREEN PEAS. it took us easily 6-7 seconds to realise that we're actually referring to 6 FATHETIC GREEN PEAS ! HAHAHAHAHA. L.M.C.O.

okay. not funny ek ? tkpelaaah... hahaha.

Bought Barbie Diaries dvd! watched it twice already. Get a life much ?
:)

lurbs euu babydicky ! HAHHAHA. ( karlid, all thanks to you for the nickynamey! ) haha.

no more breaks/

2010-05-29T12:57:00.001+08:00

Malay o'levels in 2days time. wish me luck.
wont be updating that often anymore. i have serious work to do now. my long lost friend is back in my life. well thats : mr freaking home econ coursework. what a name huh ? alright peeeps, hope you're happy with your life - cause i am. hahah. k im sucha loser.

Miss me ;D

break break your break break your heart.

2010-05-21T19:23:00.004+08:00

Babyy, you rebond your hair laa then can become like this guy up here ^^ your hair currly whurrly laaa yang... hahaha!

Mans, its FRIDAY! *euphoriaaaaa* finally im home before 8pm cause there's no night class today. finally, we can have a one day break from intensive class ! June holidays is not equal to holiday when you'll be sitting for GCE OLEVELS this year :( Results were very disapointing...

F9 for Maths and Science :\ Humans C5 only :( fcuk phy geog !!! hah.

Eng B4 ( i think ) Malay A1.

Not that i dont give a flying damn about my MYE results but i really have to work my ass offfffffffffffffffff.

Im goinng to close this blog soon. Or maybe not. Or maybe yes. idk.

Love you Shiddiq. as always.

famous for the wrong reason

2010-05-13T18:16:00.002+08:00

It's all over the buzz already. From pasir ris all the way to woodlands. Haahaa. i have people staring at me just because of me wearing my school uniform. I cant really say much since i dont know whats the real thing happenning and i dont wish to know either. But what i afford to say is that everyone plays a part and everyone's at fault. Maybe that incident will make us siglapians more wide awake on our behaviour towards our friends and etc. But seriously, its really dissappointing to know about that incident. Kesian principal baru kite. hah. Be more careful next time. (:

Watched The Back Up Plan just now with baby. Well, the show is a lillll bit draggy but its funny (: cant wait to watch the last song next ! heeeeeh. I dont really feel like updating here. Maybe it would be better at JTT. haahah. kk bye :)

2010-05-10T20:59:00.001+08:00

Mid year exams coming to and end soon. Be prepared for F9s and E8s. tsk.
love you shidddiq. haaaaah. :)

:'(

2010-05-07T22:09:00.001+08:00

When its too much,it really hurts.

:(

2010-05-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

All I Ever Wanted ....

eight.

2010-05-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

Happy 8th Monthsary Love (:

thank you for everything. you're the best boyfriend ever ^^

Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang awak laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! ;]

stop calling stop calling stop calling

2010-04-16T20:15:00.004+08:00

hello hello baby you called i cant hear a thing ~ heehhhhhhhhhhh.

after a hectic weeks of school im finally back for blogging! and finally have some quality time with surfing the nett. school has been a wreckshit. flooded with assignments for almost everyday,hit the sack late everynight. it just sucks to the max. But like the most graduating students, i always tell myself "few more months to go syaaff and then a longggg break!" malay o levels first attempt is drawing near. but what im more panic for is MYE.

Bummer.

anw, B girls soccer match just now couldnt get any BETTER. We trashed Bowen Sec 13-1.

awesome huh? but still, like what coach said, we need to stay humble since the battle is not finish yet. we'll be meeting Greenview for semi finals on Monday. Hopefully the weather will show some mercy on us.

its friday! haaaah. but two days of weekends will be gone even before you realize it. two days only...so pathetic. hah!

ive been complaining about the littliest thing on earth now and im such a spoil bratttt.

i just dont like the way you treat me now. its like im the weird stranger beside you. whatever. maybe one day someone will treat you just like the way you did to me.

And of course, Asshiddiq i hearrrtssssss. Hahahhaa. kkk bye!

update yo!

2010-04-10T13:15:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the dustszzzzz.

anyway!yesterday was wickedly awwwesome \m/

imma happy girl yesterday-so happy wappy and pampered ! lets just skip after 12.30 curze i screwed maths test hardcore. haa! BUT english lesson rocks to the maxxx. :D

Swensens-nized myself with rebecca,hanisz,feefit and keegan @tamp mall for lunch. halleluuyaaah,that butterscotch ice cream was *spechless* A W E S O M E. that buttery kinda feeling just awestruck me. hahaha! talking about food, my face is getting rounder than ever. -.-
its hard when food makes you happy more than anything else. HAAAA.

after lunch met up with my pigs gfs dee,qilah and yan. hahaa. piggies i heartszzz :)
pig-tonized ourselves via lying down,munch potato chips,and drink cokeeee while watching percy jackson and thee lightning thief. dee piggie said he's hers. whuutteveeer. not so charming but okayyy laa. haha.

