before i posted about aqilah's birthday i actually did post about what happened today.but somehow,idk why the freaking post didnt published eventho they said SUCCESSFULLY PUBLISED. its okay,im just goinna be patient.

basically today i come across to a fucking minah rep who doesnt have a single bit of manners.she can't afford to manage a simple "excuse me" or "sorry" gosh. why have the looks but your brain is glued to the asshole ? -_________-
im sorry,cant help it. you're just so fucking rude dude.

school was fine. just fine.
im not in the mood right now after my quite long post went to vanish to thin air,LOL.k im not laughing out loud anyw -.o

i gotta do my hmwk now.
goodnight lovelies.

Hello gorgeous ! Happy 15th Birthday babygirl :D
keep showing off that sweet smile of yours and be gay always ! :} gay=happy.
not gay = like your boyf you know who.HAHA.
Stay healthy always and for god sake please gain some weight or im goinna transfer some of my fats to youuuuu. :P
Now that you're 15 already,i hope you're goinna have more faith in yourself in dealing w life's ups and downs. I knw you're a strong girl and you'll always be !
Dont worry,whenever you're about to fall,im always here to give a hand :))))

love you Nurul Aqilah :DDDDDDDDDD
xoxo.

Its been a freaking long time since i used the word "lepak" .
HAHAAH.

Its been a long time since i last stayed out so late barely doing nothing-just sitting and chat w awesome people while enjoying the breeze ^^ it feels great menzxz. And im not surprised if most of my weekends will burnt just like that. I never thought that my lil bro's friends were damn awesome,coool peeps!He's the youngest of coursee!the rest are one or two or three years older than me. Ahh,making new friends are awesomely sweeeeeeet :)

i wonder what so great about guys in NYP sia! hahaha. dont get me wrong but most of the nice guys ive known 's from NYP. including my brother ehhh! hah. and just now,one of my bro's friend,he's from NYP too. whoaa,mcm NYP's the thang gitukk. hahaha,mepek laaaa-______-
i freaking regret telling my brother that i personally think that guy is interesting-.o
now he cant shut me up and everytime i refused to follow his orders he will like "aziq bilang dierr ehhhh!" hahaha,suckerooni betol!

okay peeps.im going off now.MAYBE im going to follow my bro again tomorrow ^^


ps/he's even good in maths and physics.
pps/lived around my area.
ppps/he's n i c e AND he's not into relationships! :DDD

Labels: alfie, aznil, khairy, nina, ohhhhhhhhhhgeee :)

T.W.O.F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G.M.O.R.E.D.A.Y.S.A.N.D.I.'M.B.A.C.K.T.O.S.C.H.-.-

the only thing that im looking forward to coming back to school is seeing my awesome friends and THATS IT.
you know im kind of hyper now,so i'll do my fave wrandom wrost ! :D

• i wanna get married.cant wait to have my own kids.TWINS PLS!haha
• i miss aqilahhhhhhhh siaaaa.mcm wth?!HAHAH.
• i dislike my school uniform-_______________-
• i kind of find long hair v itating!
• shayyyyyyyy,i misss you :(
• i want a hug from someone
• zac and me are drifting :(
• i want to meet SHUKOR AGAIN!!!!!!!!!
• ive not been checking my faceb account for almost a week?
• i want to eat macaronni cheesezxz
• i miss the cream pasta in my school ! hahhhhh.
• cant wait to go recess when school starts ^^
• ive never been to the erm the how to say eh,mcm "new sentosa uh" fhm?nvm
• im eating pairs now. i mean pears ! hahaha. k,norrrt funneyh -.0
• i feel like kicking balls. any balls will do :)
• OMG.THIS IS SO HILARIOUS SHIT. I DREAMT OF JU !!!! hahahahhahahahaaha.
• im so hyper today.haiyakk
• i need cadbury baby
• OHHHH.HERE'S ANOTHER SHIT! I DREAMT OF AMIR,MY EX-____-
• AND WE'RE BACK TOGETHER IN THAT DREAM
• AND IM SOOOOOOOO IN LVE W HIM -.O
• hahahaha...kkkk shall i stop now?
• stop eh?
• what?
• im irritating?
• sorry uhhhh.
• if irritated den dont read k next time?
• haha.k bye!
• love you :)

Our King of Pop :(

what i really need now : you bbygirls and a packet of cadbury blackforest ! :'(

Like seriously,ive got no life at all. Ive just publish a post like what,eight minutes ago?And here I am blogging again-_________-but thanks to this blog,at least ive got smthing to do then staring at the wall.

