A mature friendship ;

Surprising though,i'm not tired or having any ache anywhere.ran hundred metres and 4 by 1 just now for heats.pathethic enough,only 3 runners turned up just now.Rain was first,lie durrh!she is so freaking,effink fast ^^
i came in second and amira third.before running,i was too nervous and i break down(again?!)ahah.Ong was panick already!hahahs.well,thanks to him for sort of making me feel confident[:
thank uh ehyy,tapi yg senyum act cute tuu tak perlu
:DD

I am so proud of my boys classmates.korang forever champion aku ehys!
Oh,shafiy,i'm so proud of you laa bestfrienddd.
i'm sorry bout just now.i did not have any intetions at all to accused you such things,but i'm just fcuked up seeing you in that behaviour.i'm sorry kay?
and i like our friendship noww to be compare to the past..we're getting more mature handling things and i respect that.
thank you for making the effort to 'want' to talk to me just now.
i'm very,vey sory.
ive explained to you everything and i hope you'll understand[:
kau tak call aku nari,aku sembelih kau besok

Poor Qeeeeeeem!he nearly won that race but unfortunately he fell down )':
just not your luck laa hot guy.Lolll.
[[:

Ive got alot to post but too little energy to type.
annnnnnnd.
i gotta go andddd eaaaaaaaaat.
frigging hungaryy!
:D

ciaozxzxz.

So,are you another jerk i'm talking to ?

I love this one hotbloodyguy from sec ______. [:
ohh,why bother waiting for me when you still with your girlfriend?
tsk.
I dont want to be the third person anymore boy.

Chickkkken,ive got alot to tell you )':

HELP!

karma struck

Labels: just leave me alone.

But you know nothing you do or say will change my impression on you

I can't even walk properly now. my legs are getting werrrse (please exaggerate the rrr sound) No kidding,it hurts like frigg much-this whole week ive been running here and there non-stop. i just hope it will (must!) recover soon or i dont feel like going to school.hahs.

Had our CIP just now around 8plus in the morning.met Imah at west plaza bus-stop and we're damn early.like coincidentally-we're both early.went into 7-11 met yaseen.planne to go to elias mall to buy sweets but halfway otw there,yaseen met iskandar and met others at westp.
me and Imah were 'mad' at Is,for stealing our yaseen away!hahas :D
Took attendance,only Annah didnt make it today for idk what reason.Lol.
soon,we were released to our assigned blocks.whoasey,the first house has already gave us one huge luggage of old clothes and stacksof newspapers and there's only the two of us-GIRLS!
we were almost like lunatic girls yellig for helppp.haha,but of course yelling doesnt helps pretty much.We didnt expect to get that much for just now but really,i'm very extremeee happy.

Since Shafiy's group ended earlyy (like freaking early) i called him to ask for help.So,Shafiy went with u while Yaseen and Salimi went to look after the stuffs at block 607.Block 615 doesnt contribute much except for someeee,waited for the lorry and off we go.
oh yes,we still have to deal with the dog shit thing!!!there's one incident when rahimah and me wanted to get out from the lift but there's a puppy out there w/o the leash.the owner said nevermind,IT wont disturb.so i went out first but the puppy went inside to the lift and we were shouting like mad,the puppy was like A INCH apart from me,i swear i can just pee in my pants right there and then!i managed to get out but rahimh pulled my shirt.Lols!but we both managed to get out but the stuffs were still inside th lift with the puppy and the owner.
I'm so maaad at the same time scared. serious shit luhs,lucky the stuffs went down the lift back.
-.-"

had lunch at elias mall and went back to school to get the class tee.
omgee,i'm so so sorry Iskandar,i forget to key in your name and because of that you didnt received your shirt.lucky enuff,mrs goh will order for youu.
k,serious.million apologies dudeeee :D
the rest went off left with Vanessa,Dawnna,Imah and me.
we were just talking crap with Mrs Goh asking her to send us homee.lols.
her husband came to pick her up and we were like already following her into the car!
hahaha,vanessa and dawnna wanted to hop in cause they wanna go to whitesands.
rahimah and me were just kidding and about to head to westplaza bus stop but dawnn were like persuading me to hop in the car also.
so there inside the car,the four crazy girls!*laughs*
but i had a great laugh girls!
:D

&Now,i'm at home waiting for mum to come back home.Foood ah,abodenzxz :D
maybe,maybeim going out with sis laterrr.
:DDD

I miss my bacen Chicken bestfriend already:(

Labels: cut the act

Just tell me how many more people you want to make 'enemies' with ?