ennuff of piggies routines,we get the pictures rolling. too bad,i got zero pictures to upload. gotta wait for dee to upload them. QUICKIE PIGGIE! hahaha,love ya :)

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD,i dont want to mention my assignments. wtfishcakelet,i got sooo manyyy :(((((((

10 points for 22 karangan ekpositori which equals to 220 points altogether.
9 latihan pros kloz,9 latihan kefaham obj,6 latihan kefaham subj.
maths paper 2.
english,re-write the 2 articles given by teacher . YES,WRITE THE WHOLE ARTICLE.
and one speech.

do i miss anythang ?
doomsz.

here's a quick shoutout to those who brightened up my friday:
thank you so much much much,i heartszzzz you all so the very very very much. HAAAAAH!

and babylove, i love you always ;)

happy wappaayyy.

2010-03-27T19:57:00.002+08:00

hello love :)

Alas,we got to spend some quality time together.Haaa,macam pahem sikkk gue. ! :P
i really really am amazed by his level of patience. i dont know how he do it but yeah. i mean,how can he REALLY tolerate my bulllshiiiiit moodswings ? consider yourself lucky Syaaff to have the awesomerst lover. Hhahaha. not to forget, the most annoyying too ^^

Oh oh ! we won yesterday's debate, Alhamdullilahhhhh :) and and feefit had the chance to be the best speaker but curze all of us read from our cards so that somehow made us lose marks in Style. but overall, i do think we've made some improvements. Go blondieeeeeyhhhh! hahahah :)

Im back to reading, wooohoo! Currently reading Geek High. So geeky, so erm M.E ? hahaha.
:]

updateeeeeasxzsxzsx :]

2010-03-25T22:07:00.006+08:00

Disney Darlings : Jemi & Zanessa ^^

Cant deny that i really salute Zanessa's relationship. Eventho they had their tough times rolling,they managed to go thru thick and thin together. awwwwsome. Hah!

And for Jemi, im not suprised to know that they finally hook up ! curze ive been suspected long enough that they're goinna end up being an item. Hopefully, they're lucky to fall in love with their bestf too. hahahhaha :D

Moving on to my next substantive point..HAHA. k i know, hanisz or feeefit will prolly give me that pfft look but they're smiling. HAHA. okok fine, shuppp :]

so yeaaa,debate tmr.

Our last preliminary roundddddddd and boomsz, im the 3rd speaker again. Gotta give the best shot curze it'll be our last roundddddddddddd. I attended only one training which is just now
-__________- tmr there's a whole lot more junks to do. Its okay,perserRRveRRe, its coming to an end soon. :)

School's doing okay except for the poor CT report slip. My siblings had a great time laughing away at my results. Utterly disappointed,of course. But im going to make sure my teachers will see improvements for MYE. Insyallah. (:

Asshiddiq has been a kind boyfriend still. HAHA. except for the fact that he's still ANNOYING.

and...

7th monthsary coming in 6days time! *jumps*

2010-03-15T19:52:00.003+08:00

fuck debate. i want this to end quick please.
:(

stop and stare.

2010-03-04T21:28:00.003+08:00

Gimme a break.
debate tmr, come one ladies, lets do it. :]

ugh

2010-02-27T00:12:00.002+08:00

IM SO GLAD YOU'VE MOVED ON.

me brain is jamming.

2010-02-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

Guess whutttt ? my next motion for the next preliminary round is something gotta do with

altho its a huge turn off,but my team members and i seems more enthu doing our debate hmwk than the previous round.
come on girls, let we show them our girlllll poweeeeerrr.

HAHA.

goodnite humans. sleep well.

plain.

2010-02-25T16:23:00.002+08:00

February's coming to an end soon. And here comes March. goodnes, its really really fast huh? Life has been pretty boring. Nothing interesting except getting scolded by teachers,never ending homework and class tests! I still cant believe im sitting for O's this year. heh. My maths still suck to the core,well nothing new. Effort ? umm,i did. but i guess its not enough yet, gotta practice more.

I cant wait to know our debate's motion tmr ! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont let it be a political issue. Any other issues but not politicial please ! Debate is fun but the 'homework' given takes up quite a space. Anyways,im still excited about it . (:

Life has been pretty much the same except that im changing to an idiot. An idiot who do things without thinking. Lucky I'm able to make a big U turn now. its not easy to control it you know :(

4 more days to 6monthsary, i love you. :]

next update,wait long long

2010-02-19T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hi there, you miss me ? *smiles*

if you've read this sentence from my blog before, just read it again ok?
LIFE IN SEC FOUR IS ULTRAMATELY DIFFERENT FROM ANY OTHER LEVELS.
hhaa,pretty much BOLD for ya ?

for the countless times im saying this- i just couldnt find the right time to update this blog,really.everyday school ends latest by 3.30. down with soccer and debate trainings as well as studytime and extra classes. i just hope that all these struggling moments are worthwhile.
Mondays and Tuesdays : Debate trainings.
Wednesdays and Fridays : Soccer trainings.
Thursday : extra class.
oh yeahh, no free afternoons at all huh?