Im lying if i say im really lonely now.but technically,im not lying laa since i am home alone right now..k shupp.I have so many wonderful awesome friends around me and im happy to be around them. eventho they're always acting like a pain in the asshole at times,they're really the ones that i can rely on.So sometimes,i wonder why do i still wnt to be in a rlationship. I mean,come on-even my bestf ever confessed to me that she wants a boyfriend eventho we both know there's no need for it right now.Ive got number of guyfriends that im close too and they're reall nice but STILL i do feel "empty" w/o a boyfriend. The suckiest thing is when ive got one-i will start to feel regret.Regret for committing to only one guy and that's when i start to miss my freedom being single.Hah!that always,ALWAYS happens. We're still so young and fickle minded.okay,maybe not you all but for me-yes. I dont know what i want right now and i cant make my decisions all by myself.

Seeing how "suffocate" my friend's lives are when they're attached bugs me alot.Not all couples really control their partner but most of them do.If i ever hve a boyfriend who dares to control my freedom to be friends with people,i'll not hesitate to leave.Hah!easy said that done-.-maybe i will not.Im a girl and when a girl really,really love her special guy,it would really be a tough time for her to just call it quits.As much as they want the freedom to mix with other guyfriends,they will think twice about leaving that special guy.Sometimes,we're so committed to him that we don't care about losing our good friends.But what fucking pissed me is when after all the sacrifices made,they still don't treasure you. Aha,that sucks hardcore.

okay,i dont even know what makes me type all these stuffs.
i cant wait to grow up and be a writer :)
but that want has got to go to the waiting list ! right now,im goinn to the kitchh-hen ^^

at times like this,when ive got absolutely nothing to do except for changing my blogskins for more than 5times in an hour-i wished im surrounded w my friends in school.BUT!the fact that school' goinna start in 3 days time is really shitting me.I don't give a damn about my incomplete assignments but im not ready to open up my textbooks and study-________- Life is so freaking unfair when i get to know that my brother get to enjoy another one week extra of break and idk why NYP student's holidays extended to a week more.Abang left this morning to Jakarta and as much as i hate to admit,im already missing my bloody annoying brother-.-

another sheep thang,my period came just now.wtffffffff!for this month,there's not even a single bit of sign its coming.on the bright side(haha)lucky for me,im at home.Right now,im really craving for some chocolates.Ive drank frappes for quite a number of times already this month and few days back i had my Silly Mon. so im left with pampering myself w chocolates and ice creaaam. AND!im not surprised,if i'll be in the health and fitness club when school reopens.Tsk!

the weather being kind to me at woodlands.hehh.not that sunny,and its not raining.its somewhere in between plus its windy.thought of going to aunt's place but i think its kind of late already.thought of going cyling but both brother(S) not at homeeeeeee!oh,do you knw tht i fell down ystd-.-lucky for me,only my brother saw it.Im clumsy,veryyyyyyyyy!

before i end my crappy post,im really misssing Zac :'(
and oh!i can't bloody wait for Prison Break tonight. Wenworth Miller is goodlooking and i melted for 0.7seconds seeing him smile ^^
I think Selena Gomez is just so freaking cute. :) if im a guy,i will really work my ass off to win her heart.

okay bye -_______-

its not love. im more than sure that its not l.o.v.e. Call it a crush i might say or maybe just a happy feeling inside this little heart whenever i hear your voice. but trust me,its not love.

but for you,its more than just being friends or close friends. inside this little heart yelling your name out loud but you'll never hear.Its hard to fall in love w someone you're extremely close to-
im sure that you treat me just like you little sister :) and i really do appreciate that. but i wont deny-sometimes all i ever wanted was for us to be more than just good friends. Will that be any good? will that be the perfect happy ending for the misery im glued to ?

yesterday was kinda hell. i wasnt even in the mood to text bestf or whoever. all i wanted was someone to cheer me up and i for shure know he's capable of doing that. i may sound ridiculous saying this but just a hello from you can really brighten up my day :) thank you again friend.

