Maybe its not the right time yet.But when is?

Happy Teacher's Dayyy to all teachers ehyk :D
so just now we had a mini teachers day concert which pretty much boring except Gamela.duh.
i totally prefer last year concert,who doesnt?
i really miss shouting my lungs out with Tina especially supporting the upper sec boys performing.
Tina!remember Amy? hahaha. i saw him just now in his ITE uni :]]]]

planned to go to bedok then cancelled. planned to go to bugis then cancelled. planned to go to causeway then i dont want!!hahaha.
at last, go tampines mall ehy -.-
pathetic.
bump into some ex jyps and oh,i bumped into Joyc!!!
gosh,we talked for like just five mins-i told her i miss FARIHIN truckloads ):
nizamtoldmehehasagirlfriendalready. )':
HAHAHAH!

bumped into Tina,Mira and Annah too!
from there we merely waste time standing at GV deciding if we should watch movie.
hahs.ended up,taaaak jadi lorr.
wanted to watc Money No Enough but me,myself not enough mone to catch a movie.
woots -.o
headed home after that.

Reached home brother said he bump into FARIHIN just now.
like wthhhhhhhhhcheeseeeezxz !
arh,i fugging want to meet all the ex jyps prefects pleaseee!
):
i miss,miss,miss them !

Okayy.during science just now,khairul and marus keep on irritates me like toottt
Ms TBL asked who is he
after khai told her his class, ms tbl said-
"oh that guy,he's quite cute right"

Told you i got taste.
*winkslaughssmiles*
:DDDDDDDDDDD

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Lately,ive been too emotional. Ive been crying for the past four days baybay.Even,my partner realised it.Hahs

alright.so much for M.I.A huh?i was plain lazy yesterday and idk what made me post M.I.A yesterday.bleargh,cant resist blogging luhhh :]]

so just now,in Cikgu Dian's class we continued watching Ayat-Ayat Cinta.
gosh,i cried like hell alot.seriously,i am sure my malay classmates aware of it ^.^
i started to cry,then Ama and so on...
i seriously salue Fahri's wife.seriously.
i cant even bear hearing or seeing him telling or writing ILY to other girls,when he is just my bestfriend..what if i'm married and i have to sacrifice the guy i love the most and share with another woman?
and yes,watching this movie,i really,really feel close to Islam idkwhy.
i really want to find a soulmate pretty much like FAHRI [:
"soulmates are God secrets"
aww.

i cried again in 168 bus when i heard the song Ayat-Ayat Cinta and Takdir Cinta !
hahaha,i know,so emotional right?sighs.
and i saw a lady maybe in her mid thirties eating bread in the bus.
she looked so tired,probably just finish working...
when i look at her tired face,i straight away think about my mother..
i mean,all this while i am rude and hardly appreciate the littliest things she had done for me.
i cried again. and this time,all the passengers around me were looking at me.
i cant hide my tears and best still-
a lady offered me a packet of tissue!
GOSH.CAN YOU GUESS HOW EMBARASSED I AM RIGHT THENNNN ?!
hahas :D
ily ibu-very muchhh.!

So tomorrow is teacher's day baybayyy.
finally today i'm likee homework free like not doing my hmwk tonight.
Lol :]

i cried alot today.
haziq,idk what else to do now.
if this is what you've always wanted then i will try to accept it .
i'm too much-too over-react.
just by hearing your voice makes me cry again.
and again.
and again.
even yaseen was shocked to see me crying just now.
argh.

I rrrreally miss the old me.
i used to laugh and laugh and laugh my ass out in class.
but now?
...

Haziqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq );

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M.I.A BAYBAY.
BYEEEE READERS :D

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Its true that it take years to build up trust but seconds to destroy it. Just like that . Poooof.

i dont wish to blame or vomit out my anger here. keep on blaming on the same person and make a bad impression of her.
i dont know when will you learn from your mistakes girl.
sighs-
im very tired today.get retained cause of that animal farm board game.
Thanks alot.

but of course,HGG cheered me up like thisssssssssssssssss muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh(:
thanks uh hizam!pantat betol!hahaha :D
and now i think wait,like durh he knows im having a crush on HGG.
will i be able to look at him like how i used to?
fcukshi,please dont let any of his girls classmates know about this.
esp HER !!
-.o

i'm tired of having to take other people's resbosibility.
with your attitude like this i think you can never work with your cliques.

D&T ? haha. Apit was mcm toot he scolded every guy classmate of him who gets near or talk to me.
kesian korangs ehyy :]]]]]
and fiy,thanks fo the 'S' shit you made for me.
hahaha.not shit luhh,much appreciated baybayy !
:)

i wonder how tomorrow will be ?

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Exhausted.Extremeeeeeeeelyyyyyy exhausted!

early in the morning,i know today going to be a very weird day for me.
fit,you know kan why?the boy-bus-thingy-thing!haha!
:D

alright,i dnt have much to post about classsss/lessons today.
gamelan was such a tooot.
"bloodyhell!" -{2e1, knw what i knw *winks*}
i dont wish to talk about it but hell its such a blood boiling period for both the teacher and us.

had captain ball inter class competition just now.
gosh,i was so mad and feel like yelling at everyone just now esp safinah and sharon.
but i understand both situation now.
well,i would like to apologise yawzxz!you know me and my shit temper problem.
i'm very sorry.
lucky,we have our heroin Vanessa and Annah ehys :D hahah [:

first match was 2E1 vs 2E2.
first thought "DIE" hahaha. but i'm so glad that we didnt argue like what i expected!
and we were merely laughing out loud throughout the whole gameeee
-.-
eheeeem,we won!hahaha:D

next match onwards i dont remember at all.
but what i know is that we won all the matches except with 2E4.
such a heartbreaking story.
but i know WE CAN WIN actually like durh.
we're the only class that can actually DRAW score with them ^^
i was of course furiously mad at hannah like damnzxz mad at her!
hahaha,but you know i lurrrve you bbygirl.
and please laa,control your stubborn-ness for goodness sakezxz!
BABI!hahahhha:DDDD

i love imah.
i love anna.
i love vanessa.
i love wen siew.
i love xiao tian.
oh wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

i'm so extreme proud of them like DAAAAAAAAAMN PROD OF THEM
because i know,its not just our luck to win E4.
no worries girls,u know that we are still the best cause our score werent that left far behind.
and youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu,
please please delete away your fcuking attitude kay.
thank you :]]]]]]]

i think 2E1 is either second or third?
yeahh.but whatever it is i so love my bbygirls :D
thats the wayy bayy bayy ayyye! {:
lurrveeelurrvveexoxo!!!

dangs.im so tired now.
but i wont rest fo shurre [:

ohhh,i just notice smtg.
i AM A COMPETETIVE girl ya'know.
and oh,please yeah-DONT BE TOO OVERCONFIDENT AND PLEASE ADMIT DEFEAT!

okayyy gooodnight noobszxz ;]

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I cant believe i hate you now .

Another shit thing.idk what the hell ive done to my laptop and my wmp cant play any songs and no longer msn live plus.
i'm just afraid if all accounts will be the same.
then,i'll die -.-
pleaseplease dont tell me,my brother's accounts will be affected to.

today?very boring.
i totally forgot about the fireworks.
say goodbye.say goodbye.
sighs.
not many people go online curze,for shur they'll be there )':

cant you see i'm blogging because ive got nothing else to do.
i dare not to create any mischief to this laptop anymore.
and i'm home alone nowwww.
:\

someone,call me please?