On my way home, in the bus 168 I was extremely annoyed by a few things.
1) the man who sat in front of me kept looking back and give me the look like he hated me for no valid reason.
2) he will keep looking at the reflection if im looking at his pathetic pretty ugly face o.o
3) my mum called and shouted at me for coming home late.
4) the 912 bus that took forever to arrive.

:@

lets not focus on the things that will make me feel more furious mad. lets go to happy thoughts corner,yey :D

training was fine. i think its nice of him to make the drink for us. but i still dont like the way he shout shout at the others but i guess thats his part for making us "awake" and realize our mistakes. frankly, i was kind of surprised by a comment made by one of my teamate. i was overwhelmed curze i think that was the first time i feel confident about playing soccer. i would not take things like these for granted cause i really want to 'upgrade' myself. :)

debate is making my head spin 360 degrees. the motion given by trainer was already so damn hard to understand. really. i know nothing about political stuffs :'(
help me.

ohhh,common test results ? very freaking freaking disappointing.

english - 18/30
maths - 13/50
combined sci (chem) - 19/30
combined sci (phy) - 16/30
malay - 47 % out of 100%.

YES,I FAILED MALAY CT. mouth wide open ? heh. its okay, by O levels, im getting A1 insyallah. hahaha.

i sort of gotta go now. :(
so yeah,takecare of yourself okay ? haha.

i like the way you rub my cheeks slowly and put me to sleep

but what i like the most is, the way you kick that soccer ball so sexily. HAHAHA.
kk i stop. teehee :D

ergh ergh argh argh

2010-02-13T16:13:00.001+08:00

Hi.

oh man, i hate coursework :'(
due yesterday and ive not yet started.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

love you shiddiq.hahhhh :')

heckkkkkktic.

2010-02-07T20:34:00.002+08:00

Again, not updating much. ive got revision to do for upcoming common test. Goodness,how many times must I tell myself that TIME FLIES SUPERB FAST. -__________-

anyway,debate was great. we won the first preliminary roundy! aiseyyman,good start huh?

deadline for R&D is drawing nearrrrrrrrrrrrr. i have to complete it soon.

Note * complete= start.

hehehe.

k bye! :D

sick

2010-02-02T08:50:00.002+08:00

I can forget about my promise to Imah about attending school everyday. Down with that stupid migraine again and im still dreaded to get out of the hse to go to the clinic. sigshzzzzz.
Oh anyway, happy 6mnthsary to Feeqah and Hazim. (31st Jan 2010)
and happy 2nd anniversary to maherawr and papan! hhaha (020208)

okay im goinna bath in a min.ciaos.

update.

2010-01-30T12:05:00.003+08:00

Feels like its been forever since i last update this blog. Hah !
been ultra busy with piling assingments and trainings for almost everyday :\
Yesterday, got back our maths test and Mr Chow said only 4 failed the test. Right after he said that few of my classmated looked at me to signal that I'm obviously one of them. tsk ! but its kind of impossible for me to fail cause i really did studied for the test.
when i got back the test paper, im happy im certainly not one of those four kiddos! HAH!
and i dont score borderline pass! HAH! hahahhaahhaha. see seee im improving.
BUT!
matrices is somewhat killing me. really :( now we're moving to vectors already....

I hafta revise probability and matrices :(((( with shiddiq! :DDDDD hhaaaa.
Okay noobies, im outtt.

yey,5thmonthsary coming soonzzxz

imma supeeeeer teeeen :D

2010-01-25T20:11:00.001+08:00

Thank you Peter.
Thank you Ken.
Thank you Ernest.
Thank you teachers.
Thank you friends.
Thank you Mum.
Thank you Dad.

i love you :)

To Hanisz and Terence :D

2010-01-17T17:09:00.000+08:00

WHO' S BIRTHDAY EHHHH TOMORROW ?????

GIDYYYYYEAAAAP.

2010-01-15T19:25:00.002+08:00

Soon,my eyes will be almost similiar to panda bear,really. Now no more sleeping at 10pm. earliest will be 11.30-1am, im not kidding :\ assignments everyday and usually due the next day esp maths. DUH. Everytime i feel like closing my book and go to sleep i tell myself to stay strong and endureeeeeeeeeeeee. i really hope my hard work pays off sooner or later,really. No more of last minute revision/preparation anymore. If you fail to prepare, you prepare to fail.

Yesterday i cried otf with izam because i couldnt understand that pathetic maths ques. for god sake, i cried. -_____- like a baby. uh huh, imma crybaby. lucky, i took some time to calm myself down,wipe my f tears and resume my work. Whenever i feel like giving up, always remember-
STRUGGLE A LITTLE THEN FLY.

