I complete my assignments all.I'm so proud of myself[:
i dont wish to post anything today.
Purely lazy.
okay Goodbye[:
tomorrow's home econ practical exam.
wish me luck yaww:D

Its not raining but the sound of the thunderstorms really freaking me out.Yesterday was again-another disaster.Fell sick again for the third time&its so unexplainable.And i dont think i wanna talk about it anymore.

sunshine-ning now the next moment its raining then its back to Mr.Sunshine and back to the rain.
i'm so worried if this Monday's match goinna be postpone again!I dont want to miss any more remedial classes but softball's match is still on.Grr,i'm so confuse now.
i love softball and i dont want to quit.I'm sure CCA will stand down sooon since exams coming but when are we goinna have our very first match if it keeps on postpone-ning?
Ugh.

currently chatting with Syafiqah.haha,i miss her more than words laa babe.
i really miss my primary school girlfriends.most of them end up in JYSS now,my dream school!
haha.my first choice school.
i even cried when i got Siglap.but now i know why is it better for me to be in Siglap than in JYSS.
i can see it already(:

Frankly speaking,i am so not in the mood to blog now.
maybe because i'm simply not well and lazy.
agh whatever.
today's post sucks.
dont read.
:D

Labels: you just read.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question.make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list.list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?:
how bout 25-29?until i'm independent enuff,stable job,enough money &when he finally appears(:

2. What I want the most now?:
i want alot of stuffs but i just need someone i can call a true friend & my Ayah ):

3. Who is the person you trust most?:
i hardly trust my friends except for Mr Bestfriend!

4. Do you think u have enough confidence?:
enough confidence in ? if its dedicating a speech or such in front of public dealing with alot of people,YES.but if its classify under the love type thing-i'm not so shure?

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?:
having an affair with Zac Efron.HAHAH!

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?:
yes of course and i'll love to see one!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?:
my PRECIOUS BEATIFUL PEOPLE. my HANDPHONE. and my BRAIN(:

8. Do you believe in love at first sight?:
Strong yes(:

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?:
Yes and always wait for the right time.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.:
syafiqah!very mature.very intelligent.very TALL!hahaha[:

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your the other half?
Understanding and its a must for him to trust me.
Sweet,caring,lovable and LOYAL.
Tall,smart and CLEAN!
Sense of humour and maturity.
i wish that other half can sing,plays the guitar or piano and dedicate me songs(:
aww.{keep dreaming Syaaff}

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?:
Hypocrites, Liars, Backstabbers, Attention seekers.there's more actually.

13. Do you cherish every single moment of your friendship?:
ALWAYS(:

14. Do you believe in God?:
I believe in the name of ALLAH SWT.

15. What do you see in your future?:
Trying to focus on my O'LEVELS?

16. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend /girlfriend?:
Nehh,not now actually.

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?: Something new,more challenging stuffs[:

18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friends eyes?:
The caring one,cheerful,and someone who's worth to be friend with.

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?:
my so unreaonable bad temper.

20. What makes you different.:
I'm a normal human being like the majority.Maybe,i never fail to make someone laugh out loud every single day(:


/Note:taken from AUDY'S BLOG :D
&i saw her just now in schoooooool.hahaha.
hot luhhhh dier(:

Labels: i told you i love you more than a best friend.

Ahhhh,i love my toploves effing lots like no other words can describe it:DD
its so great to get to see them again and yeah,i miss all those bullying scenes for two days!
thanks ehy,Haziq,Salimi,Iskandar,Joel and Shafiy for hiding my stuffs and such.
Today is such an awesome day!
missed out alot during science lesson for the past two days but manage to cope still.I need to revise before our test next monday i suppose?.
classmates were so looking forward to this chapter SIX=SEX -.-
but at least,they're mature enough and dared not to ask stupid silly questions like
"HOW DO WE MAKE BABIES?"
pathetic.And even Ms Tan was amazed by the knowledge known by both Yaseen and Iskandar,they know ALOT about the female sex cell and such,all about female-to be exact!
Hahahh,and Yaseen seems to be proud to finish that worksheet first?Lolll;D
Science lesson was fun just now,reaaal fun!
only that,Koko is missing):