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Its true;they come & go .

whadzupszxzzxz :D
sorry fo not blogging yesterday curze im friggin lazy plus tired &oh chatted w alot of people -.-
anniwinnieways,i lurrrrve yesterday very much.
the only day i smiled the enitre day and never shed any tears :]
oh wheee ! chicken's deal really works huh?
ily laaaa :D

but.but.but.
yesterday seems to be my mothafcuking bitch attitude revealed.
i was vomitting millions of vulgarities to theeeeseeee group of people la kans.
and i'm vry sorry.
van,if you're reading this,me and taufiq are okay now.
i'll talk to you on monday kay babe [:

yesterday's softball training was hell.
i am so sure all of us hated them coming.
like seriously,esp YOU.
stop acting like a big fcuk there,make sure you're skill enough to act like a big fcuker kay.
:]

i screwed up english test yesterday.
like very badly.i didnt read the question properly.
i think my marks will only be awarded for language iwrote out of topic.
fcukshits,my language weren't that good either
sighssighssighs.
:[

i sort of miss 2007 real badly.
i miss my favourite six girls pretty much.
now we're separated as in not that close as six anymore.
i miss my G family very much. all the six of us )":
and thank you for changing me babygirls.
ILOVEYOU LAA:]

well,i know our friendship are very strong.
even the people around us are envy looking at our friendship.
i know there are certain things you're unhappy with me.
well,me too.
like seriously. i want to talk to you,tell you the truth but i dont feel like it's the right time.
sometimes i feel you always want to do the things you're good at.
when i asked for your help you'll show me faces likee
"easy also cannot do"
i admit i'm very bad in mathematics but think for yourself,
when you need help in English,tell me when did i not help you before?
please think .
people dont know your true colours so its easy for them to blame me.
but i think,i admit.
i am a good friend NOW to compare to last year.
seriously.
its not that i want to say i can leave you alone. i wont do that .
but think,ive got alot of friends but you're still the best...
but ..
argh nevermind. I hope one day you'll understand how you treat me.
:(

I love yesterday chatting(s) very much.
and like finally,i get to chat with him.
:D

Ps/Maheeeeraaaah "terjealous" or what ?
lol[:

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Why don't you love me;The way I loved you

Hah.i bet you readers know what im going to type.
" i had a bad day " today.
well its not bad because of the people around me but its me myself.
why am i not as strong as other girls?
why must i keep on wasting all these tears for them?
why oh why.

first things first i'm so happy that i finally meet my dearest Ahmad Fattah at bustop[:
gosh,i hugged him like nobody' buisness and i felt great after that.
seriously,i missed im soooooo much.
when can we all meet again yeah?
)":

in class?
oh well.i'm such a fcuked up girl.
i cried very badly during malay class.thanks hannah<3
seriously looking at Haziq and Shafiy makes my heart more hurt like seriously dangs i cant describe the feelings.
):
just when we'll get back again?

Vanessa/Dawnna-
im sorry if i acted like a real bitch just now.
sorry yeah.

and
to mr bestfriend,thanks for always being there.
you're the bestezxzxzxzxzxz
:D

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Just when will you apologize?

i wrote that line at my personal message and guess what,marcus wrote this to me in the chatroom-;

*
I'm holding on ur rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing wat u say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me tat ur need me
Then u go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me tat u're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..
Tat it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chnce, take a fall, take a shot
i will not apologise!!!!!

He said he typed all this for five minutes? -.- assumed you just copied and paste ? but whatever it is thanks laa ehy!haha :D

I.
had.
a.(another)
bad.
day.

maybe i was being super unreasonable about littlest stuffs ever but seriously if you guys think i'm overboard take a look at yourself first.
how far have i tolerated with you guys?
im sorry.i'm a normal girl too you knw,i do have my moodswings and all but lately its not just moodwings,its something more than that which is i cant describe in words.
i hope someday you will understand.
and Shafiy,i was merely joking when i told you i wont forgive you but i guess the situation were too serious that you thought i was serious.
or maybe because i wasnt talking to you the whole day.
i dont expect you to apologise to me.
and i'm sorry.
Seriously,i may have been overboard this few days .
i'm very sorry...
Haziq?i dont have anymore to say.
maybe yeah,you hated me all this while.well,i will accept that.
thanks alot and no matter how hard i try to convice myself i hated you too.
i FAILED.