i havent receive any "are you okay" text message from him today. not even a single text from him. not that i expected any but ... kind of sad . i hate it when the person knows what are your real feelings towards them but they never give you any hints about their feelings for you. we're good friends i know and the biggest mistake i did was confessing
two years of waiting may not be long for you,but for me it is.
and for that whole two years,i still believe that you're the one.
until today-

My USB cable is really shitting the hell outta me ya'know -________-
i cant transfer files right now and my bluetooth also not working. Like sheeeeeeeeeeep

anw,went for maths class just now AND i didnt watch The Starter's Wife yestd :'( but nevermind,i can always catch it at youtube,HOPEFULLY *cross fingers*
back to maths class,attendance was expected tho and we did only FIVE questions for the whole three freaking hours. WOLS kan ?! i know. I wonder how Mrs D can really be patient with us.

after class went to whitesands w hanis dear and bumped to Mrs G , Roz and Mas !! Mrs G was like so shocked that ive "transformed" lol! and Mas said i looked very chubby ! aku gemok kans ? hahaha. I was just teasing Mrs G to treat me but she really did ! thot of having double cheese burger course i wanna save money but when Mrs G asked me what i want, i ordered Mc Spicy instead ! laughs :D
right after that received a text from her saying that training tomorrow will be at 8am and she added " gotta kick off that mcspicy! " hahaha,cute lah my teacher ^^

met aqilah at mc cafe downtown afterwards but before that bumped to diq at whitesands and he looked so effing blur when i smiled at him 0.o chicken betol ! haha. planned to study at mc cafe cause thats like our usual place but now they're so fucking damn stricccct! we can't study there anymre and the manager really did "chased" us away.

at that point of time when we're walking to the bustop,i cracked my brain real hard to find a suitable place to study. not mc'donalds of course &starbucks are way too crowded for shure.sat at the bus stop and bus 89 came. qilah said "nak gi sengkang?" without thinking a single bit,i just replied "ok jom" HAHA!

we hopped into the bus but unfortunately the 89 we took was heading towards changi not sengkang,so we alighted at the next stop,crossed and took 89 on the other side.studied at where aciik always said their fav place to hang out and its kinda great studying there. there's no distraction,no one chased us away and i love the wind. k,i lied! haaaah,the wind so itating
ya'know -.- ive been craving for cheesecake but there's no mc cafe at compass point-_______-
bajan uh!causeway jugak baguuuuus,sumaa ada!HAHAHA :DDD

called a friend and asked where's the nearest mc cafe and itsssss so itating when i got confused with hougang POINT and hougang MALL ! given that i couldnt hear that person that clear,i got all confused -_____-
in the bus,me and qilah were like "bickering" cause i said the route we're heading to,there's no hougang point and told her we should have take the opposite bus.she was like,nooo!its here!!!
hahaha,damn hilarious shit.we've been showing each otha middle finger mcm budak kecik!
and we saw hougang mall instead of hougang point. lupernyerrr,si mc cafe tu ader pat hougang mall laaa,i mean inter. but my point is its not at hougaing point.HAAAAAH.noob kan?!
beh tak pasal2 kene marah ngn qilaaaaah.hahahahahahha :P

BUT.mcm taik,there's only frappessss no cakes or whatnotsssss.frrrrust kan?!!! hahahaha.
dah give up,bought donut empire instead ^^
hougang mall not bad uh since there's cotton on and popular. hah!

okay people,you're going to see me and qilah at sengkang and hougang often. HAHAHA !

i think i talk alot today. yea i do talk alot todayyyyyyyyyy. whoaa -.-

maybe we'll just stop at bestfriends

I woke up 7today,bathed and put on my PE attire getting ready for school.I sat down on my bed and slowly combed my hair and my eyes were already half closed-.-texted imah and told her i wont be going for maths class today since im uber sleepy.After that i went back to sleep with my PE attire and shorts plus my specs-________-"

like my usual routine,went to my aunt's place to babysit my little cute cousins.Sara,the eldest one was very curious and asked me numerous times why is my hair straight and long right now.Cute luh little kids but cant deny,they're annoying at times when they keep on attacking you with tons of questions even before you answer any one of them.