Ohh seriously,i cant stand HIM being my assistant?gosh,i rather be the class manager than letting HIM be mennnn.I am sure class would not vote for him.
so self centered and keeps on shouting like a hooligan-.-
accused me for something i didnt do and has nothing got to do with me and never make any effort to at leasst,mention the word SORRY or apologise.
fcuk you sir,!
honestly,i cant stand the sight of you in 2E1.
i wish i can get my hands on you,to strangle your neck or what-so.
ahh yes,i'm frigging angry at HIM.
retarded human or alien i doubt?

Haziq was being kinda 'weird' just now in class.I did blushed alot of times just by his two words.
SYAFIQAH ________.
wthh.and how does he knows?i guess maybe because i'm too close to him already?
ahh whatever.He knows,that i joke with every single classmate of mine.
i wish i can keep that tissue paper!but he threw it away.
and he's not my boyfriend laa badot!
lol!

Today Yousuf was superbly kind to mention the word thank you a few times to me.
Hahah,he make my day(:
alright,enuff for now,i gotta rush to do my art homework than maths and than a note for Koko followed by packing my stuffs for softball tomorrow.

SOCCER:SIGLAP VS GREENVIEW.
SIGLAP,PLEASEEEE WIN.INSYA ALLAH:D

AND BEFORE I END THIS POST,
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY HAMKAH,DEAREST FRIEND!:DDD
STAY UNIQUE ALWAYS YAWW >.<
xoxo
Syaaff/22

Labels: i'm jealous., likeee duhhh

ugh.whatever laaa friend.
i'm sick already.
sometimes you understand me sometimes you dont even know me.
okay bye.

Labels: i want the old us. i miss you already

Labels: If you just realize what i just realized.

Labels: Happy Birthday Emmanuel ;D

Labels: hothot models.

Good Morning Earthlings(:
its 10:24 am right now and for the past one hour i've been reading strangers blog.Bahahas(:
i really envy their blog language,their english i meant.
i love to read books but the only problem is when i've searched the meaning of the unknown words but i never use them.So,when i come across to those words,i tend to forget what they meant.
-.-"
I miss my classmates already,seriously.No kidding!
&i miss my other toploves.
Today i'll be meeting my CME group members at Sommerset or whatever you spelled it,at one pm.
Finally,i get to get out from my house to meet my friends.Not that i'm grounded but i'm just plain lazy to go out. Another fact about me is i'm very very lazy.
but idk why when it comes to homework,i MUST do.
Simple,its all because i'm afraid of getting scolded and i cant stand naggings!
pfft.

Aww,i so lovve my Mr Bestfriend to the core of maximum((((:
we chatted yesterday as per usual,and its 11:45pm,my sis asked if any of us,me and my brother is kind enough to make her a drink.
Hehh,its not that i'm not kind,but i thought of a better idea to go to 7-11 for a Slurpee rather than Milo.
Hoho:D
so i told him i need to go to shop for a while with my brother.I asked him if he can call me but his sister was using the fone,so yeahh.
When i came home,he offline already,i text him if he got any free incoming calls then suddenly,he called me
phaaar:DD
we crapped alot,and yes,you are very irritating Mr Bestfriend!haha:D
we chat about so many things that i hardly remember!STM-.-"
but the thing i remembered was,he called me childish for still watching HI-5!
haha,its one cute showw whaaaat,but he claims its LAME.
alaaah,you're just jealous because i watch CUTE shows.
LOL!
&he started talking about 'penanggal' and then we talked abotu ghosts and stuffs.
my siblings then went to sleep already left me alone with my brother who just came back from work.
he used the comp for like 30 mins and he went to sleep back.
AND MR BESTFRIEND TEASED ME LIKE HELL.
MAKES ME FREAK OUT.
haha,i swear i'm such a scarycat!i swear,i swear.
he started teasing me like Syaaff,look at the window,who's beside you.
or whatshits!
i quickly ran to my bedroom and tucked under my blanket sweating like hell.
haha!we hung up around 2plus in the morning and he text me again saying
"look who's beside you!"
-.-"