Hanis girlfriend-
i'm sorry.i was merely talking rubbish just now.
i'm very sorrryyyyy.
you know i love you alot.like super alot (:
so i will make sure there'll be nothing come in between our beautiful friendship.
iloveyou babygirl.
:]

ive got too much assignments.
goodbye peeps.

I'M SORRY.

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"Hello,Nurul?"
hahaha!i lmao hearing this.
but i know who called
^^

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I want you to be the last guy i ever breathe those words to baby-

today was much better. no PMS. no moodswings. no vulgarities vomitted [:
but first and foremost million apologies to Fiyy!dude,i didnt meant to slap you that hard .
so,so sorry :)

i know they said its not worth missing him or still making an effort to capture his attention.
but i cant help it.
when i look him in the eyes,i badly,badly wanna tell him i love him still.
but-arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

h****
why must you do this to me?

sighs.

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cause you know ive fallen for you

RY** H** XI** YA**
Yes!that moronic irritating dumbass.i was force to go out from the classroom to have a personal talk with my form teacher because i scolded him alot,ALOT of vulgarities in front of the whole class and even threw things at him.
told ya'i'mma hot tempered girl.don,DONT try me please.you wont like seeing that side of me(:
he dont deserve to be in my class or maybe in SIGLAP.seriously!
what he knows is to irritate people with 'he-thinks-its-funny-but-its-not-' nonsense.
arghhhh!and i know i am capable of doing something more to him but i dont want myself to get suspended from school just because of an irritating 'rab***' in my class.
Mr Hunter,pleaseeee hunt him down wit your gun
(:

Haziq and me are still not talking. we did but indirectly and we're just being sarcastic to each other.
i can't believe i cried in class again,because of someone like him.
Haziq,seriously,you can just go away from my life pleasee.
:

KHAIRUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( insert angry face like very extrrremely angry face !!! )

you'll be the next guy i'm going to kill ya'know.
im sure,annah and imah know whyyyyy!
wait eh wait!
ohh,shafiy also !!
grr!
-.-

alright peeps,im off for now.
bestfffff imy
)':

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I'm not kidding.
I really miss you

maths?i tried to attempt all the questions but i am sure enough most of them are not the correct answers.I seriously hope that Ms W will somehow,see there's effort put in that work...

i kept viewing his profile for idkwhy.
but best of all,slowly,the jealous feelings fade away.
S.L.O.W.L.Y
this is good,not great.

&H has not yet replied my last message to him.
i guess he get the idea i'm mad at him.
i just dont know how will tomorrow be,seriously.
i dont know how to face H and him-

aunty brought up the issue about transfering school again

sighs.

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Argggggggggghhhhh. this is so frustrating.soo frrustatttinggg

its five in the morning now and i havent even sleep since yesterday 9:30 in the morning.
great,just greaat.

ive been trying my very very best to finish up my maths quiz 09 is really illing me ya'know.
ive been staring at question 6 onwards.
im left with like 7 more questions which has three parts ?
fug it.
im so out of this wholeee thing.
arghhhhh,i'm just another pathetic loserrr.
NO IM NOT.
:D

i miss you bestfriend. )':

now things wont be the same anymore
curze i know this is what we'll ever be
but i dare to promise you
the feelings will keep on continue
even when you've waked me up
and reality slaps me hard,
i still say-
i cant stop loving you.
its not that i cant,but i dont want to.

today i'm mad at myself for not being as disclipine as any other previous saturdays.
i am supposed to complete my assignments but i tv-ed & bloghopped the whole day.
&now i have to 'hop' to my aunt's place.
very soon,it'll be tomorrow already.
sighs,exams are in 47 days away?
i only left with 9 weekends i guess...
if this keeps on going,i'll have to hang out with sec one express kids.
:\

why must everything,every song reminds me of you?