I miss my friends. In fact everyone in school esp the sec four exp. its our final year menszzzzz.
i really want to bond with all of them but all of us are busy preparing for O's.
its okay,as soon as O's over, kiteee enjoy ^^
now work our ass off firstzxz.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I SO THE MISS THE AQILAH AND THE YAN AND THE DEE. i hope you girls are doing fine esp aqilah! remember not to stress urself out kay?
i love you gundus. :D

and that boyf of mine is still the no.1 ^^

MAHERAWR TURNz 16.

2010-01-15T19:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SEXAYSIXTEENTHHHH BIRTHDAY MAHERAWR :DDDDDDDDDD

you dont hafta tell me if you watch any NC16 movie already kay! hahahaha.

see you tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr babe ^^

bombasticasts

2010-01-12T21:39:00.001+08:00

and i miss my girls. so much. :'(

patience.

2010-01-12T21:34:00.003+08:00

Just a quick update.

completed my task analysis minutes ago but i know its not one of those good quality plus quantity work. i admit i do it for the sake of handing it up before the deadline which is tmr. nevermind, surely i'll be given some time to add things tmr. thank god ive got a nice home econ teacher :D

ive not been talking much lately. too tired to talk. HAHA. no laa,im just so anti social now. CEH. no laaa! kk stop crapping. k bye.

forgive me for being so 'nt approachable' to you.

i love asshiddiq. haaaaaa.

yea dont hafta remind me that im taking O LEVELS this year. fuck.

rot rot rot rot vegetable. -_______-

2010-01-10T10:44:00.002+08:00

Hey.

i seriously got no time for updating this blog anymore. not for now. imma let this rot till i fnd the perfect time to noob and update.

its only the first week and assignmentsz really killing me. :(

come on, ENDURE.

bored.

2010-01-05T16:10:00.002+08:00

currently in school. attending the IT training courses which ends up to less than 40percent paying attention :) this is so the not shocking. Right ? :)

second day ? pretty much awesome. except that i truly ran out of ideas on what to write for my diagnostic test -_______-" when i have the contents, i tend to write too much. but when i desperately need some good content for my compo, writing one full page seems like a very tough thang to do.

im hungry. so hungry. even after eating a bowl of macaronni during recess and a chicken pau during lunch. ooooo,i still have egg tart in my skirt pocket ^^ and a bottle of peach tea.
kay, its obvious isnt it ? im bored. so bored. soooo bored :\

speaking of bored, its so boring travelling in the bus now curze there's no more TV MOBILE. no more just for laugh gags in the morning ! haiyaaaaaks. now i will just sit down quietly listening to outdated songs. im sooo lazy to get new tracks but im bored of my current playlist. ahhh,bored again. -.o

today, i wrote 3E2 instead of 4E2 on the foolscap. haaa! ohoh! mother tounge class equals to boohoo when shiddiq is no longer same class as me :'( now in each class there will be 20 kids. 4e3 stay as a whole. 4e2 plus four E4's students (SHIDDIQ IS NOT ONE OF THEM!). and E1 with the remaining E4 students. doomsz.

okay fuck. my tummy hurts now.
ouch.

bye.

first day.

2010-01-04T20:49:00.002+08:00

it feels great coming back to school. hey,thats good for a start isnt it ? well this year, im no longer the class manager anymre . since saiful wanted that post so much, ten of my classmates granted his last wish. HAHAA. with total of 8 votes, i was elected as the Asst. class manager ^^ and my bestf up there (in the picture) is now the class Secretary & Treasurer (: hahaa. Suddenly i feel like im just a fresh fruit in siglap when actually im one of the so call 'seniors' already. heh.

Teachers ? quite a number of change i must say. Mr Chow, Maths teacher. Ms Wee, Chem teacher. Mrs Rajan, Eng teacher. im fotunate that ive got all these good teachers to help my class to perform better in our studies. :D

As for now, i need to do my physics wksht and start to find my revision materials curze next thursday imma sit for physics test -___________- go KM!
hehehehehe. :B

back to shool.

2010-01-03T20:54:00.002+08:00

omgomgomgomg! SCHOOL starts TOMORROW !!!

okay,chillax. idk why am i so eager to go school tomorrow. ive ironed my uniforms and skirts, packed my beg with softball stuffs,try out my shoes together with the socks. HAAA. but only ONE thang that ive not get done with . its none other than HOMEWORKS. muahaha.

im all prepared for naggings from teachers regarding O LEVELS. im sure there's NEVER a day without that word being pronounced. tsk.

i was kinda suprised that im already sec four ths year. yeap,my finl year in siglap sec. whoaaa.

my sec one memories still fresh on my mind mensz! the orientation camp, muar trip durin sec and of course sabah trip last year. hehhhhh :DD

i cant wait to meet the new principal !and all my lovelies of cus!

