TIME CHECK : 11.30pm.

that irritating tall guy went offline already.now im like chatting with myself.hah!
do you knoww that you areee sooo freaking irritating?and i hate it when i can easily forgive you even tho you're sooooo irritating.HAHA :D
can i buy your freaking voice?
;]

TIME CHECK: 11.31pm.

I thought home econ just now was the last three periods of the day. when i woke up,im all ready to go home. i looked at the time,its just 9.30 in the morning-.-wth,home econ just now was the FIRST three periods but i'm extremely sleepy and my mind not functioning properly.

But!school was extremely good today.even tho im sleepy,we did nothing much.Managed to survive for one hour of Maths,finished up my english assingment during recess and REFRAINED myself frm waking into the canteen. When i told imah i'm on diet,she was laughing non-stop.
"Makan tak stop2 on diet konon!" thats what she said :D
today i only ate twice(hopefully thats it).
Back to school,during 2periods of Geography,did the worksheet and copied down notes.Mr M really cracked the whole class up when he talked to R in class just now.
R keep on asking questions and blurt out stuffs before giving it a second thought.
Mr M asked,
" R,do you behave like these at home?"
" Yeaaaaaah.yesyes.*with that irrittating smile*" R replied.
"Then how come your father never slap you?" Mr M said and smileeeee (:
3 periods of english,watched Mr Bean Holiday- assembly later and that's all for tuesday !

Million thanks to Shiddiq for helping me w maths just now.Appreciate it alot bestf!Thank you:)

Today i learned how to be patient when people asked me too many questions,when the bus made me waited for almost 20mins,the freaking bus has no air-con &the very,extremely,hot weather.

Takecare humans,assalamualaikum.

im seriously goinna hate myself starting from today.life's been alot messier than any other days today.assignments not completed,homeworks were left under the table,questions not copied down,books under the table too,peronal file,foolscap-might as well i hide myself under the table-.-

mid year exams coming in 5weeks time and Mrs Ding is rushing things now...seriously,im suffocating men!ive not even understand a single thing about chapter four,now she's movingo on to a new chapter already.Raaaad,hanis,i need help :(

today sucks bigtime. having my period,and ass,out of many days,why must it be on MONDAY.skirt stained and lucky enuff,guys in my class are now way more mature than previous year -.- anyway,thank you bestf,you did these twice already (:

And to you-im not moving on,but i shall stop hoping for good things to come .

Today i learned how to be patient to those who walked damn slowly in front of me. :)

Have a nice day,assalamualaikum.

*edited at 7.45pm*

fiy call me gemok now.am i,am i?hah!so much of me disliking girls who cares about their weight,skintone,hair and etc.Now im one of those girls -.- but i think being vain is not a sin but if im too vain,soon my bestf will be pissed.HAHA :D

D i e t s t a r t s t o d a y.

and i smell the popiah in the kitchen -.-

Labels: time to change.

10:40pm.

now i know how much my friends suffer when im having pms or such.
when i get irritated by those innocent ones.
when i start to show tantrums.
when i blame other people instead of myself.
when everything they did were wrong and what i said or did were the right ones...

10:41pm.

im such a sucka. i talk too much.
but sometimes i wonder,if i can listen to them talking about whatever not linked to me why can't they?

10.42pm.

maybe because i exaggerate when im explaining.
maybe my explanaition seems to be a bragging session.
maybe,yeah maybe.
still 10:42pm.

10:43pm.

but seriously,i dont know when can you treat me a lil bit nicer.
just a lil bit.
tiny winy will do...

Sorry but ive got nothing to post today.except that siglap won the match against telok kurau,14-0.they're new thats why we managed to score alot,but still we know that we can score more than thaat.overall,it was a good game :D &liyana!see,you score!!!:)))))

im sleepy.still need to wake up damn early tomorrow and off to bedok.can't wait to meet all my cousins and yeaaaap-finally,free from hmeworks!

and that reminds me of the new timetable which SUCKS BIG TIME.freaking hate it:(( shit.now suddenly i remembered i need to study for home econ test nxt weeek.

AND CHEM TEST! sighs...