History repeat yet again-;

and so i exploded yesterday night.
i seriously can't run away from all this shits i'm going through.
cause i know sooner or later,i'm going to deal with this stuffs again-
it may be easy for you to say all those things
but at the end of the day
its ME who go through it all-
ALONE.

you are right.
i have to wake up and face the real world i'm living in.
i want to and i tried.
but i keep on falling.
and falling
and of course still falling for you.
i dont know why must it be you either-

I know i have to remember whatever you told me yesterday night.

one
why should you be jealous.

if you really love your bestfried.

u should let her be happy always.

two(i force you to say this cuz i want you to wake me up)

ok.

you cant afford to get jealous.

its my world

my profile

its up to me to feature who right.

three

i let you love me more than a bestfriend.

really

but promise me you wont get any jealous or whatever and dnt ever create any problems.

and i mean it this time.

i still dont have the answer to your question.
i dont know why must it be you.

ignore the previous post. i'm truly okay now. ( i guess )

guys in 2E1 took almost 8months to realise how horny the girl cn get ! *eyebrow ups and downs*
but seriously!oh ben ten wanna TRRRRY ? hahaha. sorry,marry me first kay .
but too bad,i'm married to Zac [:

i thought afer that night 020808 we'll be more close as everrr.
but the whole thing went wrong after that.
and recently i feel that you are really ignoring me.
even irwan is aware of that.
thanks alot Haziq.
you knw what,mayb its true. we can never ever be close .
never.
ugghhhh :\
and irwan,i miss the old him.
dont ask me why or what or whatshits.
he seems to be very quiet now and i think its greaaat when 2 classmate of yours ignoring you at the same shot.
it feels greaaaat isnt it ?

after school was so so much better.
the sight of DHL just makes me smileee wideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i miss you.

to be honest.
ive typed like a whole lot of three paragrahs.
but ive delete them all.
dont worry,i'm okay[:

i want you to know that i want a little something more from this friendship

My instincts tell me that you like her-or maybe its the real fact,you prefer her than me

I still cant define love.
yesterday when a question like 'What is love' popped at the CME worksheet,i totally went blank.no words,can explain it.Even with the help of dictionary,i dont feel that meaning in the word.
i have no idea still,just what is love to you?

I prayed so hard till i almost cry. i thought i've overcome this ages ago. and you always tell me not to worry because you can never replace me but hey,i dont see that coming.
not a single bit boy.
i'm okay with you being so close to her. i have no control over your circle of friends.
but what worries me the most is that
will you be like them?leaving me all alone although you promised you wont?
it hurts so much.very,very deep.

you both may not talked in school but honestly,its been a while since i observe your friendship with her.
i my be a freak to actually judge things my way but please,for once tell me i'm not wrong.
tell me,yes you love her.
tell me that you prefer her than me.
sighs,just what am i to you ?

THIS POST HAS NOTHING GOT TO DO WITH ANY OF MY CLASSMATES [:
do you mean it when you say you love me?
i bet you forget,or WE forget-
"as bestfriends"


read that book again.
read it and feel what i wrote in it.
ask yourself.
"does she love me just as a bestfriend or somethin more?"

you plus me minus her times they divide by him.

Ive just got myself a sexy voice ^.^ ( i know you people jealous right ! hehh )
but best of all,Mrs Goh said i sound like a bapok *she's one of thee jealous ppl* :D
alright,back to schooooool.

JUST THREE MORE MARKS!
i cried in class today.you wanna knoww whyyzxz?cause i failed my science common test even after studying very hard.Its reallllyy disappointing and what's worst is that failed by thrree marks!)':
ive gotta buck up on my physics-like seriously or i'll die for eoy exams baybayy!
so,so heartbreaking shit.
i have to wake up and pull up my socks!
JUST FIFTY ONE DAYS LEFT TO EOY EXAMS *bite finger nails* (tipu seh!)