Thank you dearest bestfriend for calling me.
No matter how irritating you are,ive always love you dudeeee.
ahah!
and obviously i'm cuter than you!
DONT DENY ! haha:DD
&&
this 22nd March,another one sweeet thang happened:D
thank you again lovve!
xoxo.

Labels: Always you.Thank you love.

Another boring day.
today should be another BUSY day for me but idk why am i not doing anything.
maybe because the people i need to work with didnt pick up my calls.
so yeah,i need them to call me up again once they're free.
-.-

Not many peeps gg online right now.Currently chatting with this Mr Clown.
Always with his stupid jokes and crap &never fails to make me laugh(:

Read Seventeen mag just now.&yeah,it says there its alright to have a crush on many people.And its okay to have TWO MAJOR CRUSH.
ohwells,for me.Right now i'm having this one major crush on him and maybe the other one on
____________.
I'm so sick of confessin ang single is always the best damn thang.
so yeah,now i have the freedom to like whoever i want.
;D
so what if its yourrrrrr boyfriend?
because.
YOU DONT NEED ANYONE'S APPROVAL TO LOVE SOMEONE.

I really miss posting long posts!;D I guess,tonight i'm goinna to post a rather long one ONLY if i have no distractions from those MSN CONTACTS:D

School has been very bad.Seriously,and honestly i swear i failed to cope with the assignments and projects.Being the only responsible one really sucks,and being the goodie one sucks too at times.I'm so pissed off with my home econ project which i'm handling all alone.But just now,i just force myself to order my other members to do their part.&thank you very much for finally co-operating.Thank you.But with one member left,now my group left with three pathetic people whom i am pretty aware they dont have any initiative to do their own research without me ordering and giving full instructions.Why must i be the one planning and preparing?oh god,sometimes i really wish that someday,my mischevious character will appear very soon.I'm not really blaming them but why must i always be in a group where hardly any member will contribute?

CME SUCKS JUST NOW.
i dont wish to look at the past,let bygones be bygones.
Thank you Rahimah,Hannah and Safinah for discussing and planned back everything we have to do. I am sure you girls are so capable of doing this rather stu*** project but we are just not hardworking enough.Not lazy,but just not hardworking enough.Yeahh;D
i'm sorry if i pissed any of you just now cause i just cant take the burden of handling things alone when i need more hands and brains doing it.
This time,please make sure everything runs smoothly.Insya Allah(:

Ms Wong reminded us again just now on why we shouldnt be fooling around this term.Mid year exams is coming soon.They;re just around the corners :DD
by week 6,tadaaaa.Presents all rolling given by school -.-"
and i admit that lately,i've not been paying attention during Maths class.I easily get distracted by the people around me.
Joel,and Iskandar,pleaseeeeeee!stop kicking our chair!Its supreeeemee irritating:D
Shafiy?stop singing.haha,dont sing during Maths class-the least you can help!
:D

Had our literature essay test just now.That was my first attempt on writing essays while the rest of my classmates had their first practice last last Thursday.I was pretty blur on what to do but i just give it a try.Its over 25 marks and if i get anything below 10,i'm not surprised[:
so,dont absent yourself Syaaff! :\

I really did enjoyed lessons from the both new teachers,Mr Khairul and Mr Aminur.
their lessons are very fun.For Mr Aminur i mean as we just had our first lesson with Mr Khairul just now and i'm glad everything looks great.As for Mr Aminur lesson,haha,me and Hannah never fails to irritate him:D
Anna,isnt he your FAVOURITE TEACHER?
Lolllll[:

NOW.
lets talk about responsibility. I realised that this year,i really can feel the responsible feeling that's trapped in every oen of us. Gosh,one of my classmate was expelled and now the class just lost our clown and class manager.I dont want to write anything sad here but how i wish we get a chance to bid him farewell.Everything happened so fast,i can't even think that time.
I am so goinna miss you.
and now,Mrs Goh said that i will take over his place while finding a new person taking over my place as an assistant class manager.I'm happy to know that there's a few classmates of mine who is willing to try this position and i'm so okay with it.But haha,most of them are.
you know,that 'type' of student.What to do?...
hehh:DD
I just hope that 2E1 will be as good as before just like what Aaron said.
pleasee,dont let our class be dull anymore.Life still has to move on without our so called,hero?
Giddygoose.

Another bad news!i wont be able to watch the football match SIGLAP VS GREENVIEW.
fuck.fuck.fuck!
good luck laa guys!Siglap Majulah!hahaha.
okay,this is so advance GoodLuck:DDD

Rahimah and Mahirah went home first so i stayed for a while with Farsha and them.
and i begged khidir to take 81.haha!
thanks eh Khidir and Shiddiq((:
okayye.i think i'm done?
i know there's always something missing after i read my entry back.
but i'm just too lazy to edit the post.
so yeah,i guess im done now?
OH WAIT!!!

Another stuff.
its kinda true that i'm somehow giving him the coldshoulder.its not that i want this to happen.
but i cant let this 'hate' feelings fade.and to you,and YOU-dont act as if i'm goinna be jealous o what-so-ever.
i'm happy for YOU that you got HIM back in your life.
and please dont show me that -you are so jealous of me- kind of look faaat human!
hoho.
why so proud about your tits?
imagine if you're FLAT i'm sure you are ...
ok Syaaff,lets just dont deal with stupid human like her.
yeahhh.okay best!

ANOTHER STUFF I JUST REMEMBERED:D
i am pretty sure that my feelings for him isnt the bestf kind of thang.
but like Feeefit said i shall not confess.
and i agree with her.I dont want to enter to his life and be the third person in his rlationship cause i'm aware that you both goinna lasts long(:
i'm happy for you both but sometimes i just wish i can let this few words out from my mouth and let you hear them.
But,we dont always get what we want.
so yeah,i'm okay with this.
no matter what- i will always make sure i make him happy first than making my wish come true.
dont let history repeat itself again.

Finally,a complete post.
Take Care peeps and enjoy your holiday tomorrow:D
lovve,
Syaaff/22.

Labels: and always will., this feelings are meant to be kept inside.I love you

Am superduper tired nowdays.
too busy to update with blogs/frenster.
online just to complete home econ projects.
so yeah,anything just text me.
Tkcare;love

Labels: my very best guyfriends, thank you.

Honestly,i am so not in the mood to blog.
rather than waiting for him to chat with me,better still i go and blog.
For the past two days,ive been hanging out at Ama's place &yesterday,Hanis was there too.
had lots of fun laughing and crapping and shouting with them(:
and we never give up to jummppp high!haha:DDD
thank you Hanis&Ama for the listening ear &&thank you so much for helping me out with my homework:D
SYAAFF SAYANGG KORANG TERLALU BANYAK!

Softball practice yesterday was very very extremelyyyyy tiring!And its unbelievable how training w/o Mr Bob are tiring.Its so obvious that coach is training us to be more strict.
and yes,i swear most of the team members are not strict and serious often.With her attitude like that,idk how can we work as a team!-.-
I got mad with myself yesterday,idk why i cant catch that bloody hardball,mind you.Not soft at all!
and i pissed off easily yesterday during the beginning of the training.
i sort of blame people for not throwing at me properly when actually i dont catch the ball properly.
stupidddd fugggshiaatzxzx.
Sorry Rahimah and Mahirah if i'm being unreasonable during yesterday's training.
i know,when it comes to softball my attitude so the suckish.
i admit =

Enough with the bad stuffs about yesterday's training.Good thing is i meet people i miss!
oh yes,them****
idk what makes him say that to me just now.
and i dont think telling him the truth is good idea.
ahh,forget about it laa.
ama,hanis,i dont think i'm goinna do it on Monday.
i think its better if he knows naturally.then i'm sure things will be the same still.
whatevr :\

i need him now.