Bila aku di sisimu,aku nantikan saat kau lafazkan i love you dan aku adalah milikmu.

i seriously cant take anymore of shits.
if im not being too naive then i guess you're probably blind.
if i never lend you the perfect listening ears then i guess you better just fuck off.

please,for once-listen to me will you?

this one's for everyone.
a friend means you'll be there through thick and thin.
fucking unfair,expect me to listen to your problems bt you guys never asked if ive got one.
or when i needed someone desperately,tell me where the hell are you girls and guys.

a loner will be better.

fuck you,fuck you,very,very,much!

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don’t translate and it’s getting quite late
So please don’t stay in touch~

the first time i heard this song,i thought its goinna be anotha uncensored song by KatyP.but of course,LilyA sounded way different from KatyP. still,i think im addicted to this song. i thot the lyrics was 'fuck you,fuck you mary,mary much' -.-

absent from school today.i wont lie here,frankly speaking i am sick weeks ago when im down w migraine but i think i can make it to school but i slept at 12plus cause of some sick guy.haha!
doctor said i need to have sufficient sleep and mum said i need to sleep at 9.30 everyday-.-
this one she mcm paham only but thinking back,i hafta take care of my health,keep on doing the wrong thing and make my body suffer will just waste my mum's money on medical fares.
still,another 2weeks time i need to go for a checkup again...
mum says i shud marry a doctor-life will be so much easier then.hah!
:D

watched Slumdog Millionaire just now.well its a good movie but i dont understand why must it be NC16! and Jamal,the very first one is cute,when he's older he's handsome but when he enters tht millionaire show-not cute not handsome:(
and aw,what a show about finding your lost lovvve.
destiny-you believe in it?
well i do
(:

nothing much happenned.except for me pissed off w my brother but i guess im slightly okay nw.
tomorrow,home ecn practical!yessaaaa ^^
confirm kecoh eh imah and fizah!hahaa.
what a pity,the guys in our home econ class cooks way better than we girls.

bloody good news for me !
TEACHER CHANGED SEATING ARRANGEMENT AND I'LL BE SITTING WITH IMAH!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD




26/3/2009
6:46:57 PM
syaaƒƒ (S)
hows school jsut now ?
26/3/2009
6:47:14 PM
(F)FIZA.
okay luh so far
26/3/2009
6:47:25 PM
(F)FIZA.
kau ngan arif fated
26/3/2009
6:47:28 PM
syaaƒƒ (S)
asal
26/3/2009
6:47:30 PM
syaaƒƒ (S)
hahah
26/3/2009
6:47:37 PM
(F)FIZA.
dier tak dtg
26/3/2009
6:47:38 PM
syaaƒƒ (S)
hahah
26/3/2009
6:47:43 PM
syaaƒƒ (S)
AWWWWWW !
26/3/2009
6:47:50 PM
syaaƒƒ (S)
TOLD YA ;)
26/3/2009
6:47:52 PM
syaaƒƒ (S)
HAHHAHAHA!
26/3/2009
6:48:03 PM
(F)FIZA.
hahahah
26/3/2009
6:48:04 PM
(F)FIZA.
giler
26/3/2009
6:49:06 PM
syaaƒƒ (S)
hahaa


laughs!nehh,i dont like him. but he's cute. and mute -.- ahahaa!
daa~!

im sleepy and hungry.
very tired,damn damn tired and sleepy and hungry.
alaaaamaaaak,where on earth can this guy be -.-
i cant keep my eyes opened but insist on waiting..and waiting..
im sleepy and hungry.

bapak kao handsome.bye 0.o

Great.During MT period just now Yan said to me that im getting darker.way,way darker.all thanks to myself for not listening to ibu when she repeatedly reminded me to apply sunblock lotion.And now,she's buying me this what whitening cream and FORCE me to apply it twice a day...once she reached home the first thing she'll ask is if ive applied that bloody cream or not. -.- one say im getting darker,one say im getting more boy-ish. Not surprised!hah.

Another boring day in school today.Slacked throughout the whole day. Did work and paid attention in class ONLY during Maths. Mr M still not teaching us cause he's still disappointed in our class as most of us didn't hand in our Geog holiday project...

I seriously got nothing interesting to post today.Oh!if past few days it was him name-just now it was her name!hahaha.wth,i know!even bestf laugh out loud at me.