Mrrrrrr Ongggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so goinna kill him just now,almost stole his phone and wallet because of something stupid he did -.-
he cant keeep that shitstuff and zip inside his mouthh,now i bet he knows already.
i never will forgive you cher!
tsk):

Good news is that,ive got only english assignments and geog mind maps to be completed[:
shaaabooyahh babyyy :D
ive completed bothhhhhhhhh but not yet completed.
(?)hehh[:

Oh oh ! to my dearest guyfriends,pleaseeee stop teasing me luhhhh.
i hate you guys alot cause you all cant keep my bloodsecret ! shitttasss ehhh.
and CHICKEN,I MEAN HORNY CHICKEN-
if he knows about it,you'll be the first one to be killed.
next mrrr ong !
:DDD

okayy alienszxzxz.
i'm offffffffffffffff[:

this is my stupid grinnnn but ya'know i love you babaygirllszxzboysss :D

this is so hard,so hard.
i'm trying my best to put up a fake smile.
this is so hard,so hard.
i'm trying my best to stay strong and calm.
please GOD,listen to me crying tonight.
and help me to feel alright.

I never wanted any of these to happen in my life.who will wish for this unhappy scenes in their life?even a movie has its own happy and unhappy scenes.
but mine?its never ending-too complicated to face it.

how i wish to shut my eyes until all the misery ends.
but i was taugh to be a strong girl-to face go through it all.
you always makes me wonder
when can i run with them-together.
if this is the reason why i'm living,
please take the knife and stop me from breathing-

I have my own feelings too.why can't they understand how is it like standing in my shoes?
opened up your pair of eyes and together we'll search the happiness that once filled my life.

she said its okay to cry.
to let out all the anger and yell.
but i want them to realise i'm still 13.
a girl who needs love from the family

I never admit i was perfect and i did mistakes just like you.
i learn from it but why cant you?

its hard.my life or maybe yours too.
when i think of ending this misery-
i'll close my eyes,shut my mouth,and let the tears run down.

Ibu,adik sayang ibu.

Fuck ass,i hate you alot. ALOT

i just cant stand this shits any longer.he thinks he rule this world.yes,he is the king of this family but please,i only repect those who DESERVE to be respect to.Not him,not anyone almost the same as him.I just hate him alot.all this while i am really trying my best to accept him,his stupid freaking ass attitude towards my family and now what he did was making me hating him more.congratulations,if this is what you've always wanted-now you have it.
you are the person i should have respect but hate is what i gave you and you make it look like you wanted this so much !!!

what the hell was he thinkig?shouting,letting out his anger to those who are obviously innocent?!and why cant he just blame someone who he knows at wrong for shure?
wthefcuk laa shitheaded ass fcuker!
poor mum.
i just dont know how to rewind time back. i mean,all my stepsisters and brothers were good.
we really get along very well.
but what can i say?even his own daughter do not like him pretty much.
how bout me?a total stranger to him.
stop ruling this country like you think you're the only one living.
bare in mind that i can make my mum leaves you anytime.
now tell me,how many of you will want to stay with someone who is super lazy to get out from the house and TRY to do something to help the family financially.
everyone is doing their part. i seldom go online till in the morning to chat and watch tv use the home phone and stuff.
but what he did everyday is just stuck in his room watch tv,eat,sleeep just like a pig!(high-tech pig i guess)
i dont care what you readers wanna think about me.
like i said,i only respect those who deserve it.
he totally,totally are not one of them!

i know he's involved in that accident case.and i know no one should be blame for that.
but now,why cant he at least try to look for job?even if that job is just a security or just helping to clean the toilet or just wiping the tables ITS FINE.
at least you can earn your own money to at leas buy your own ciggarrete fcuker!!!
you dont need to use someone else's money!
and you dont have to make your kids feel bad about you borrowing money from them.
idiotzxz!
i hate you,seriously.