YEYYYYYYY :D

i hope tmr wil be a good day eventho there's training. bummer -_________-

4th monthsary

2010-01-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY MUHD ASSHIDDIQ :)
i know for the past mnth,we've been having sooo many conflicts and shitsz like that, but trust me im still trying my best to stop my nonsense. i thank you for your patience and thank you for being the most wonderful boyf ever.
I LOVE YOU :)

new year laaa baby !

2010-01-01T20:55:00.003+08:00

HUMANSZ, BEFORE ITS TOO LATEEEEEEEEEEEEEE- IM'GNA WISH YA AWESOME PEOPLE A VERY HAPPY GOOBER NEW YEAR !
:D

ok wow. its 2010 already! and im so sexcited for sch and i wanna quickly get done and over with O Levels !!! gosh, i can feel the pressure already. CEH CEH. hahaha :D
a new chapter has begun, and im all ready to face all kinds wonderful & nt so wnderful shits in 2010.^^

to my awesome friends, please forgive all my wrongdoings in year 2009. let bygones be bygones and start anew :DDDDD
this year O LEVELS ! no time for friendship conflicts ok? let us ALL study hard then cn gt out frm Siglap ^^

2009 has taught me a whole lot of wonderful super duper stuffs. it taught me how to stand up for my own rights. it taught me about how sincere and holy my frienship with my close ones and yeah, i feel mre bond with my lovelies during our SABAH TRIP !!!! hah. memorieszxz.

And of course, year 2009 is indeed the most special year cause im finally with the guy whom ive waited for so longggggggg~ and oh !

Fireworks were awesome !
and thank you Hanisz for your company. I love you laaa :)

no doubt bout thats.

2009-12-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

Forever love,
:)

haaaa. ini adek aku recommend :D

2009-12-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

FIFTY THREE ^^

2009-12-22T20:31:00.003+08:00

Diq bought this from KL,thank you ^^

thank you for today ehhh giler :D

im too lazy to blog . actually now. my irritating bro is beside me so yeah. you know,the feeling to blog mcm lost ah. HAHAHAHAH. k bye !

like finally ~! :D

2009-12-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

MY HANDSOME BANGLA IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

*starjumpsz*

hehe :B ahhh,you're really an ASS. do you know that ? and idk why am I in love with an ASS.

hhaa! :DDD

mixed feelings.

2009-12-21T19:37:00.002+08:00

when i look at the picture above, i wanted to scream. (!!!) compare my skin colour with Qilah's.
goodness,look at the huge,FAT,major difference! okay,maybe i'm not THAT dark, its just that this friend of mine is too fair. you know why? because since she's 3years old,she keeps telling herself that she wanna be Snow White. Thats why she's so fair skin ;)
(HAHA.im goinna get a hard smack from her if she reads tht ^^ )

im starting to worry now. bit by bit. he said he'll be leaving at 3pm but up till now i still have yet to receive any text or call frm him. Idk why am i being a lil too paranoid over this but somehow i dont have a very good feeling right now. my stomach kind of spinning slowly and my heart's just doesnt feel good. okay,whatever -.-

please tell me everything's goinna be fine. please.

crashing qilah's crib ;D

2009-12-21T14:52:00.003+08:00

you get the best of both worrrrrrrlds ~!
heh.hello you awesomerrs^^

currently @aqilah's crib together with yan. what a pity,dee cant join us ;(
match just now, score draw 3-3 against meridian jc.
movie marathoning right now > Princess Protection Programme > Hannah Montana the Movie. next, well im nt quite shure.

okayy peeepos,later ok. ;]

AHHHHHH.SHIDDIQ COMING HME TONIGHTTTTTT ;DDDDD

clips

2009-12-21T01:54:00.001+08:00

Why didnt i record those fantastic moments ? hmm.

i dont like changes. do you ?

2009-12-21T01:18:00.000+08:00

but things are changing bit by bit..

2009-12-20T23:48:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh,thank you so much for calling again love ! goodness,i cant wait fr you to come back soon. And i reaally hope we can meet tomorrow,please? :'(
sayang awakk..

september 13 08.

2009-12-20T20:57:00.004+08:00

i was reading my last year chatlogs with asshiddiq. haaa! so many cute memories i must say. here's one , i told him that he's not the sweetest boyfriend material.
I guess im wrong. because he's indeed the sweetest thing ever :)

ahhhh,please please please let tmr come quick ! imylc :\

S A D D ♥

2009-12-20T20:29:00.003+08:00

laughs. its amazing how our little friendship grows and now we're more like sisters than close friends. remember the fights we used to have almost every month? we were not mature back then. fights over boys and talking bad behind each other. and remember when all four of us got admitted to different schools ? we thought thats it. we're goinna have a hard time catching up with each other. but look, we're still close as ever evetho all of us seldom meet. Thank you girls for being the true ones for me. I still remember the time when faisal asked me for a break up and i was in the toilet -______- i texted all of you about it and all of you replied at the same time. hah! cute times. its like in the movies ya'know. like Bratz :D right now,im really missing you girls very much. Aqilah is a busy young lady right now. She's got meetings and stuffs to handle. Diyana is busy babysitting and doing house chores. Dee cant meet us that often and me? the one who always have something on when all you girls are free. Hehh :B