Labels: Confusion grows. with you or you?

I wont be able to go online often.
maybe one hour per day,or only during weekends.
i need to help my parents to reduce the amount of bills.
and oh,readers,if you know any places searching for part-time workers please contact me.
urgently need a work.
both me and my 18 years old sister :D
thank you.
tkcare all[:

Labels: Double S., sts

Finally,ive watched The Leap Years!
ahaa,went out with my hothot cuzzins just now,and thank you Kak Adah for the KFC treat :D
ahh yes,i cried almost every scene and this irritating freak,ACIIKKKKKK keeps on teasing me.
phaar,i hate you moron!haha :DD

The show is real niceeee.Very romantic.I cant help but crying and laffink at the same time.
hahahh[:
&i think after watching that show,i'm willing to wait for *him for how many more years it takes me.
four,five,seven years?i'm willing to wait.Yes,he's admiring someone else but that doesnt stop me from loving someone else.
&the show did mention,
"You dont need anyone's approval to love someone else..."
its true after all.

i love kak adah.
i love aciik.
i love angah.
i love man.
i love shafiy.
i love shiddiq.
i love yousuf.n.


♥

Labels: i swear i love all of you.

I miss Patrick.
I miss Afiqq.
I miss Fendi.
I miss Reeen.
I miss Fifit.
I miss Hanis.
I miss Ama.
I miss Imah.
I miss adik Linaa.
I miss ACIIK :DDDDDDD

I miss my friends already.Yes,i miss them alot.
phaaaaar.
pissed off with my internet connection just now!till now i meant.
now currently using my brother internet connection.
fuggshitzxzxz -.-

Boredom strikes just now.likee duhhhhh.
i text him but he only replied once.lolll.
called apit,yes apit ask him to chat with me for a moment since im fugging bored.
we both were crapping most of the times.
like the old good times being bestfriends [:
annnd,we keep on
"what-to-do" -ing otf.
pathetic,yes very!

I realised that this one week holidays everyday i have something on.
):
cant meet up my lovebirdies but i hope that i will try to squeeeze one period
to meet them.
gee[:

im proud enuff to say that ive not started with my projects and homeworks.
im not procastinate-ing but i know i deserved this weekends laaa.
hoho:D
and now im patiently waiting for mr bestfriend to go online.

okay,im so lazy to blog any further.
goodbye bird,birds,birdies.
:D

Labels: infatuation.

Labels: Can i get a new handphone ?

Yeah,im blogging again. Previous post was effing short&i know i dont have nothing much to post.
i'm worried myself,because of that stupid head injury yesterday during PE-
NOW i have some difficulties re-calling how to spell certain words.Serious,no kidding.
&just now in the morning,i did forget my address[:

Doctor said that my head is just a minor injury unless if i keep on vomitting den i'll need to go for a check-up or x-ray.
This head injury really makes me feel that im strong!okayy random,but really [:

I'm so touched today.I went online andd zaaap,all my gfs IM'ed me asking if im okay.
some text me and one called me.
haha,okay i know no big deal but see,my friends are like the awesome-est thang luhhhs :DD
tomorrow,MUST HUG HANIS TIGHTLY.haha [:

Damn,school holidays coming.
ugh,hate it!
idk how am i gg to concentrate doing projects and assignments at home.
maybe im spending my time at my aunt's placeeeeee :DD

im single now.
yes,this is so SYAAFF.
old SYAAFF.
single,everyone's my friends.
i love my guy and girlfriends.
and apit wil never be my enemy.
we're bestfriends still.