My legs.Ouch.Veryy :
sorry for not updating as promised,i'm not really going to update almost everyday esp during weekdays.there's alot of stuffs i wanna blog about and if you think you will not waste your like 3 mins reading,then go ahead and read all thy junks i'm typing out (:

Wednesday 23July
Now i know how it feels doing a voluntary work but not being appreciated(much)by the public.So the sec two's had CIP on the wednesday.We're supposed to be in our groups and knock-door to door to remind them that this saturday(which is tomorrow)we'll be collecting old newspapers and old old stuffs.Lols.
My group consists of me,imah & annah were assigned to block *think hard* sorry,i forgot.Hahs!
it was effing tiring and we have to overcome the 'eh-this-dog-is-barking-frigging-loud-and-its-coming-towards-us' thang.Also the residents who will run into their house when they saw us knocking on their neighbours door and such.Sighs,its not as easy as i thought.
But overall,i did have fun doing this voluntary work,and i cant wait for tomorrow(saturdayy)
:D

Thursday 24thJuly
Whoa.effing tiring day(again)for me.Had training at Meridian JC just for the sake of 'preparing' for sports day!went there with Annah and Shafiy and met the rest,Haziq,Iskandar,Yaseen,Irwan,Joel,Darryl thereee.Well,i cant sprint but i have the stamina but who the toot cares.'Father' was really motivating me when i was running,my cute lil 'brother' did too.Hahs.
Around eight plus,we headed off to whitesands.Not we,but shafiy,annah and me.went to accompany him there and best,he treat us caramel frap each.Sayang kau (:
asked him to call me when im in the bus,reached home around eleven plus.
mum never scold or nag.
i love :DDD

Friday 25thJuly
ahhhhh.i just hate today.
all this emotional thing is really driving me nuts.
i cant stand it anymore.
training was fun i can say,but my legs still hurt like toooooot.
i just dont understand some people.they dislike a person but will try to be close with them just for the sake of getting attention from someone else.
Like i said we're all living in a lie.
till now,true friends never really exist in my dictionary-but i know,some of them out there are close to what i wanna find-true friend.
I have more to complain actually buti let it all out to Izam (:

Girl,i pitied you because you dont seem to be 'like' by your 'friends' now.
please,dont make me the next one to hate you.

I had enough tolerating your idiotic behaviour.

Labels: shit.

Silence is your duty now

School?not really that great i can say but at this stage everything's dong fine except for my studies.Time flies very fast-no thats a lie.Time flies very,extremeeeeely,uberr,frigginggFAST.
but why during English period,time flies so slowwww -.-"

Alright,so we had our English common test yesterday and i can admit its pretty hard especially passage A.what i did wa just cut and paste or just replace a word or two from the insert.pathetic,i knowww.
sighs,lately i've not really been focusing much in class and this is not because of any other friendship shit but family matters.Why can't i just live alonee?i'm tired of all this obstacles and i dont know how much more can i overcome them.Its just,you know-hard
)':

I had high jump heats/finals just now,expectedly-i was eliminated at the very first round.I'm disappoited in myself but i am proud at the same tim for havin the guts to join.
And congrtulations to Vanessa for making to 3rd position(:
told ya,you CAN :D

Everything seems not so 'right' these days.Even the nugget at school taste different for me.My attitude in class,towards teachers and parents as well as friends.
i dont know whats is the problem here but i do sense something 'not that great' will happen this week or next or next,next week.
Lets just see.

I dont think i'm able to update here every single day.school is just really killing me.its not about assignments,(partly)but my (spongebob-like) brain has not been absorbing the lessons except for...shit,none.yeah,really-ive not been learning much for the previous week and the past two days.WHAT AM I THINKING?!COMMON TES IS AROUND THE CORNER -.-
whatever syaaff.forever laah you gundu :

Its all plain jealousy.
but afer sort of think hard and making myself choose the hardest decision ive to made-
ive decided that i really dont see a NEED to get into any rlationship OR having admirers,or just seeking attention from jerks guys. ^^

You can call me a GEEK for wearing long skirts,hair tied like a primary school kid(ehh,i know u're jealous of my hair xD ) ,study for tests,complete all my assignments,not the coolest girl,whtever.really.I dont give a frigging care about it.
So long as i know,by the end of this year-

I will make my parents proud by doing my best in my studies.

so u goinna call me a 'step-good-girl?' now?by all means,go ahead.
i'm happy being myself and i dont need to change.
I
just
dont
care
anyyy
morrrrrrrrreeeeeeee.

Goodbye kids[:

Labels: this is me.