Cikgu said that what im experiencing now is just-superficial. "sesuatu yang tidak boleh saya gambarkan" not expecting people to understand the whole situation here. Maybe they're right..its ridiculous and something impossible to happen. Its okay,at least there are still a number or two who understand these shit.

6 MORE WEEKS TO MYE. Great,just so extrrrrremely grrreaat! today is already wednesday!time flies superb fast huh?soon it's goinna be April already!!ohmy! kay,a lil bit too much of exclamation marks...

He asked for a second chance to prove me wrong.But then again,it wasnt him who's at fault.Im the one who asked for a break and yeahh...april's coming soon.

"syaaff,birthday aku nak dekat tau."

"haha,okayy.aper kau nak?"

"aku nak kau."

im just not ready still. and i never know when would i be ready.

daaa~ :)

Labels: in love or just infatuation.

I tried to think positive. Be optimistic,for once in my life. Still,its not working-even after reality slaps me hard,i'm still not escaping from living in my 'own' world. Thinking that i'll always get what i wished for-still believes in fairytales and happy endings and stuffs like that. I dont asked for all these things to happened. Before i could stop and control my emotions,everything' s already blurted out. Like i'm not the director of my own life.
Like someone else is taking control over my life.
it sucks big time when the word L O S E R can hardly get out from your mind...

Struggling with studies and cca. not motivated to study anymore. not motivated to make the RIGHT decisions for myself.
Life's in a mess.


*
AміяυĿ ; GlamourKills. says:
Don't get too overwhelmed with your own emotions. Dont take him as more than a friend at this time.
AміяυĿ ; GlamourKills. says:
You dont wna get yourself to super like this guy.
syaaƒƒ (S) says:
why not ?
AміяυĿ ; GlamourKills. says:
He has a gf whatt. Then there's a slim chance of you getting him. If you like him too much. It will lead to unpleasant stuffs.
AміяυĿ ; GlamourKills. says:
Getting depressed and stuffs.
AміяυĿ ; GlamourKills. says:
now, you dont wnat that do you?
syaaƒƒ (S) says:
i dont .
syaaƒƒ (S) says:
infact now im already in a mess.
syaaƒƒ (S) says:
i like him alot but yeah . he has a gf.
syaaƒƒ (S) says:
so forget it.
syaaƒƒ (S) says:
but i dont want to stop being friends with him.
AміяυĿ ; GlamourKills. says:
Yahh. Im not telling you to stop being friends with him. Just, dont get too overwhelmed.
syaaƒƒ (S) says:
i will try.
syaaƒƒ (S) says:
i must
syaaƒƒ (S) says:
i have to :(
syaaƒƒ (S) says:
this sucks.
AміяυĿ ; GlamourKills. says:
just chill. It's part of life man. You get shits once in a while. just get through it. :D

yesterday night,can't sleep.i was so enthusiastic to study home econ cause i thought there'll be home econ test today but nehh.hah!

Vitamins are chemical substances.....hairul
SHUT UP.
chemical substances that are essential...hairul
SHUT UP.
essential..erm..for..err...shit...
TOOK MY HP AND READ TEXT MESSAGES INSTEAD OF STUDYING.
sucha pro,i know ^^

and these shit continue throughout the whole entire day.not kidding.
during lesson i randomly shout your name.
open up my home econ textbook i saw your name.stupid i know.shut up :)
in the middle of home econ lesson i doodle H.but didnt write ur name..pretended that its goinna be other names like Haqeem or Hazim or Hazwan or Ha...whatever you can think of.
itchy hands go doodle HAI den wrote HAI,HELLO.HALO.
hahaha,hilarious for me.you dont understand so just hush :D

softball match tmr,gd luck :]
soccer vs telok kurau this coming friday ^^

Labels: why why why

with you i dont need to feel perfect.
with you feel that im needed.
with you i feel like im special.
with you i dont need to shed a single tear.
with you laughters always fill the atmosphere.
with you dark clouds go away fast-very fast.
with you i can be as retarded as i wish (:
with you i can be the ugliest girl on earth.
with you i dont have to suffer any massive hole in the heart.
with you im free to be who i am.
with you i feel like the happiest girl on earth.
with you i dont need to keep on bottling up my feelings.
and so i'm thanking you for being the greatest,awesome girlfriend ever ! :D

thank you so much imah.
today so full of laughters all thanks to you.
thank you,thank you,thank you.
=D

Labels: IMAAAAAAAAAAAAHloveloveove

Thank you.