Im still making my mind up if i should go for maths class tomorrow or not.Today's Monday=Starter's Wife!my favourite show for now but its at 11pm and if i were to stay up late again tonight,the probablity of me getting up early tomorrow is = to ZERO = NIL :D
but im goinna be extremely bored at home and rot like a bloody pig the whole day. So howwww?

we cant be in a relationship because we're just wayy,wayyy,too close already boy:(

i freaked out the moment i "read" that text message-.-
it was hilarious curze its kinda cute but i managed a nervous laugh after realizing that it was just a dream-.-
i badly wanna share that text message here but i am sure that person will read my blog sometime, so better not!

did nothing today.rot at home since im lazy to go out and its raining here at woodlands^^
still,im sweating like a pig-.-&my body is currently having rashes-___________- its so fucking dreadful because you feel like scratching your body till it bleeds but you cant cause you dont want it to get worrrse :( pain okayy.

ohyea,ive changed my skin and i screw my tagboard.im currently not linking anyone till i get my old links document back.sorry :)

but then,i really wish that i wil receive that text message from you D.

tried to forget about it,but the feelings still there. a little bit more :'(

kiter rindu zac laaaaa :(

once bitten,twice shy

Hallu sweets!
just got back from aunt's place.since ive got no plans today,went to babysit my cute cousins at aunt's place and talked things out w her.Since ibu is busy working,im always lonely at home but thanks to my aunt,she's always lend a listening ear hearing out my stuffs.she knows about the guys im contacting with,who am i crushing on-basically everything's bout me^^
I learned alot of things from her.Just now i told her I want to make sure when i get married,i dont want to trouble my parents and make sure i get a good husband,a responsible one just like hers.But for now,she said studies is my main priority-few years later,even an O'level cert has no choice but to work as cleaners.That's so possible luh.

Oh!and i just got to know that im getting a younger sibling soon!!!!!!sexcited siaa!my aunt told me that my stepmum is expecting a child :D its been a long time since i last met her menszxz.kay cant wait :)

im going to do something that you may not like.

supppppppppppp(sz)! :D

im still in my "dozing off" mood ya'know.woke up damn early today at around 4.50 when i slept at one plus in the morning.eh,im seriously trying my best to stay blogging cause im currently watching tv.idk why out many things,i cant use the laptop while watching tv-_____-
'nyways,went to school fr training in the morning and i superlove my one and only ChrisRADIAHno!muahaha:D i superlove her phuket's hair laaaa menszxz;] coach was mad cause only 4girls attended.4girls=3B'div girls&1C'div girl -.-the rest came half an hour later.

after training went to meet my babyy^^omvg i misssmisssmissszxz my baby so much ya'know!met my baby and qilah,we had starb!caramel frappe<3>okay i love my baby and aqilah too.hahah:D

sorry uhhhhh,i dont feel like blogging today:(

OHOHOH!IM GG TO AUDITION W IMAH.NYAHAHAHAHAHHA:Dlyzxzxz:)

Today i swear im like a pig (swine btol!haha) but seriously- woke up at arnd ten plus,went straight to the kitchen NOT to find food but go to the washing machine and start hanging the clothes before my mum call me for the Nth times asking me to get my ass out from the bed and do the house chores. -.- with my horrible-just-wake-up face i obediently did what my mum asked me to. i was home alone again just now morning btw. After that,im so glad there's no clothes for me fold *grins* and went to switch on the tv. or was it the laptop?neh nvm doesnt matter. After lying down on the couch and glued my eyes to the tv (or the laptop?) i went to disturb people w my phones. HAHA. Alright,maybe i wasnt a pig today cause pigs dont watch tv(maybe they do) but they dont use laptops or handphones..do they?haaah-.-
watched Hi-5 followed by Barney then some lame 80's chinese show at channel 8.Not satisfied still,i watched yamakasi dvd for ten minutes then the dvd breakdown-.- macam swine!!!
Gave up,i went to the bathroom and BATH.hahaha. im having rashes right now and my whole body are itching right now,LIKE RIGHT NOW!i told my mum before coming to my room please knock because i only put on my bra and boxers to sleep.and thanks to my bigmouth,i got nagged by mum-______- she said,what if one of my brothers just go to my room w/o knocking?
i replied "okay,im goinna cover myself with my blanket kkkk" heh :B

k back to the story,after bathing i went to eat and watch tv again. and yeahh,basically the whole day i did >watch tv,laptop,eat,watch tv,laptop,eat,watch tv,laptop :]
PRANGAI PIG KAN?! :]]]] im an educated pig.hahaha

its okay to be a pig today cause ive got training tmr and i must go!

yeah,eventho im like a pig today,im not that lazy to blog alot eh?^^

alright,goodnite loveliesssssss!

