I cant stand it anymore.somone please help me

I HATE THAT COW SO MUCH.
YOU ARE SO NOT ACCEPTABLE IN MY CLASS.
AND I THINK RYAN IS WAY WAY BETTER THAN YOU,SLUT.
k bye.

on hiatus.
7more days to EOY. study smart.
ciaaaaao
:D

my effing cute sweethearts (:

nothing zexciting today.today is like the worst monday for this weeek (duh?isnt it the start of e week -.o)
early in the morning bus was damn fcuking late and made me wait for almost precious 20 mins of my life.
HA.HA.
sorry fifit,i was late ;'\
k whtever,i fugging hate that bus driver!
hmph.

i had a real bad gastric attack just now like supersuper painful.
i nearly break my fast just now and thought of having OLD CHANG KEE.heh ^^
but,my gf is making me feel strrrrong!hahaha.
ilveyouilveyoubby!

went to whitesands library to teach lina and adah history.
i swear i wasnt that confident at all but after some time i'm doing greaat.
HAHA.i hope they do learn something !
PARIAHSPARIAHS:D
kay i love you two adorable girls.
lvelvelvelve.

but there's someone i hate the most and i feel like killing her.
her name is
Nurul Syafiqah Bte Shahlan Shamsi,tell me if you have informations about her.
i hate her alot.
and i think her life supersucks to the max.

k bye moronics

I miss SOULS,

today was fine.pretty fine for me(:
except for the part when me,my brother and my mum argue.
hahh,but funy though,we were laughing when ibu tried to hit me with hanger!
and brother scratch(is this the correct spelling?)till it bleeds.
whoaaar,dah lamer tak jadi mcm anjing dan kucing!
as per normal,it all started because of me.
Hehh{:

studied with sister at Republic Poly just nowwwww :D
did some maths revisions while sis did her homework
and we headed home back around five plus.
and guesss what?!
WE MET THAT HOT GUY AGAIN (!!)
gosh,i was melting at that point of time.
serrriously,we're fated to be together.
awwwww.
HAHAHAH.
i told my mum i wanna get married(:
Gee.

Dear Shafiy,
i really miss you.the old you. i really miss singing with you and i miss the times when you always laugh at my voice when we sing together.
when i forgot the lyrics to the song,you wil write it down for me in my green notebook.
when i really needed advice on my friendship with him,you're always there to guide me.
i miss the times when we always pinch each other and it hurts
but what hurts the most is when,you and i are no longer close friends
Iloveyou stil bestfriend.
:{

I cant shut my eyes or i'll fall asleep on the spot.
feeling very exhausted and frigging tired plus sleeeeeeeepyyyyyy *yawwwwn*

went to my aunt's place in the morning.
god,i'm actually freaking out when people talk about death
ive made alot of sins and not yet to repent.
insya allah.
this holy month,i seek help from God,to lead me to the correct path.
insyaAllah.
amin(:

at around 5pm,my brother asked me to get ready to
OKAY WAIT.CAN I JUST CUT IT SHORT ?!
hahahah.

went to geylang with my real dad and brother and my dad's friend ^^
bought some hari raya stuffs esp clothes.
and what pissed me off was,the BUGIS STUFFS also keypo keypo at the BAZAAR.
hahaha!
saw alot of siglapians like bella and gang,mira sherman,dewi and alot more luh.

k,what made me nearly cried was-
i used to remember the four of us,me,my mum,my dad and my bro-
the four of us went to geylang together and get some hari raya clothes.
aw,i miss those moments.
you see,sometimes,when i think about all this,i am feeling very down because i-at that point cannot accept the fact that my parents were separated.
but neh,im a big girl now.
ive got brain to think.
its okay,so long as i still have both of them and my brother around me,im happy[:
thanks Ayah!
[:

kay.im done.
i wanna chat now
bye moronicszxzxz.

PS/hot but pierce for what?i stil prefer decent looking guy with spectacles on and tall ^^
GOSH!WAIT I REMEMBERED SMTG.

i dreamt of HAZIQ,my classmate.
in that dream,he was my boyfriend.
and i seriously remember me kissing him in idk where.
fcuk shit dont laugh kay.
that scene still not outta my mind.
arghhhhhhhhhhhh!