An ache of wanting someone,wanting something and not knowig what exactly it was.

went out with ibu today to boon lay and did some shopping.bought a new bag.brother said it was nice.ibu said it was nice.i said it was nice.
ate chicken steak just now.ibu said it was not that nice.i said it was not that nice.
bought sesame street landyard.i said it was nice.brother said 'kasi abg suda nurul'.aka nice lah tu.
im so full now.
ibu also full ow.
ibu asleep.
me not yet.

laughs,i know,why the hell am i blogging in that way right? im just desperate to entertain myself.
to make my mind free from him.
to heal myself without the help of others...

I dont understand..even if you've found the love of your life,why the hell cant we be friends still?
you're seriously killing me.
ughhhhhh!

Labels: people come and go.

I seriously feel like a bloody loner right now.
alwys alone at home,stay far awya from my friends.
and i dont do things together with my bestf anymore-
i dont feel needed.
and loved.

Bye morons.

am i fated with a sweetalker?
dangs,why must it be me.

Right from the beginning i knew it. I knew that today sucks alot and yes my prediction seems to be correct .

Early in the morning,when i received a text message from imah saying that the bus left us-
we were supposed to gather in school latest by 7.10 and we thought we're supposed to be there at 9am. Rushed to school and met imah and mahirah at IKEA bustop,knowing that we're beyond time-took a cab to Greendale Sec.Unfortunately,the taxi dropped us at Punggol Sec.
we had to do this morning jogging+running+brisk walking all the way to Greendale Sec.

F.the bouncer for being extremely ridiculous even coach was extremely mad at him.
thank you so much for ruining my-supposed-to-be beautiful morning.
And thank you again for te good game Greendale.I like you girls but i kind of dont like your ___.
too 'talkative' i bet.
:)

Come on,who the hell doesnt want to be happy and cheerful all the time?
I do okay. its just that when so many unexpected things happened in ONE ENTIRE DAY.
from morning till RRRIGHT now...
you just lose it.
and now i feel like a pathetic lil girl aka a loser who always had high hopes on guys that totally...(?)i dont know myself.

RIGHT NOW,EVEN YOUR TEXT MESSAGE WONT MAKE ME SMILE A SINGLE BIT.

thank you everyone.
thank you.

Labels: cause you had a bad dayyy..ohhhhhhh

No,i dont call these-falling in love.
its just that your text messages made me feels better each day.
even a simple one like 'Hello with a smiley face :)' made me smile wide.
Thank you awak.

still,there's no one can replace you.but maybe its time to finally moved on?

Changed blogskin again to a really damn plain and simple. I wanted to add some background but frankly speaking,i dont know how to.I simply forgot how to edit the blog template (:
and yes,if you did noticed, i deleted a few posts already...

Skin changed,next one will be URL ! i can see you sighing already,laughs.
its fine with me if you dont wish to relink and furthermore i'm not that sure if i should change my URL again.

Another mundane day at home,rotting with the laptop and pampered myself with junk foods. According to plan,i'm supposed to finish up my maths online assignment today,mind you finish=start.
Not in the mood for assignments but surprisingly,yesterday i did 2 of my engish forums and 1 malay forum :] impressive and a good start.
right now,i just can't wait to get out from secondary school and enjoy my long break before poly begins..
REALITY CHECK :
-i'm still sec 3 right now.
-i have to sit for EOY first.
-make sure i get promoted to sec 4 next year.
-sit for O'levels.
-get good resuts to ensure myself getting into a polytechnic.
-then can think about the long break....

