Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ Wednesday, September 30, 2009

♥ qiddihssaevoli

in case i didnt get the chance to use this freaking laptop tomorrow, i would like to take this opportunity to wish all children, HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY tomorrow! yeyy :D hahahahaha.

happy children' day ehh shiddiq? (:

time flies superb fast. tomorrow = a month already♥

♥ syaaff.

Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ Thursday, September 24, 2009

because love,you're simply the best.

first paper starting in like whut, eight days time i guess?
sighs. lemme get my exams all done and over with till i get back hereeeeeeeeeeee.
goodluck for EOY,study smarrrrt.

:)

♥ syaaff.

Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ Sunday, September 20, 2009

<3

somebody tell that boy there that i freaking missing him too much.
somebody tell that boy there that please be patient till tuesday come.
somebody tell that boy there that DO NOT mess up my hair when we meet.
&somebody pleaseee tell that boy there that
i lve him vm :)

selamat hari raya awak :)

♥ syaaff.



forgive me.

Dah hari raya kan?
i think its finally time to start forgiving each other & im really seeking frgivenss frm each and everyone of you. please,please,pleaseee accept this sincere apology.to those whom ive shouted at,pinched and punched and gossiped and cursed and hurt,im trulyyy sorry.i know forgive and forget is nt something easy,but im really looking forward to make peace w all of you right now.
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin :)

♥ syaaff.



selamat hari raya ! :)




















♥ syaaff.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ Wednesday, September 16, 2009

sighs.


oh hell.

♥ syaaff.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ Tuesday, September 15, 2009

and loving.




projects still rolling. assingments piling. parents/teachers nagging. EXAMS coming !
BUT.
im still blogging. still slacking. still joking. still sleeping. still playing -.-
come on syaaff, just 2mre weeks left !

♥ syaaff.

Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ Sunday, September 13, 2009

i love love love love love love love A. heh

1: Who has your heart?
♥ me laa of course :)

2: Do you like the last person who texted you?
♥ i loveeeeeeeeeeee him ^^

3: Who was the last person to call you?
♥ dyanaaa!

4: What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
♥ ish,tsk!

5: When was your last encounter with the police?
♥ errrrmmmmmmmmmmm..

6: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
♥ nopeeeee !

7: Did you sing at all today?
♥ for almost everyday :]

8: When's the last time you cried?
♥ eleven pm plusplus yesterday.hah

9: Last text from?
♥ that smarrrt ass la! hahha.

10: Are you scared of spiders?
♥ dnt finkkkk so.

11: Who were you with last night?
♥ erm,no one?just me with my phone beside me.heh

12: What do you think of Jonas Brothers ?
♥ talented,good looking guys.

13: Do you believe in love?
♥ im in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,yeyyy.haha!

14: When was the last time you were so drunk you threw up?
♥ kay bye.haha

15: Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far?
♥of course laaaaa.hah

16: Do you miss anyone?
♥ yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss(!!!!!!)heh.

17: Do you curse?
♥ :D

18: Who was the last person in your bed?
♥ my bruddaaaa!

19: Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
♥ at hme watching ManU playing.

20: What color is your hair?
♥ black.

21: Have you ever drank with your number one?
♥ kay bye,again!

22: Is there someone you wanna date right now?
♥ erm erm erm erm erm i think so.haha

23: Who knows a secret or two about you?
♥ close friendszxz .

24: Are you too forgiving?
♥ not that. but can laaah. heh

32: If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
♥ i dont think so.

33: Do you want someone you can't have?
♥ ive got him now.

38: Have you ever punched a guy?
♥ oh hell yeszxz.

39: Gotten in a car with people you just met?
♥ diam jer laah.

40: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

♥ maybe yes maybe nope.

♥ syaaff.



geylang si paku geylang !


cnyouseethtlilpicturethere^^hehhh.
like what ive expected, the whole saturday afternoon = extrrrRemely tirrRing -.-"
went out at 2plus, first stop - Somerset. searched for my Hari Raya shoes&bag. Proceed to Geylang aferwards to get my brother's & dad's stuffsz.
but i swear im not having a calm time when im at geylang curze that smart ass told me that he's still at the bazaar with his family. we were texting each other and saying that we dont wanna bump to each other and i texted him "im praying not to see you" and while walking, i thought i saw someone-someone soooo familiar. and yeaps,it was his's mum's twin (!!!!)
im already shitting to my brother and he was like "huh?saper kak?"
and...
when i walked few steps further,there he was-standing holding stuffs,handphone on on hand wearing black teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.HAHA.
i was shaking already siaaaaa,scared if his family will notice me-.- and i heard his brother calling out my name but i dare not to turn.HAHA. okay smart ass,we've been seeing each for like everyday love -________________- haha!
Now,i have to go. Diyana's on the line & i cant multi-task. heh.
ehhhh sillyboy ^^

♥ syaaff.

Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ Saturday, September 12, 2009

imma heartbreaker.

Sorry,again.

♥ syaaff.

Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ Thursday, September 10, 2009

in your arms.

Oh hey.

earlier today,its kind of awesome cause i get to see white nenerd and chem lesson wasnt a bore.but after i talked to Iz,my mood changed tremendously. i cried for quite a moment because i couldnt hold it much longer. Slowly,im starting to regret &today afternoon,ive been cursing and hating myself like fuck. I really loathe myself because it seems that im not appreciating things/person until they're far away from me. What the bloody heck, i just hate it. Before you claimed your love, i was falling head over heels over you. Now that im with you,my fucking shit attitude is really getting on my nerves.

i never thought that you love me that much. and when i saw hw disappointed you were just now,i really want you to know how much i treasure this. you're goinna be okay. just forget everything i said just now love. im sorry,extremely sorry. i should have just shut the fuck up. yes,hold me and dont let go. and catch me before i fall. shut me up when im talking nonsensical stuffsssz.