Chatted with Dee and Yan just now and currently stil chtting with Dee. haaa! all three of us were busy with blogskins and stuffs. Aqilah ? haha. you should visit her blog! lol. she's goinn update like what, twice in a month ? haha. told ya,she's a busy woman ! :D but im soo touched when she texted me just now asking me how im feeling. Yalaaa,i break down telling her that i miss that dickhead alot. haaa! Thank you babe and i hope we'll be meeting tmr ;D

Aqilah is very different from Yan. Infact all four of us are very different in a way or two. Im the geekiest of all, well used to. I bet now Aqilah is geekier than me. Haaha! Dee is always amazing with stuffs like hairstyling,make up and fashion. Yan is pretty much the heroine who will always hear us out. She may not have the wise advice but she's always there listening to our shits.(: Aqilah,she's nt the kidn of girl who will tell her friends "ilveyou" or "imissyou" but when she did, i'll be smiling so wide. Like just now when she told me she missed me too. HAHA. and she's the smartest among us four. She's been helping us out with our studies and she's the kind of girl who'll never give up. Aqilah and I,we've been through alot of shits together. from family issues to b/g shits and friends conflicts. The best thing about my three favourite girls is that we're always laughing together. We stay thru thick and thin.

I love you girls :D

cramps.

2009-12-20T17:15:00.002+08:00

my room's in a complete mess. like totally. clothes hanging eveywhere, bags and books on the bed, and study table flooded with stuffs that are not needed there. like what you may ask, like pads and shoebag and plastic bags -_______- i told myself that i will clean up my room as a form of DISTRACTION so i wont be mising Shiddiq that bad. in the end, im just not motivated to clean it up. i rather lie down on the couch and watch lame stuffs just to make me laugh.

he called yesterday and yes of course im too happy to say anything. we didnt get to talk for long tho but yeah thnk you so much for calling love :') ahhhhhh,four days feels like weeks ya'know!!well,thats what happen when you're so madly in love with someone. when you're so mad at them, you dont even care if you're not meeting them. True ? hah.

my cramps really bugs me alot. ALOT. and i cant even stand up or sit up straight. i dont know if these are menstrual cramps or not. you know,its so irritating because sometimes i feel like shitting but sometimes its just thee menstrual cramps and sometimes it feels like you're havin gastric. sheepzx !

im really craving for chocolates. and caramel ! but what i want the most is to meet that silly lover of mine asap. :(

rindu gilebabi.

2009-12-20T00:18:00.002+08:00

Im capable of smiling now. Thank you so much suckero for texting me!! I felt whole lot better i swear :') thank you so much woman . And dont worry, school wil reopen soon and yesaaa we'll be eating recess food and gosh we're goinna be the SENIORS of SIGLAP. huahua. and i cant bloody wait to stress myself and sit for O's and get out from Siglap ^^

Asshiddiq,Asshiddiqqqqqqqq . thank you so much for texting ,really. I miss you too and pleaseeee come hme soon ok ? You know,yesterday i was noobing and when its almost ten i was gettin ready to shut down and waiting for you to call me. Then i remembered , you were away :(
so baby pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,cme home quick you dickhead. !!!!!

im working tmr and im so so so freaking lazy ya'know . i wanna sleep until 2-3pm but i gotta work. i dont even need the money yet but idk why i still wanna work. i thought wanna sleep until 2-3pm tmr but on monday there' match. sobs.

OMOMG. MONDAY!!!come quickkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

if you ever goinna holiday again, make sure i give you a tight slap first okay ?!
i love you :)

f u c k

2009-12-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

Im so lost. Sometimes i feel like its better if i dont have any friends at all. Or maybe its me. yeah.
but its just so fucking unfair that i have to take care of all your feelings when you just dont fucking care about mine. Like what ? Like ALWAYS leaving me home alone at home and start blaming me ALONE for the things that went wrong at home. come on ah, why must i be the only one who gets the blame? bullshit.

And to you! oh fuck why am i having a not good feeling between us. i wanted to talk to you but i thought it'll be good if i just drop that matter since you need distractions kan. yeah.
ahhh bloody fuck . now my own friend doesnt want to talk to me about stuffs.

fuck fuck. im a screwed up kid.

Hanis, text me pls. I want to but yeah. Nvm.

and shiddiq,thnks for the text. i miss you fucking much more. i swear.

i shall just stay away .

2009-12-19T14:40:00.003+08:00

Forgve me if I fail to cmfort you this time around. I wasnt in a good state yesterday and im just too scared to say anything. Your feelings are indeed very extra fragile right now and i'm afraid if my words will hurt you even more. Your reply was somehw cold so i decided to leave you alone. I dont know how to tell you i do care bt please understand if i wasnt there for you, im really not okay. And never forget i love you always.

thank you so much Diyana & Aqilah for cmforting me yestd. :]

:D

2009-12-18T20:39:00.002+08:00

ive got nothin better to do so i put that counter. mind you, i dont play cheat. i start at zero. hahaha

routine.