So far,its not really a good start for the year and i've been missing out alot during my two days mc last week.
No time to fool around already,cause if i continue not bothering about my studies i can see myself crying by the end of this year.
what i really neeed now is
-a personal motivator or maybe an imaginary friend.

yesterday at anjang's place.

this is somehow frustating and irritating!!!everywhere i go,my friends,my aunts,my uncles,teachers-ALL OF THEM SAID THE SAME THING.

all commented on my skin colour alreadyyy :((( yeah,thanks to softball and soccer now i'm all tanned.tsk :( serrrves me right for not taking the iniciative to get a sunblock cream.HAH! but really,there's a major diff between my arms(skintone) and my upper thighs.

i know,all of those above not significant at all.but you see,i got nothing to blog about :D

"You're the only interesting person ive here," he told her.
"Don't be daft," she said. "Im not interesting.I'm ordinary."
"You're lovely," said Steve. "You're lovely to look at and lovely to know."
Georgia blushed furiously and this time it was Steve who grinned.
"I like being with you," he said. "You've the first girl ive ever met who-who isnt like a girl."
"Great," said Georgia in mock horror. 'You see me as what, exactly?"
"You know what i mean," said Steve. "You're not all giggly and silly and prattling on about boy-bands or girl-bands or so called celebrities that i've never heard about."
"I dont do that with you," she acknowledged. "But when i'm with my girlfriends my life is a whirl of silly gossip."
"I bet it isnt " said Steve.
"Not always," she admitted.
"And you're honest," he said. "I like that too"
"I'm glad i pass all your tests," she told him.

taken from that book again.it made me smile wide reading it.
sweet ehy.
(:

I'm just here patiently waiting for your text message;
:]

Labels: H

I REGRET COMING TO SCHOOL TODAY.
I REGRET COMING TO SCHOOL TODAY.
I RRRRRRREGRRRRRRET COMINGGG TO SCHOOOOOL TODAAAAAYYY.
:'(

I thought that after two days not in school,somehow-yes somehow today will be great seeing all my gfs back.Dont get me wrong,im happy to see you girls back but things didnt turned out the way i expected to.anyway,thanks for those who did sincerely concern.

Fuck softball's match against greendale.they sweat like hell,run like hell,shout like hell,and when its all tied,we have to fucking re-play the whole damn game again.and its on the march holidays.how ffffffffffffffffffff can it be?!
C'girls please dont be demoralised or whatnots,seriously girls-when you all were crying i can't hold back my tears too.Dont be sad,be MAD. and you sure know you girls can do alot better than just now.whatever it is,im very proud of you girls.
loveyou all laaaaaa.
thefucking'bouncer'canseriouslygotohell.

Migraine stil not recovering-and i have one more problem coming in.
i thought breaking up will be the best decision ever-according to mrsG it is.
but,but.now...you're like this.
im like ruining your life just bcoz of the breakup thingy?
please,imvery sorry.if the break up is the reason you're like this,i swear im fugging guilty.
but i cant possibly patch up with you just to wake you up from wht you're doing.
you do know whats right and whats wrong.
and no,its not possible for me to love you more than a friend.
IM SORRY.deeply,truly sorry.

anyway bestf,thank you for everything.seriously.iloveyou imah :]]]]]

HAH!last year's picture.i know laa,caption so kentals.^.^

I'm not fully recovered yet &there's a possibility that i'm not going to school again tomorrow.i checked my time table and i just realise i missed out 2hours of SS&Geog already! :\

no plans for today yet.rot at home again and make full use of my rest time :] btw,congratulations Siglap!35 to 5 runs,thats fab!:]]]]]]]]

Is it true that inside a guy's brain there's only the three letter word ?
this is kind of sickening actually.i try to adapt but sorry i'm nt ready to change.
what a pity-where's a girl dignity gone to?

its 1am sharp right now.my head is spinning slowwwwly.i still keep vomitting all night long &you sure know it sucks.
fuck this migraine,spoiling my mood. now i'm easily pissed and i can't sleep.
i want to be mad but sadly,i throw tantrums at the wrong person.
do you know how fucked up i am right now?

1.02 am.
i think i must get some rest..before my minor moodswings turn disasterous.

i want to sleep and never wake up again.
but if i keep on having stupid dreams like that,i rather stay awake all day long.

Goodnight
morning.

Bestfriends till whenever :D

Doctor said im having migraine.
no,im not shitting any of you-this is so true. sighs,just 14 down with migraine already.
aciik ader sikit biadap ckp pasal cancer!hahhah!

okay i want to sleep again,bye.

sighs.another bad dream again.