My closest girls will know that after repeatedly get hurt,I labelled all guys=JERKS.But do i actually knw the defination of Jerks? Sadly nope. Everytime when i get hurt and stuffs,i will start cursing the guy and labelled him a JERK when i dont even understand what shit are they going thru. And girls,share almost everytg w their closest ones. When a guys asks you for a break,you will start crying and your closest girls will start to "hate" your ex-boyf..but,do we know what's the guy's problem?No we dont. Im taking back my words-NOT ALL GUY ARE JERKS. and im sorry if i ever offended any of you by calling you a jerk. but please,there's no excuse to hurt me deep,deeep k! :P

OMVG,shafiyuddin is really an asshuul. Irritating asshul-.- haha!he cant shut the hell up for one whole minute at ALL. Im tired listening to his lameshits and thanks eh fiy for making me look so dumb when you told me about the submarine joke(!!!) SETANZXZ kan kau!hahaha.And stop calling me anak haram you cibzxz!muahaha :D

to tell you frankly,i dont want you to belong to anyone anymore.

Dude,you gotta be strong kay? ly<3>

Ya know whhhhhhut! i kind of miss watching BRING IT ON mens!laughs.but really!!i think i prefer the first on than the second one.AND!i still remember asking nazie to cme to my house to watch it together ;] aw!miss you vvmuch bbyg :DD

i was uber sleepy and tired yesterday but i cant sleep.ya know whyyy?cause my eyes so itchy go and watch Incredible Tales!muahaha.the episode yestd weren't that scary tho but the opening graphics when the show wanna start,its scares me like to th maxxx (!!) after watching the show for like,what?7mins or so-i changed to okto! >:P

eyes cannot tahan already,switch off the tv and off to my room.texted bestf asking him to make me sleeep and he was like what ?singing you a lullaby? from Bella's lullaby to Syaaff's lullaby!hahaha:D didnt know that he's a fan of twilight !

ths morning SHAFIYUDDIN BIN MANSOR disturbed my precious sleep-______-
he texted me asking who else is following later on.i thinked i replied half an hour later or so and said to him NOT TO REPLY ME CURZE I WANNA SLEEP.
and ya know whut? he did replied-.- and he got the cheeks to say "ops sorry,TERreply.hahaha"
im sooo goinna smack your head later asshul ! hhahaha.

kay,its already 12.03. i didnt realised im home alone actually.parents went out,siblings all gone.
used to it already :] hehhhhh.

i wanna eat ice cream againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn > :'(

im still smiling now.cause i cant bloody get rid of your bloody cute face

okay byee loveliessssss'

Im sorry if i offended anyone by saying this > I HATE BAN*LAS ALOT.
okay,not all. but the two Ban*las at my workplace just now were freaking PERVVVV sia!
at first I thought they're okay cause they seems to look like not hte flirtatious ones,but then-NEVERR JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVERR!
one of the ban*las so called purposely grind behind my back!wth right?at first i thought he accidentally "sweeps off" my back but then everytime he walked behind me,IT ALWAYS HAPPENED!fucccccccck it,i was already swearing and cursing. Another ban*las asked where mahirah lived and..HE EVEN DARE TO SECRETLY TAKE MAHIRAH'S PICTURE.
WHOAAA,THAT MOMENT OF TIME,I ALMOST FREAKED OUT ALREADY!!! I stayed behind with the washer boys and talk to them -.- minutes after that,both mahirah and me quickly go to Surya and Zan. Zan was being so freaking irritating,he keep on saying that that bglas will stalk us and stuff-.- ZAN EVEN SAID HE'S GOOD LOOKING(THAT BNGLA)
wthhhhh-.-

you are so,so,sooooooo adorable and charming.but seriously,whats with the pierce dude?and ohmyy,you smoke like what?more than 7times just now? but still-you're hella cute guy^^

hope to work w you again dude :B

We even exchange numbers :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

bestf's dreamgirl is a shemale. he really cracked me up.
but right now,we're having a "fight" again. hoho. of course laa i started it.
and you alws pujok me for what siaa!?!! hahaha. see laa,how to hate you bestfffffff?
dengs! lylylyly n___n