you always accept me and my brother like a total stranger.
sorry to say,I NEVER AND WILL NOT ACCEPT YOU AS PART OF MY FAMILY MEMBER TOO.
if all you do everyday is making my mom's life miserable you can go and die fcuker.
like seriously,you know how much my mum went through her life since a small?
her father died when she's just six years old.
she had no chance to continue school cause she need to help the family to earn money.
she sacrifice her playing time all nots just to work and give her mother money.
she didnt continue schooling because she let her brothers to do so.
she never felt any great feelings of love before.even from my grandmother since she always prefer my mom's other siblings.
and when she get married to my dad-she always had alot of problems.
BUT HEY,MY DAD IS BETTER THAN YOU. LIKE INFINITY BETTER FCUKER!!!
i pitied mum.seriously.
she thought that marrying you will make her life less complicated.
but i dont see you treating my mum good.
you make her do al the things.
and when my mum just want to reward herself with her own money going shopping,you will start wining and complaining.
fcuk ass you can die now.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.I SUPER SUPER HATE YOU FUCKER.
YOU SERIOUSLY DONT DESERVE TO BE RESPECT AT AND I JUST HATE SEEING THE SIGHT OF YOU IN THIS HOUSE.I CANT BELIEVE I AM STAYING UNDER ONE ROOF WITH A PERSON SO EGOISTIC LIKE YOU!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU AND IT WILL TAKE ME A LONG TIME TO FORGIVE YOU.
OR MAYBE I WONT FORGIVE YOU AT ALL.









hey readers.
i am really mad at him now.
i want to crash him up and throw him out but i am still strong.
oh no):
can anyone hear me cry now??

i tried to be chill but you so hot that i meted

congrrrratulations 2E3 for getting the champion class among the lower sec level for sports day just now![:
&now,after all the screaming(s),yelling(s),shouting(s),lol-ing(s)-
IVE GOT A TERRIBLE SORETHROAATTTTT )':
i dont feel like talking to anyone esp my family members.heh.

just now was great.very very grrreaaaat.
first thing first,things between me and shafiy are okay now [:
HORNY CHICKEN was being supersuper irritating just now. like hello,YOU STARTED IT ALL FIRST KAY GILER!hahs :D
anyways,congrats to those who won &please eh fiy,takyah nak showw off!
;D

after the sports day,went to meet aqilah to returned her camera.
and off to kfc to eaaat!
yey,finally i get to take picture with dearest Linaa :D
met the boys at KFC and oh,they're super irritating like beggers!cheeeseee.
the most irritating is of course
MR HORNY CHICKEN [:
thanks ah ehyyy!

went to Montip to get new penciboxzxzx similiar with Imah [[:
and off touring the tampines mall and off to open plaza.
camwhore and did alot,ALOOOOT of yelling there.
miraaaa,miraaa!ahaha
:D
i had a great time and Lina and Adah were very adorable [:
xoxo

"YOU OWE ME A BIG ONE" quoted from Mrs Goh!
only a few knew about this.
ahh,she knows again who's my crush!shitas*hahaa.
but thank you so much for that _________.
sorrrrry,i think i sort of "edit-ed" it.
:DDDD
~baek mrs goh!

kayyyyyy im off.
i have to drink plenty of plain water.
i need strephills,whatever you spell it
[:

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hurt just like that

Shafiy
i got no other things left to say now.i thought during the heats that will be our last argument ever.i even claimed that we're in a mature friendship now and just yesterday i confesed what i wanted to say all this while.you changed after that muar trip.
frankly speaking,i was not even a lil bit jealous about anyting but i'm truly disappointed in you.
after all this while,we've been going through all the ups and downs together.we've been there for each othe but its different now.
i miss our friendship.
and knowing you having a 'replacement' or a better friend to be 'featured' really doesnt helps making this heartache cure.
i may sort of over-reacted here but i just wanna pen down my rrreaal feeelings here.
Honestly,its a huge dissappointment for me.
xoxo