School's getting a lil more crappier each day.Just now during the morning assembly,our principal said that we are going to somewhat witnessed an event where all the SEC THREE STUDENTS GETTING THEIR IC. hahaha! funny,for the first time ever school's doing this. Just now was E3 and E4 students,tomorrow will be E2 and E1. ohmyyy -.- how embarassing,now i dont think having IC is a big deal,it just means more responsibility to carry. -.-

Seriously guys,i mean G U Y S as in B O Y S - in relationship what do you think matters the most?
the sincerity of the girl's love towards you or just plainly 'having the to satisfy your needs?"
So i heard,there's this guy,broke up with his girlfriend because she's shy enough to kiss him.Alright,maybe to you guys it is a big deal when your gf dont kiss you,but is there a NEED to have physical whatevershityoucall it in the rlationship?Do kissing and hugging and etc.etc proves a girl's love to you?IF YES-ohmy...
(maybe its no big deal for girls to kiss or whatnots luh.but i just pity that girl who just got dumped.) -.-

Early in the morning,first two period was Chem. Ms Soh didnt come to school so yeah,a relief teacher take over and handed us some work to do..while doing..
Ryan suddenly said -
"Syafiqah,i thought you should e sleeping right now in class?"
Imah already burst out into laughter while me making that -.- face. heh. whoaa,i never knew that my classmate knows me that well mens.
they must be spying on me in class.they know what time will i fall asleep and such!haha.
But i did slept after completing that assignment :P

wow.this is kind of scary mens.i keep on dreaming about him and the dream were not that great u know. like one, he started schooling already and made friends with new people and ignore me.
two,he said i dont deserve someone smart like him. three,he just said that this will be his last text message for me.
Is this a sign or smtg?

Just now,i thought guys can move on damn easy.today break up,tomorr find a new replacement already (some of them mcm gituk per )
but in the bus just now,i read my book...it clearly said that a guy may seem to recover fast from heartache and be cheerful back and stop thinking about his ex..but they were just pretending to be okay. inside,they're suffering,crying and yeahh,its not easy for them to move on too.
So girls,just put ths inside your head -

Guys do have feelings.

im just afraid to face rejection anymore.i dont think there'll be any guy who can make me believe in love again.
no point talking about it now cause...

CHEM AND PHYSICS COMMON TEST IS TOMORROW :\

Labels: it is?, Nope this is not falling in love.but what if

The nice men are ugly. The handsome men are not nice. The handsome and nice men are gay. The handsome,nice and heteosexual men are married. the men who are not so handsome,but are nice men, have no money. The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men with money,think we are only after their money. The handsome men without money are after our money. The handsome men who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual don't think we are beautiful enough. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual,somewhat nice and have money are pigs. The men who are somewhat handsome,somewhat nice and hace some money and thank GOD heterosexual are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE! The men who never make the firstmve automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative. NOW,WHO IN THE WORLD UNDERSTANDS MEN? Men are likea fine wine. They all start out like grapes,and its out job tostomp on them nd kee them in the dark until they mature into someting you'd like to have dinner with.

extract from the no.1 bestseller novel by Sheila O'Flanagan entitled How Will I Know.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :]]
yesterday conference until 4am in the morning and i woke up at 8.thanks to my mum for 'inviting' me to the market and mahirah or texting me when i'm almost on my way to sleep back.haha!joking,joking:D

Yesterday's topics were kind of interesting i could say.i get to know the different perception of guys on girls and realised that not all guys are the same.they may looked like one bloody mat-rep but sometimes its just the way they dressed-they are noting close to those mat-reps who act like one toot infront of girls.
And i'm damn jealous with Hairul&Naufal cause both of them got A2&A1 respectively for Maths (O's)
damn it luh,i'm still here struggling with F9 GRADE.it feels so shitty you know,you knowww!haha.

Since i'm nt working today-i will continue to sleep in the afternoon and do my revision till tmr morning:]

Labels: you amazed me-really.

I dont know how to begin this post ( eventho i just did ) but i'll try my best not to sound like a depressing 14+ years old girl who seeks for love and concern -.-

On Friday i had a very,extremely bad day. no words can describe how awful my friday was. first the damn late bus in the morning,second, the tough decision making on staying or breaking up,third,apit asking for a comotion to occur,fourth, during the start of home econ lesson,fifth,the unacceptable behavior from coach,sixth,the naggings from mum which doesnt involved me at the first place!And finally-the breaking up decision-m a d e .