2009-12-18T19:24:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh,akak rindu shiddiq :(/
Kakak asal nampak couple jer mest ckp gituk

Yea,my brother is so right.

even if its not a day, im already missing you like crazy. and i regretted fr being such a sucker yesteray when we were on the phone. dont worry, i will find the old me back dear. im sorry for being so freaking unreasonable and always cursing like mad. I seriously need ANGER MANAGEMENT and some PATIENCE. goodness,its really hard for me. i dont know why. actually I do. I think because i'm too far away from God,thats why i am always cursing like a stupid evil moron.

well, four days is not really that long right ? Yea. Right.
sighs.

Lets just post about something else eh rather than me complaining and keep saying that i miss him. Watched Avatar yesterday and its really exciting to watch. I wasnt really concentrating at first cause im super sleeeeeeeeeepy -_____- but the sound effects woke me up. I think if im goina watch it at home,it will not be THAT exciting laa unless you blast the volume to max. But overall,its a good movie. Worth the money. [:

Next movie will be Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 ^^ so cuute laa them . Hah.

okay like seriously,ive got nothing else to post. tsk.

i miss you laaaaaaaa Asshiddiq :'(

back to missing people like crazy.

2009-12-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

So i guess right now i hafta start thinking of stuffs to do while boyf is away. sheepz,im goinna miss you like crazy again. tsk.

because every moment with you is beautiful.

Iloveyou^^.

;D

2009-12-16T22:17:00.001+08:00

Never in my whole entire life I said this, but today I will.

TODAY IS A PERFECT DAY FO ME. ^^

and yes, i'll be dreaming of you tonight. :)

past.

2009-12-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

I dont think its a cool thing to keep remembering about the past. I guess i'm really not the fogive and forget kind of girl. But somehow its killing me that i keep digging your past eventho it will hurt me bad. And i am so so so mad at myself for still wanting to know about your past. I hate the fact that we're always arguing when I started to talk about your past. Its never you, you know. Its me. Idk why i loveeeeeeee to talk about your ex(s). Is it a natural thing for us,girls to like asking our bf about their ex(s) eventho they hate it ALOT ? What do we girls actually wanna hear from them eh ? The fact that im still like reading her blog makes me feel very lousy. But yea, i asked for it . Its my own actions that makes me upset. Eventho i know how much you love me, im still afraid if you might go back to her.

I want to be friends with her again. No kidding. I dont even know why we stopped talking.
sighsz.

asshiddiq

2009-12-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

Seriously Asshiddiq, what did you do to me until im so obssessed with you ? It must be one of your bangla friends who taught you how to use BLACK magic kan ?! hahahaha. Ehh,i love you sia. Hahaha. shut up laa ASS. ehh,when i say ASS.SHIT or DICK its like im calling you eh? like randomly eh, " Eh SHITTT! " hahaa. are you going to like throw me out of the window if you read what im crapping about ? haha. neh,idts. you dont even dare to punch me dude. muahahah.

Ehh,if we watch Avatar right, we must eat the Avatar burger that want at Mac k ? you knw why im writing all these craps ? simple. I miss you like mad laaa,sampai kiter pon skrg jadi giler ! tsk.

haiyayayayya.

u think i should stop now ? hahaa. ehhh,funny SHIT,when im posting about you kan,my laptop never lag!!!!!!! whoaaaaa,so cool. k SHUT UP, you must be prolly saying, "oh course,shiddiq pe!" together with your MINTAK KENE CIUM face -_____________-

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,can i like kick kick kick kick you if we meet soon? can eh ? hhahaha. i love you ^^

k laaaa,i better go now before i SPILL OUT THINGS others dont want to know about YOU. hahahahaha. siak ah,im sure if you read this saye kene rabaknye eh ? hahahaha.

nehh,you wil surely forgive me. kan handsome bangla ? hahahha.

I love you, alot. :)

truly madly yours.

2009-12-13T23:06:00.002+08:00

REASON WHY I HATE HOLIDAYS :
i miss that silly guy so much.

REASON WHY I HATE MYSELF :
i STILL miss that silly guy so much even when we met YESTERDAY.

REASON WHY I HATE THAT SILLY GUY
He got me falling madly in love with him.

i know you love me ^^ muahahha. k bye bangla, i misss you sillydickhead.
ohoh.
i kofe you cery nuch nore ! HAHAHAHAH. oops ?
hehehe^^

2009-12-11T19:59:00.001+08:00

I dont know why i think that guess is one of my friends. And i dont know why it bothers me so much.

screw me.

2009-12-11T19:50:00.003+08:00

Fucking pissed off.
to DEE & AMA , im sorry i forgot about your birthdays. Yeah,fuck me. tsk.
Happy Belated Birthday. :)

the best i ever had.