If i tel you this little secret,you promise not to laugh out loud at me ok?ok? D:

i erm actually wanted to go for the Rentak Cilik audition ^^ i can act,can host but the freaking problem is i cant sing. -.- should i go ? should i should i ? :((((

harlowwarlow :B

nehh,im not that happy actually.Actually,i am,but not like "YEY!IM HAPPY" its just like "HEY,TODAY'S COOL" . I know,don't gimme that wth face -_______-

supposingly,im goinna meet qilah today to complete our assignments (take note complete=to start) but she have plans today. she asked me to tag along to sentosa but im just so lazy to go out when its 3pm onwards.haaah :) speaking of sentosa,the last time i went there was like manymany years back. when i was 7 ! but im not looking forward to go sentosa,i wanna go zoo again!and ride the pony again!and get my legs to ache again-.-

oh.he replied my message again at faceb and wthhhhhh,we still havent get to chat w ech other :(
can we work together again?
tsktsktsk.

im sleepy. woke up at eight today and slept at eleven am back. and woke up again at 2pm. now im sleepy already. haaaah :P

i wanna eat ice cream again uhhhhhhhh.and damn,i still have to get hidayah's bday present.nevermind,can meet her when im free.
:D

I KNOW THIS POST IS SOOOOO INSIGNIFICANT.but whatever,my blog whaat.tak suker why keypo keypo nk bacer ? *winks*

1. Does it matter if your boyf/girlf smoke ?
- yes! of course ! haah :]

2.How about drinking ?
-if smoking matters,of course drinking matters too!both not allowed.cehhhh.haha. :D

3.Do you like someone you can't have ?
-sadly,yes -_____-

4.If someone like you right now,would you want them to tell you?
-depends on that 'someone' ?

5.What's your favourite sport ?
-ummmm any ball games. captain's ball gerek :B

6.Its Saturday night and you're at home alone. What would you do ?
-erm,watch tv or do stupid quiz(S) at faceb :)

7.Do you like roller coaster ?
-yesss yesss yess :D

8.When's the perfect time to have boyf/girlf ?
-when you're matured enough ? famous words will be " studies comes first " right ?:]

9.If you could date any celebrity,who would it be ?
- do you need any of my bestf to answer this ? ZAC BBY LAAA ^^

10.What are you doing this weekend ?
-today saturday>did nothing. tomorrow,working :D

11.What is your favourite restaurant ?
-not a fan of restaurants....

12.Have you ever hugged someone ?
-yeahh?

13.Do you like anyone right now ?
-whatcha think about thaaaatttt,thaaaaat,thaaaaaat. haha. maybe ?

14.What is e first thing you notice about the opposite sex ?
-his hair.

15.Which do you prefer ? Beach or mountains ?
-beach! ^^

16.What kind of phone do you have ?
-Sony T700

17.Computer or laptop ?
-laptop cepat rosak :( computer leceh :( so ? haha.

18.Jeans or sweats ?
-sweats kot ?

19.Which year has been the best so far ?
-1994 -.- haha so innocent :P

20.How old are you goinna be on your next birthday?
-15!! please come quick,so bestf will not call me a 14-yrs-old-girl nymore!haahhh.

21.What should you be doing right now ?
-assingments ?