Mira,Tina&Feefit,im sorry if last friday i seemed like having a problem with you girls.
Honestly i dont-i was practically having the worst moodswings ever &i very much hope you girls would understand.Forgive me if i offended any of you girls.But seriously,i got no issues with you girls (: once again,i'm truly,deeply sorry.

And to Rahimah & Mahirah,thank you for the old stories sharing session. We flashed back during our sec one times. Tina,remember our G's family still?aw:) i miss all the six of us. and rahimah suggested that we somewhat have a 'reunion' . actually its kind of interesting right?you girls are the first few girls ive met and be close with in Siglap. Do you remember all our crushes? ex i mean. laughs ! Remember the time when we bought the same beg together? hah,patrick,patrick! xD I miss,miss those cute,innocent (not so) times.
for real :]

Finally to my hottest guy cousin-Aciik,-thanks a million for making my awful,dreaaadful Friday ends with a wide,wide,wide smile :]
So yesterday night,he texted asking me to call him. He made looked like its a damn urgent thing that he need to dicussed so i will call him right at that moment.
" Call me now,we need to talk." thats what he texted me yesterday-.- haha!
talked for a while and minutes later,his friend joined in.Naufal first followed by Ju then Hairul(: lastly Hakeem!
Its been a while since i last talked on the phone for hours,and yesterday's conversation was te highlight of e day baby!
they are awesome and friendly people and i cant wait for tonight's conference ( hopefully i can )
thank you.thank you so much :))

T O D A Y !

went to Ama's place to complete our malay performance task project. Alhamdullilah,we managed to complete the entire 12scenes but we're just left with the introduction session.
Thank you ASSHIDIQ BIN WAHID for keeping to your promise. and we really appreciate your help.
Had such a wonderful time laughing at the bloopers and stuffs :]Greaaaaaat jobb everyone!
thank you Ama,Hanis,Imah,Fizah and Shiddiq !

N O W :

Home alone again. and i think it'll be great if i take a nap first .
oh for your information-
my rlationship has ended yesterday night.

Goodbye readers,take care:]

oh yes,i really miss our so called 'long-adventurous walk' from anglican high to simpang bedok.

school's doing fine.im starting to find quadratic equations okay-its do able only that i didnt pay attention in class thats why i scored z e r o over twenty five for the test.went for maths remedial just now and yeah,i think the more i practice i will be able to do it.but the most irritating part is when i did all the longggg workings already,i realised i pressed the numbers wrongly to the calculator and pooof.all wrong -.-

will get back home econ re-test paper tomorrow.can't wait.im sure i can pass this time around!if i fail,i promise not to blog anymore.whoaaa?!no lah,its just that i really did study this time around till 2am pluss pluss so if i failed...its shitty isnt it?

kk what esle eh need to blog about...i think thats all uh.sorry i know blog's been damn boring and mundane but really i dont wanna touch on other factors esp love issues here.kay thats about it and im gg to my aunt's place later!yessssssa :D

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Gimme a break ! :\

fizah,i think i'm craving for kitkats too ! sighs.

i tried my very best to open my eyes throughout english lesson but nehh,mission impossible!
the show was boring and i slept for maybe forty five minutes. yep :D
however! i managed to survive during home econ lesson!ohmy,totally unbelievable!like totally!
(haha.like a bimbo sia)

doomed.
i failed my physics test. 9 out of 20. i know,horrible.
chem test just now was damn frigging hard.
sigh again ...

Dear sec one girl (im kind enuf not to expose ur name here)
i dont mind you still crushing on my boyf but at least please respect that we're now together.
whats with all those mushy texts ? aiyahh.
like i said,i seriously dont want to conront you cause i think you're not worth my time.
and i think like a 15yrs old girl unlike you- 13 but still immature.
sorry.

bestf,get well soon ayye :]

e l e v e n f o r ty f i v e.

im not sleepy because ive slept for 3hours just now.
im supposed to re-start my revision for chem test tmr.
i just realised that common test will be in six days time.
and damn,i have yet to study for my home econ re-test.
im happy that there's no maths tomorrow.
bestfriend,get well soon and recover fast cause i wanna see your irritating face tomorrow.
i miss yesterday,what about you?

e l e v e n f o r t y e i g h t .

(slow?laptop lagging lahh.heh :] )

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