Like as per usual,i had a not-so-great-day.
the start of the week was already horrible what else can i add?school is getting more suckish each day with more lame,very lame rules we have to follow.
teachers are slightly okay now but classmates still need alot of 'makeover'.
i am sure mrs__ was very disappointed for what had happened during her class just now.
it was a very 'brave but foolish' for Inwe to say thattttt :
I am looking forward for this week to end.
&tomorrow will be our school sport's dayyyyyyy[:
all the best runnerrrrs!

u>DHL HOT
oh yes.i have a feeling that he can sense that i have a tremendous crush on him already.
but i'm not that sure.
mybe for now,the sight that cheered me up in school is just him,hot-geous guyy!
[:

even if you left me alone,you never leave my heart boy

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READ AND PLEASE UNDERSTAND:

I AM VERY TIRED HANDLING ALL THIS STUPID STUFFS.
I HAD ENOUGH DOING IMMATURE ACTS FOR THE PAST 6 YEARS OR SUCH?
I WANT ALL,ALL MY FRIENDS T KNOW THAT
I REALLY TREASURE THEM AND CHERISH EVERY FRIENDSHIP.
PLEASEEEEEEEEE-LETS ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN )':

i miss them.
very muchhhhhhh :

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Dearest Ex, i miss the old you bby-;

Boooooooooooo!
school?has not been fine lately.although its been just two days passed,its horrible.Esp on Monday!i guess its a very,very bad start of the weeeek )':
whats worst is that,out of 30 people in my class only ONE managed to pass the maths paper,and only with a total of 26 marks out of 50 :
i guess i scored maybe 3?...possible ya'knowwwww.

Alrights,forget about Monday.
today- teachers are slightlyyy better than yesterday.Mrs G was fine just now during lesson.i just hope other teachers will try to be slightly coooooool w us too.
and oh,i know 2E1 need to change before its damzxz too late until all the teachers quit their jobzxzxz -.-

sports day will be on this friday.i didnt get into the finals. sorry 2E1 )':
nevermindd,i will scream my lungs out to cheer for Shafiy,Haziq,Iskandar and all the others who's participatingggg[[:
gee,i cant wait bby!

went to Tampines Mall with Annah,Vvv and Ddd just now after schooolzxzxz.
talk crap.talk junks and they cant stop talking about that gay-turn-to-lady-.hahahah.
we keep on bumping on them ?!
and next time, you girls dont have to stare at them likee that luh dengs!
:DDD

i hate this.
ive always got alot to post when i'm in school.
once ive got the lappie in front of me i got all shit upzxz and forget almost everything i wanna shareeeee :\

Ohhh,i badly,badly wanna go to Avril Lavigne's Best Damn Tourrrr bby )':


apit,knaper kau dah tukar sygg?

Ahahh,seeeee my stupid face up there,super sweatyy and oily and roundy.Lols [:

Dangszxz,i still missing yesterday's trip very much.like i said its not the whole trip was fun but the moments in the bus and my adorable monkeys making noises[:
esp ben 10 !
i miss taking care of him in the bus.he's so cuteee luhs!headache,vomitted and went to play with that shittt -.o
i miss laughing and gossiping with the girls and all.
oh dawnna,remember the toilet incident at yong peng?!hahaha.
fat black morons.ohmy,i'm so bad -.-

Annnnndd obviously i so miss *that moment*
i wish it didnt ends just like that.
but i'm afraid to say i fall for you again cause you know this is not something to be play with.
and further more i'm the type who easily have a crush on anyone.
even passer by.Hehh[:
but really yesterday night was ....

'curze tonight will be the night that i will fall for you-over again'

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♥ syaaff.