And cheesesheesh,today is Sunday -.-
its still early to post about today so why not post about yesteday(:

i had a hard time telling myself it saturday yesterday cause my 17yrs old brother stayed at home all day long.uh huh,oh well he,himself repeatedly saying that
"ehh,today is saturday!i spend my whole saturday at home!"
hahs,for me this is common
:

so yesterday stayed at home with my brother since my dad,my lil bro and my oldest brother went out,mum working and sister went to JB.
argued with my brother because of food.yes pathetic.all due to our laziness!
kayy,i dont wanna talk about this but really it really annoys me like alooooooooooooot
lucky,he knows how to sort of cheer me up and we watched madacasgar dvd instead.
hah.yes.weird(:

mom went home along with my lil bro and dad.
brought FOOD BACK HOME :D
ate and chat till ten went inside my room and plug in those earpiece ;D
i was peacefully sleeping until when i was awake by my brother's loud voice otf or singing?
idk.
noticing that my sister not back home yet that was around 2 in the morning(today morning)
i got all stressed up because i'm afraiidddddd!hahaha.
serious,all those incredible shits,congkak,all the indonesian ghost stories were stuck inside my head.
i got super restless,and finally i save myself by-

turning on the light and did my malay homework(:
great isnt it?like yey,now i'm left with no homework?*smile wide,wideeeee*
text Izam around 3?i think but he replied around 5plus.
duhh,sleeping of course -.p

sister went home around 6plus in the morning,she bought some dvd back homeee.
aper lagi,movie marathon uhhh.
haha!
WANTED is one damn great movie.serious!a MUST WATCH i tell you.
well next will be PROM NIGHT (:

argh shucks.
ive to follow mum later to Joo Chiat for the raya baju thingy sheeeeeeeeeeet.
i hate going out on sunday.
or saturday.
or worse still,
TOMORROW IS MONDAYYYYY!

pathetic

Labels: wanted

Our 'crush-story' ends here boy

Ugh.this laptop is really getting on my nerves,worse than the school computer i can say.keeps on lagging like fugg :

so just now Siglap Secondary School (lol) celebrated Racial Harmony Day-first thing first,i can tell the celebration super sucks cause its just a merely 15 minutes thangy thing.but i did enjoyed the malay dance very much(:
the girls were awesome!((:

it was a last minute plan that i decided to wear some ethnic costume than wearing the uniform.so yeah,i wore the punjabi suit(borrow from my sis:D)
i look like a primary two kid instead of a sec two girl-true i guess?i tied two ponytails to school and oh Vanessa said i really looked like an indian.
grr!hahahha:D
expected enough,my classmates were not as supportive as last year's 1e2 mates.but i do appreciate those who made an effort to wear their ethnic costume:)
and the most sucking thing every besides the school "celebration" lessons were as per norm.
-.-"

everything went nicee?i guess.friday morning,first three periods were DNT.big thanks to bernard aka ben 10 for keeping the class awake with his lame but funny jokes.
ohh just now shafiy was acting like an idiot betols
we sat in the same row but theres another chair in between me and him,he wanted to lay down on that chair bu i quickly purposely shift to sit on that chair *evil meee*
haha,but im nice enuff to shift back to my sit and said to him-

Me: "eh fiy,dudok uhh.org dah kasi dudok tak nak dudok.bodoww"
Fiy: "tak nak,aku ngah steam nanti kalau baring/strech nampak!
Me: "hahahaha.eee,horny sak kau.cikgu bobal pasal dnt pon kau buley steam?!"
Fiy: *continue laughing and smiling mcm kerang busukk

-.-"? he's very horny laa.serious,in lit class worst!ohh imah repeatedly told us that me and him are out of mind.hah.we fight almost every day! but whatever it is,he's still the bestest baboon bestfriend.barbieee :D
Hahah,annah and D shouted at each other again over him?Lol.
sabar jer la annahku o':

Mrs Goh made the new seating arrangement,now i sit beside bok mun(happy laa)BUT
me and annah are very faaaaar apaaart with shafiy.
well i guess he'll be happy with his wife and stead near him w/o me and annah stare at them.
loll -.-"

after school went to bedok library.
took 17 and oh,there's this group of coral sec boys who is fucking irritating and immature

CB:ehh,racial harmony monday not today.ah paiseh,sesat!
M:laen skolah laen hari la bodoh!
CB:*sort of speak indian language and whatever shit they do*
CB:*kick the back of me and rahimah's seat.
ME: EHH,PRANGAI BOLEH JADI MACAM LELAKI SIKET TAK?KATE JER SECONDARY TAPI IMMATURE NAK MAMPOS.KORANG LELAKI KE MONYET SAK?!
CB: *silence*

Omgee,how immature can boys be?not all laa but serious please laa,grow up.
shame for coral secondary.
pfft.(its been a long time since i last used this word(:

I'm sorry,we're over.
thank you so much for all the wonderful times knowing someone close like you.ive gotta be honest that i do have some feelings for you but its over now.i guess its just a crush and nothing more.its better for us to be friends and i know i'm just not the right one for you boy.thank you for making me smile all this while(:

Ohhhhhhh!chicken and me made a deal ystd night.
both of us cannot get into bgr throughout this yeaaar.
whooo,lets see who'll "pass" this deal k ayam?
ahhah.
:D

♥ syaaff.