2009-12-09T21:23:00.002+08:00

Im kind of surprised that i actually care a little about the guest who dropped by my blog. When Demi texted me in e afternoon regarding this lifeless creature 'tag' my blog, i was thinking about it for quite some time.Ridiculous i guess, cause ~~stuffs~~, SHITSZ like this does not need any concern at all. So to whoever that lifeless creature is, i hope sooner or later you'll find something more beneficial to do rather than satisfying your immature needs. Anw,thank you for dropping my blog eventho you kind of dont like me. May one day you will finally own a meaningful life, cheersssszxz. :D

Went to soccer training today,like alas! i was sick, like really sick but i thought there's no way for me to keep disappointing Mrs Goh. So i came. But after roughly 35-45mins or so, i vomitted at the drain. Poor drain :\ kak fad asked me to rest and when i vomitted again, Nurul who happen to be sick also asked me innocently " did you eat soup just now? " haha. She saw carrots,potato and mushroom when i vomitted, ok gross. sorrrry. :P

but i ate that chicken mushroom o from old chang kee. hheeeh.

After training, headed to Bedok to meet that annoying/irritatin guy. Bought mc'chicken and took 168, off to wooooooodlands. He cant stop bragging about that Owen . hah ! Up to now, i still dont know why I dont quite like Man U. And in the bus, i had fun pronouning names i never knew how it sounded like. Haha. (:

Alright, tmr i hve to go Bishan with ibu to repair my freaking phoneeeeeeeeee. :\

Okay kiddos, have a nice night ahead. ^^

gooozebumpszxz.

2009-12-06T20:20:00.002+08:00

Right now i can't really think straight because im deadly, i mean DEAAAADLY tired after working fr two straight days ! Gosh, damn devastating i tell you. On Saturday we were scheduled at Eunos ___. My goodness, thats th worr(RR)st working day for me, i swear! Even other of my senior workmates said the sme thang ! Yesterday I was so frustrated with the way we were treated till i couldnt even get mad. its like TOO angry already ! You imagine eh, one of my workmate get scolded by a freaking MAID. that maid was like shouting at her !! goodness . I told my workmate maybe because she wants to feeling feeling order people around since its only a chance of a lifetime ! muahhaa. but really, we were treated like lowclass pariahs. wtfick. 0,0
Overall, ystd = nightmare. You know why ?! because my eyes so itchy and im so plain stubborn go and watch paranormal activity. WTHWTHWTH. RIGHT NOW, THE IMAGES WERE LIKE STILL FRESH ON MY MIND!!!! i was so tired but i couldnt sleeeeeeeeep. called shiddiq at 3am and poor thing, he had to accompany me till 6plus am. And when i wanna bath, i told my mum to stay in the kitchen and keep talking to me so i know while im in e toilet my mum's at the kicthen. muahhaahha. K, i know laaa im a scarycatcow !!!!!!!! gosh, screw you KID for letting me watch!!!!! why do you have tht show in ur phone ?!!!! hahaha. kkkk i shall stop huh?

TODAY ! work at Whompoa Dr . &thank you so much God for making it a less tiring day for us all ! phew~ not many ppl came and the groom's parents were so nice to us, yey!! and and the yummy fruit tart = double yey !!! heeeeeh. So ntg much for today :)

Asshiddiqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq,thank you so much for toleratin my nonsense kay? i love you i love you i love you laaaaaaa you ass. hahaha :D

&i so cant wait to meet you tomorrow !!!!!!! imylc laaaaaa :'(

AND TERENCE, IVE UPDATED ! sial laa, evn terence call me a BIMBO. hahaha.

k what a long post. teehee, goodbye!mwah :]

Mistake.

2009-12-04T15:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when we're so mad at each other , we completely lost of words to say. And when that happens , i just want you to kiss me till I shut up.

2009-12-03T21:28:00.002+08:00

oh fuck all these relationshipT.

METALLICA STRONG OKAY ?!

2009-12-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU ALOT NURHANISZ. :D

third :) i love you.

2009-12-01T22:00:00.002+08:00

Happy 3rdmonthsary Muhd Asshiddiq Bin Wahid :)

you've proved to me that its worth my time waiting for you.

I love you.<3

i make sure youre goinna cry.

2009-12-01T21:44:00.005+08:00

Eventho its rater expected that we're somehow going to "separate" to groups, i had fun laughing with them today. Thank you guys for today &hopefully i'll meet my other hunneybunchs soon.

you dont deserve my good friend Hansiz. well,thats what I THINK.

M I S S E D

2009-11-29T19:12:00.008+08:00

I know. Don't need to remind me how much i miss my gorgeous and handsome plus awesome slash crazy friends. tsk. i hate holidays. tsk.
oh, and i miss saiful and waikin too! alamaaaks,serve me right for attending only the first and last lesson. cissszx. :\

you all miss me norts uh? hahaa.