I'm afraid of balls
LOL!:D
kay,those pictures were not taken today luh dengs,this was long time ago taken like few months back already!ive still tons of them not yet uploaded.heh[:

now,today whats i call TGIF (except that today was my mt oral.and i scew up big time)
after school went to tampines mall to TIMES and read halfway of shopaholic and sister
then,we got chased out.not exactly,but we were not allowed to sit and read there.
so yeah,trying to mantain my coolness,i just walk off.Ha.Ha [:
went to tamp library instead but couldnt find shopaholic and sister borrowed shopaholic and baby instead!
^^
&my dearest rahimah was so irrittating just now teasing me the whole time!
suker ehyk kau budak!Hahaha.
whtevr it is,you're the best baybayyyy.lvelvelve:D
AMIR OR WHAT?!
hhahhaah!

kay,tmr i planned to go studygroup w imah but unfortunately she can make iit ):
anyone to subsituteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
textmetextme!
:D

But now,everything's gone.everything's gone just like that.like that.

i cant believe its already thursday!time flies superb fast huh?esp when exams are around the cornerrrrrr!
left w just about two weeks i guess and best,i've not even started my revision yet.
great.I will.I will.
&ive learned alot today during CME. i gotta agree with what Ms Wong taught us just now(:
&i loved maths lesson just now cause we played SNAPPPP!
:DD

oh to those bloghoppers who happenned to bloghop here,i begged you not to relink me for some personal reasons i have.hope that you'll respect it.
thank youuuu[:

Hannah was being irritating just now shouting in classssss.serious!well i shall not just blame her because the boys were annoying and irritates her all the time that cause her to shout i guess.
i cant help it but just to keep my mouth shut cause i know once i opened my mouth,many eyes will be looking and many ears will be listening and many mouths will be talking shit ass like
"oh,she's just jealous you're talking to the boys esp HAZIQ"
kiss my ass twice.one on the right,the other on the left.
hahaha!
seriously,ive put haziq matter aside now and i dont wanna waste time getting jealous over this.
so long as you pretty girls dont talk to DHL,thats' good enuff.
*winks*
Hannah,are you trying to make me jealous?i think so.
but its okay,i'm just not going to flush my head down the negative lane.
i'm just going to face it andd loooooooook with my pair of eyes what will you guys/girls up to next.
I'm ready ya'know,like EVERRRREADDDYYY!
:DD

Shiddiq!supersupersuper irritating during MT lesson!he was like irritates me all the time and i totally fed up w him (joking jer luh)
hahaha.but im happy cause at last we talk alot like more than just two sentences.
I misssssssssssss him even tho i see him in school every day.
I misssss talking to him laaa dengs,and he rarely go online now):
ohoh,fyi please take note that :
My handphone is no longer active babyssss-so i will just text about school work!butbut if you babys have any problems to share,i'm more than generous to give away my 5cents or more replying you or i'll just give you a call [:

left school at 2plus so it means,supposingly i will reached woodlands around 4plus and reached home around 4.50pm.
instead of going home straight,i went to causeway point popular to browse some books/magazines.
i melted when i come across zac efron's and jonas brothers posters in the magazine and some of their personal facts!
Joe is hot but Zac is hotter whatever DHL still theee hottest !:D
cant wait for HSM 3 to be shown in the movies.
wanna come with me ?
^^
browse and browse till about 5pm and off back to home.
and the best part of all is i get to see this hot guy i know who lives opposite my block!
*smile wideeeeeeeeeeee*
my sister and me claims that he's ours.hahaha!
but seriously,he's got that decent,handsome,shy kind of look and he's tall.
i love :D hahahahha. not that skinny but still hot.
he smiled at me for like the first timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
FIRST TIME after bumping to each other more than 50 over times.
hahahaha,kay lied. umm around 8 times?hahaha!
kay he's hot.
fullstopppppppp[:

Ohhh!just now before singing the National Anthem,gf and me were talking rubbish as per norm but this time around its about who are we crushing on.
i told her ive got a mini mini crush on this sec one counsellor {not Mirza kay! -.- } hahahahha
and its like both me and gf were having a crush on the sec ones to five [:
aweesome. but her major crush is in sec four while mine in sec twoooooooooooooo.
its so funny when gf and i have crush on each other crush's bestfriend too.
get it?kay here's and example.
Boy A and Boy B are bestfriends.Boy C and Boy D are bestfriends.Boy E and Boy F are bestfriends.
Gf have a crush on Boy A,C,E while mine are Boy B,D,F.
hahaha.cool i know,so when she get to see one of her crushhhh,i will get to see mine too.
:D
I love gf alotzxzxzxzxz :]
dont you think im so hyper today posting alot of stupid random stuffs?(:

I think i saw Azam just now but i'm not sure if its rrrreally him.
kay here's my I-want-list (random stuffs)

• get to drink caramel frap,like hello its been 3 weeks w/o it ):
• get to eat KFC,LJS,MC DONALDS sooooooon!
• go Geylang w my friends :]
• date Joe Jonas
• go holiday with Zac and his gf (see how nice i am? ) :]
• say hi to DHL ! (hahha,wont.kay wont)
• buy love novels
• watch movieeeeeee with gf !!!
  
• aboyfriend(:

Hhahahahha.shut the hell up Syaaffffffffffffffffff[;
i think the person sitting next to me in class is getting more and more irritating each day.
seriouslyyy!i'm fasting and thats why i dont want to talk much to him.
just now during english period,Mr Ong did not come into our class for idk why.
so one hour free period,class chaos as per usualzxzxz.
2e1,what do you expect?

and its all because of you,moronic iditioc bimbotic.

are you hiding those feelings too?

Im just glad that today seems to be abit different from yesterday.
so yesterday was a disasterous day for me :|
whtever-.-

the only thing that makes me go smile widee today is because we had PE just now (:
those guys at the ODA cheered me up esp. Hazzzzzim w his dirty talks!hahahah.
puaser puaser pon fikiran kotor siots!
:D

CME worst.i slept for the whole 27mins i guess.then,had to finish up 10 lame questions.
hah!but i kind of interested to read the lit storybook he told to the class.
is it Holes?or whatever you called it.

correction* i smile wide not because of we had PE just now
but i smile wide because i saw someone i wanted to during PE just now.
so,i just wanna sayy that i actually hate PE just now.
got it?just agree w me luh kay!
-.o"

had maths test on statistics just now.
i thought its on friday so being a not proactive student i thought of studying tomorrow.
instead,we had the test just now.
baekkkkkk!
i screw up as per norm.if i were to study,it wont make any much difference alsooo!
hahhhh.

this friday goinna be my MT ORAL.
i just hope i wont forget some simple malay words during the conversation or i'll end up talking english later.heh :]]]]]
kay,as you know,day by day my blog is getting more boring.
i am not surprised why oh why is my tags disappearing!
gheeze-

in class i saw him looking but we both turned away asap.
when will all this end?
i've give up on him-yes. but does that means that were forever not goinna be friends?
but we're not enemies righttt?
RRRIGGGHT

DNT PERIOD SUCKS TO THE CORE.THANKS TO APIT UH EHY! idiots
and oh,ive finally made up my mind.
im giving up on you.
goodbye zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzziq(:

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I kind of miss living in Outram ):

we've met the two new teachers just now.i think the monkeys goinna be scared now since they had the fierce zookeeper looking after them ^^
well i think this is fo the better,term 4 babe.term FOUR!!!
so yeah,everything's finee now except for some PTW :]

bok mun was so irritating just now.he was trying all sort of things to try break off my friendship wth rahimah.gosh,that's so foolish.
im confident enuff to say that many envy us for our everlasting friendship(:
*winks*
&im glad i have her curze w/o i will just be another pathetic sluuuuuuuuuut wannabe !
:D
ilovelurrrveluvluvluvluvv you laa rahimah!
*laughs*

so far i can only concentrate during science lessons.
i gave my hundred and two percent of attention during ms tan's lessons
[[:
but why oh why i still fail my science!
PHYSICS lorr.did i spelled it correctly?
whtever.
-.-

there's mother tee tomorrow.
i think im not looking forward to it.
ahh,recently ive not been looking forward to eveything except SCIENCEandRECESS.
bravoooooooooozxz.
bingo!
-.o

i miss talking to this guy named HZAZZZIZQZ.is it worth waiting still?
hold up a sec.
dont answer my question.