I felt so much better after that bus ride and thank you once again :) went to meet aqilah,yan,dan,syafiq,hakim,mut to break fast together. im so happy that im happy. heh. no pretence just now. pure happygirl ^^ thank you for making my day too ehs you wonderful people :)

we're goinna be okay,i promise.

♥ syaaff.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009 @ Wednesday, September 09, 2009

precious <3

Enough of crying already love, im trying my really best too. Im sorry & thank you for everything :)

and thank you for your advice yesterday girl. greatly appreciated.

♥ syaaff.





♥ syaaff.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ Tuesday, September 08, 2009

cause i have you


Holla ^^
yes,of course im goober happy today curze that smart ass entertained me for (almost) the whole afternoon today! and sorry eh,you can't sleep befre training just now,tkper,must train ok love?haha!
chem class = s l e e e e e e e e p p p p p p y y y y y ttm!
took 17 to bedok w imah,then took 17back to pasir ris to meet that smart ass and took 81 to (supposingly wp but we missed a stop). walked to meet the others and for the countless times im saying this , im really falling head over heels over you ;)
took 3 back to tampines,went to Times then proceed to 168 bustop and bid goodbye ^^
dont you ever let go.
YOU = AWESOMERST BF EVER. ♥

♥ syaaff.

Monday, September 7, 2009 @ Monday, September 07, 2009

fear of losing you.

yesterday night while waiting for that smart ass to text, i killed my boredom by playing w m webcam.hah! sometimes,i even forgot ive got one-______-

anw,to dearest diyana-im very sorry about yesterday ok?
im just fucked up w myself and im having one of those ugly moodswings. i didnt mean anytg i said yesterday tau!im very sorry kay?

and to YOU,
thank you for everything.for cheering me up,for making me laughing and crying at the same time,for making me feel better,for telling me that im special,for treasuring me so much.
i wont leave,dont worry.
i trust your words okay :)


we're together now,we're together then.

♥ syaaff.

Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ Sunday, September 06, 2009

hello assignments

send it on,and on-just one hand can heal anotherrrrrr~

since yestrday ive been singing that song all over and over again. i think my mum also getting sick w it! heh.

shucksz itz menz,schoool's holidays here alreadyyy!the only wonderful thing is that i dnt have to wake up dangs early but im just not in the mood to date all the handsome assignments and projects given :'(

im sleepy.im tired.im hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

i miss that smart ass already (!!!)

because love,you're the one and thats nuff for me ^^

♥ syaaff.

Friday, September 4, 2009 @ Friday, September 04, 2009

sorry

fuck it laaa. my dad' mad at me just because i didnt reply his text. fuck it mens its not that i purposely frget whuuuuuut. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

what i freaking need now is you :(

♥ syaaff.



nobody goina love me better,i must stick with you forever.

lucky for me,there's no cca today!though of going home straight but its too dang early and i dont feel like going home. Met aqilah instead,kind of last minute thang again and headed off to her place since we're both lazy to hang out at the malls. watched dvd at her place and i was practically talking alone curze after 30-45 mins later,she dozed off -______-"

movie ended,asked her to get up and waited for her to get ready.met her friends and headed off home while she break fast with them.

today's the last day of the term and im so happy there's no maths test just now ^^ haha!moodswing for a while but smiling away minutes after texting some-step-cool-guy in class.hah!

i like today.but i prefer yesterday.heh

you = love

♥ syaaff.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009 @ Wednesday, September 02, 2009

make it last

good day awesome humans :) and yeaps,im on cloud nine now (aqilah,haha!).

today dont seems to be a hectic day since we started off by slacking since mr lkm were not in class and we're free to do our ownt stuffs. learned a new topic for maths and its kind of manageable but im still scared of this coming friday's test -.- speaking of tests, i screwed up chem test big time just now(!) studied so hard but in the end,what i studied didnt come out.
what a nerd,tsk :\
malayyy was as per normal except for the heart jumping everywhere and the shivering legs.HAH! last period,english-went to the library and did some light stuffs ^^
read the Love Declaration speech from When Harry Met Sally(i think) and i find it very cute actually! :)

boring eh? i know.hahhhhh :\

thank you^^

♥ syaaff.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ Tuesday, September 01, 2009

im scared of not being with you

I find it quite irritating when every romance movies or novels storyline is always the same thang. Like one, the girl is in love with the guy,they're happy couple and then the sad part comes when the girl told the guy the girl is diagnoes with cancer.(haha,diam jer hanis)Two,the rich guy will fall for the poor girl,they're in love but their families does not approve them being together. common ehs? but do you actually really really see any of these in real lives? not so much huh ?

Must you be realy sick to get a nice,romantic guy ? heh.

♥ syaaff.



Susan boyle and pancuuuuuuuuuut <3 hahahaha










Yesterday was a blast,for real. Had a great time with those awesome people &make sure the next outing more people will be able to join us ^^

Happy onemonthsary to : ♥Feeqah & Hazim ! & happy15thbirthday yannnn ;D
im glad that i finally have the courage to be frank with you and im sorry.im not ready to forgve you yet but dont worry,we're still friends :D and to you dear silly boy,please dont be moody the next we go out okay ? and you bette take pictures with us! haha
the last text i received from you = (L)♥












♥ syaaff.