22.What is your fav tv show ?
-prison break,redthread,fighting spiders,hannah montana!(lol),starters wife and more to come.^^

23.What's been your last purchase?
-cornetto ice cream. hahaa

24.Are you attracted to boys/girls who smoke?
-i dont want to but its sad when almost every guy im attracted to-smooooke.hehh

25.Have you fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of ppl ?
-i know im clumsy but thankfully,nopeee. :)

26.What do you do when you're at home ?
-erm.since im at home,it shud be "home"work :D

27.What is your favourite subject ?
-social studies.HAHAHAH

28.What's the best thing that's ever happenned to you?
-blessed with good friends :D

" Dude still awake ? "
" Yepyep. [: "
" hah,kay.are you like wht?waiting fr my text instead of texting me?again?haha."
"Err..Waiting for your text again. Haha."
"what a jerk you are dude.hahaha"
"Hahaha. Thanks for the compliment eh. Haha. "

i had cornetto just now :D vyums ^^

1. I want to go to Paris or London or NY or all of them :]
2. I wanna get married at the age between 24-27
3. I want two pairs of twins.One pair boy,the other will be girl of course.
4. I will name the pair of girls beginning w the letter N or S (my name NurulSyafiqah)
5. The boys will be erm what will be my future husband's name?
6. ohmy.im really craving for ice cream and donuts!!
7. i wanna read mitch's alboms books. but its w qilah -.-
8. i want that C.D to go online :))))
9. am i in love w my bf?
10. you know,actually i dont believe in marriage.
11. aqilah!why nt we get married on the same day?same place?haaaha
12. but we both dont believe in marriage,yet.haha
13. i love to laugh.hahahahaha.
14. im lame,i know.
15. i miss shayshay lots :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
16. i want mcspicy
17. among the sec three(S) guys-i think zim is the hottest.haha
18. im sleepy but im not tired.
19. I WANT CARAMEL FRAP AT STARB!!!!!
20. i prefer jessica alba than angelina jolie
21. zac efron sexy kan?^^
22. 22 is my fav number :D

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1. Do you smoke weed regularly?
I don't smoke. and i dislike people who smoke :]

2. Have you kissed somebody in thelast 2 weeks?
Yeaah,my very cute cousins ^^

3. Who was the last persons house you went to?
My aunt :]

4. Miss someone?
uh huh :((

5. Hows your ex doing?
laughs.do i look like i care ? :]

6. Is there someone you want to fight?
maybe...?

7. Do you like someone right now?
frankly nope.but the truth yes.but actually nope. so you think ?

8. Song playing?
hannah's blogsong. haha ( i miss you!!)

9. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
acceptable neat looks,personality,sense of humour,smart and prefer blue eyes like Zac.HAHA.

10. Why?
-_________________-

11. Whats the most recent thing you regret doing?
falling head over heels over someone ive yet to meet.

12. Have you ever thought one of your teachers did drugs?
HAHAHAHAAH.

13. Have you ever watched a moviedrunk?
nehhh.

14.What do you want to do now?
chat w this cute dude . hahaha

15.Believe in love at first sight?
fifty-fifty.haaah.

16. Are you tired?
Nopee.

18. What color is the shirt you are wearing?
blaaaaack.

19. What will you do on Sunday night?
this coming sunday eh?maybe at changi :]

20. Ever had a major surgery?
Nopeee.

21. Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?
define interesting ?

22. What were you doing yesterday afternoon?
my usual 'rot-at-home-' stuffs.

24. When was the last time you got jealous?
yesterday (haha!true okay)

25. The last text you received on your cell was from?
ASS.shiddiq!hahaa.world's most irritating bestf ever -.-

26. Last show you watched?
HMTV.

27. Are you friends with your most recent ex?
yes.

28. How would you describe your life?
unpredictable.

29. Do you wear any jewelry?
Nopeee.

30. Last person you hugged?
my cute lil cousins.

Great.
overslept just now and didnt went for both soccer and softball trainings -.- sorry imah!its not that i purposely dont wanna come but sumpah aku luper nak set alarrm :( sorrrrrry!

its already 1.18pm and i forgot its friday today.maybe im going to finish up my practice papers tmr w qilah since im meeting her and am working on sunday!yesssaaaaaa :DD
but then,i won't be able to attend hidayah's birthday celebration :(
its okay,maybe i'll go to changi after working.heh

im going to aunt's place later at 4.30 eventho im suppose to stay at home cause i think he might be online during tht period of timeeeee.its okay,i'll just probably leave a message or what.