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♥like aww,huh?[:




















&i'm so not surprised if they're goinna be the next 'Zac & Vanessa'
i sort of have a mini crush on him actually-Joe Jonas(:
but i'm not looking forward to Camp Rock,cant wait for HSM THREE.
whatever it is,both Zac and Joe are such a hottie,don't you think so?
*winks*

Thats it.today is Sunday and tomorrow will be Monday :|
school's goinna reopen tomorrow,idiot.
homeworks?don't text me classmates curze idk what on earth ive been doing
for the past seven days?
practically sleeping late at night and watch tv.
im ready for tomorrow's naggings.
ah shuckszxz :[

another boring day today.
shit!i just miss my 2pm show,fug ass.
can i blog later on?
who cares anyway.

byeeeee{:

because i miss you.
because i miss you.
because imyyyyyy.










missesmissesmissesbaybay
even when we see each other in school everyday
text each other every night
tease each other everytime
and even when our eyes met many times
i still miss you.
and i never lie.
i dont know how to.
but-
do you even think about me that much?

Feeefit!So much for blog-closed!

and so i told my readers im goinna stop blogging.
laughoutloud(neh,not that loud-not enuff energy bby!)
im back to blogging back but dont be too happy curze ive got
nothing exciting to post about.
unlike Feeefit!laughs.that post about your cute lil brother
really OOEMGEE me!hahaha[:
my cutiepie boypren so naughty huh?
*winks*

lately i am not really looking forward to go school.
even when exams ...
ah shit ass i should not start posting about exams.
i seriously dont give a .kay no,not that i dont care bout my exams.
but now-i'm just too scared to talk about it.
or maybe i know i wont be able to do it.
sighs.

I really miss my bestfriends.
not just those in siglap but from other other schools too.
i broke down just now looking at thee pictures during Nostalgia Nite!
Ahmas,Farhan,aww.
i miss them,alot.
seriously ):

&now.i miss my chickenbestfriend very much.
its been a while since we last chat at msn .
message also not that active anymre.
fiy?hahah.
whatever-

Fahri baby,marry me please.
:]

I am still blogging luhhhhh

school holidays are such a bore as per usual.i despise school holidays mainly because there's alot of assignments. i have to lift up my pen and start finishing them. (finishing=starting) :D
had maths remedials on Wednesday and Thursday but i only attend the on on Wed.
i am sure i've got alot,truckloads to catch up. sighs :\
and exams are coming in a few days time. i have not yet start my revision.
nothing new huh?
arghhhhh.

fasting month has been great so far. not yet missed a day but ive been sick since the second day of fasting month.i am already expecting this gastric attack ,so yeahh (:
i miss school.
SO NOT :]
school's goinna re-open soon baby and i am so not looking forward to it.
next nagging i'm goinna hear will be from Mrs M.
yesssss,just act innocent!
:D

i seriously dont know what am i going to do now.
really. with all homeworks not done.
ive got three more malay assignments to do! composition . best uh ehyk ):
i seriously hate my life now.
no more cheerful or happy moments to look up to.
why oh why ?
):

ehyk,imybestfrnd):

Boooooyaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhoooolaaaaaaaaa

Kayyy!im back :D
Sunday was superb fun! Family Day at the ZOO and i took the Pony Rideeee.
cutteeeee!very (:
im so so so lazy to post about everytg and lazy to upload theee pics
hahaha!
will upload some other time kayszxzxz !
:D

Nzz,imverysorryifivehurtyouallthiswhileimverysorryfornottellinguthetruthrightfromthestart.
yousaidyouvewaitedformefortwoyearsiknowhowitfeelsboycuzivebeenwaitingforthisguyforquitesome
timetoo.dontgiveupnzzwhoknowsyoumightgetwhatyouwishedforsoonerorlater!
ilynothingmorethanjustclosefriends.

told you,i cant move on still.
sooooooooooo lets just fall in love with one guy
-.-

He's the guy i'll never get