yeah,i know this whole thang is a piece of junk.sorry dude,i think im deleting this post later.For now,just read my archives if you're bored. i wanna read my chatlogs. heheheeeeeeeee :B

im still jumping inside. if my 14years old brother is at home now,he'll probably give me *that menyampah look* and go to my mum and say im "dating" a new guy now -.- 14 tauuu prangai mcm 4years old! :P

but he's not at home now.and just now when i checked my mails,my 18years old *emotionless* brother was lying down on the sofa. i almost screamed when i received an email from facebook saying that ive received a message from _______.HAHA!:D but i dare not to scream cause i know my 18 years old brother will not give any of his menyampah looks,kang aku yang kene setapak ngn dier.heh ^^

im happy,can't you tell ?
:)

Gobsmacked & Speechless. I kept my head low and cried .

how do you know if you're strong enuff to face shits ahead you? I don't. and everytime I persuade myself to be strong and stop crying because its really not worth it-I ended up hating you. it's really an ache that I had to cry over the same person for something that had happenned twice..but why do i forgive you everytime you apologise?

i dont need to tell you how madly in love or whatever you call that feeling i was with you. well,used to i suppose. i don't ask for anything in return and neither do i let you hurt me terribly.
what an egoistic person i was for the past few weeks telling my friends that guys are jerks and etc-but deep down inside this aching heart,i never want to stop being friends with you.

im heading nowhere /.

even McDonalds remind me of you

"I'm not dancing in the rain-I AM FREAKINGG SWEATING dude" -.-

finally,ive completed my english task three few hours ago and i think this one's the best so far since i never really put in efforts for the previos two tasks.Heh ^^

ive got training just now but ive gotta fetch my brother from the hospital.he's so irritating you know. like the most iRRitating bRRotheR on eaRRth-.- (!!) he told me to come to the hospital quick cause Aliff Aziz is warded. Yeah,dont be fooled!of course,he's not hospitalized. Im nt even an Aliff Aziz fan and why does it matter so much if he's warded orr norrrrrt -.- abang,abanggg-.o

ive got training again tmr but im not sure if im gg.
wtheck,bestf is so called kicking the lazyness habit while im getting more lazieRR:D

WHEN WILL I START STUDYING MATHS ?!hahaha.

can we at least be friends?

Im freaking sweating right nowwwwwwwww.
when will you reply my message at facebook :((((((

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY RADIAAAH SWEETS :)


















Had a great time w qilah just now. watched Hannah Montana the Movie and im soo goinna watch it again,just like 17 Again! heh.

you accepted the request,but your status is taken.do i stand a chance?

gotta gooooooooo~

Pleaseeee accept the request soon,will you ? :)

and yes,the second entry fr the dayy -.-
home alone since parents went to hospital to visit my brother,yeahh-hospitalised due to high fever and asthma ( is that e correct spelling?wtv.)

ive been doing all the lame quizzes at faceb for the past an hour or so patiently waiting for that someone to accept my request. bah! do not,i repat DO NOT fall for a guy too quickly syaaff!!!
but its not a sin saying that he's sucha nice,cute,hilarious guy ^^
for now,every guy's a jerk fo me. HAHA.

i wanna go on date. like real date. haaaaaaaaaaaa-Ha~ -.-

hellowello :D

uhhuh,i had a great time at work just now :) its so nice making new friends right now and yeah,it helps me to delete the aches away. im good now,way more better than before i suppose.
its true that everything happen for a reason and right now im really learning from my mistake.The one that i repeatedly made was,falling in love with someone way too quickly...
ahh,whatever it is.Im happpy nowwwwwwwwww :DD

my laptop still under construction and currently using brother's lappy.
can't really update facebook or blog that often...
ahhhh,pleasepleaseee accept the request quick! :)

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This is so freaking irritating. Ive been posting damn lots of drafts but never successfully publish any...

this is really the final straw guys. i just cant simple go thru another jerk's theory from any of you anymore. one come after another but its true,people come and go. You always heard of 'your worst enemy will turn out as your bestfriends' right ? well,im not surprised if the person you love the most will somehow be your biggest nightmare. On the other hand,ive got no one to blame except myself. Blame myself for falling in love so quickly and got carried away...nope,its not love that is blind,but we are. And if you were to read my archives,i repeatedly told myself not to fall in love at this period of time..still ? hah.

come on,you gotta be strong.
no,im not breaking :)

I've got nothing else to say,like seriously.
its proven that i'm not a strong girl at all-not even a tiny bit.
i'll update this blog till i find the right words to say,till then.

takecare:)