I think,im not strong,clever or mature enuff to be able to cope with rlationships.
maybe for now,i cant find the right one.
single is always the best.
if im alone,i have my girlfriends and if the sex make the diff
i still have my guyfriends.
my Mr Bestfriend(:

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Not gg to school.Not much to post.
went to the doctor get an MC went home ate medcine &went to sleep till six pm.
going to school tomorrow.
a MUST[:
i miss my classmates&toploves alrdyy!
and oh.
im single now meaning i broke up with boyfey yesterday night.
so,when i come to school tomorrow,dont ask if you know okay?
thank you Apit.
<333333>

-Syaaff/22.

Labels: Goodbye love

School just now was okay.As per normal,got entertained by beloved monkeys in class[:
Now,there's 2 guys in my class calling me Nurul!haha,i feel so awkward!haha,thanks ehh Bernard and Marcus!Loll :DD

Had Maths re-test just now and i am confident that i will score better this time around.
ohh gosh,Aaron was locked up in the classroom siow!Pity him sia!haha.okayy who asked him to sleep till four pm when the test ends at three thirty?!haha!

Dont ask me if im still with Apit or not.
i wont answer.seriously.
i dont want to talk about this matter.

THANK YOU HANIS.
THANK YOU FIFIT.
THANK YOU IMAH.
THANK YOU SHIDDIQ.
THANK YOU AKID.
THANK YOU EMANNUEL.
thank you to my toploves monkeys classmates esp Haziq<33333333>
&Shafiy&gang!
hahahah,you guys really make my day just now.

See,i dont need a man.Just bestfriends will do.
Syaaff.

Labels: how long must i lie to you ?

Labels: ohh mr bestfriend.

Labels: heart are meant to be broken.

hahaha!Chatting with her is superb funnnnn mennnn!
and she knows almost everything i never tell anyone.hahah[:
okay,sungguh fun chat bersamanya.
<333>

I did regret.But i know that i cant do anything. Even if my heart dont really feels it i have to continue still.Maybe one day,if fate brought us together.God willing.
For now,Nurul Syafiqah loves Muhammad Syafiq (:

eh serious.i cried just now.
thank you sister Fatin for cheering me up.
iloveeeeeeyouuuu laa cutiepie!
xoxo

Labels: dont stop loving me.

Time flies very fast.Today is already the 2nd March 2008.Two months has passed already without me realising it.I felt like i just knew each of my classmates,not this year but last year.I can even forget that i'm sec two now.In no time mid-year exams will be popping in.March holidays coming and i'm sure its not a holiday at all especially when you're in secondary school life.

Sometimes i really feel like breaking up,unable to face all this problems that keeps on appearing in my life.They seems to be very eager to pop up in my life.However,i know that somewhere in this world they are many other people facing more difficult problems of their own.I'm lucky enough that my problems are not something that will affect my health-like those who is surviving from shortage of food and drinks. Unlike my problems,they're affecting my studies.
Being a borderline student is totally not a good image at all.I am so sure that i can aim better and reach my target.But unfortunately i wish very hard but tend not to work extra hard for it.Hoping that things will change soon for the next coming months.
Its hard when in relationship you dont trust your partner.
an it hurts when you know they dont trust you. Readers,this is certainly not happening to me and Syafiq(:

I almost made my decision to end things with him but i know all this tiny stuffs can be resolved.It only takes the courage,strength and patience to tolerate with certain people.
I know that you wont forgive me but i hate you exposing to people showing that i really DID separate the both of you.
Nonsense dudee.Nehh,its okaye.I dont wish to think about this.
the clear thing is that i'm still attached to Syafiq ["v"]

I'm just afraid that history will repeat again.But both of us are attached now right?I guess its so clear that you are my bestf.and i'm yours.However we tend to react differently in school and in MSN.I dont wish to remember about the past.
My past lovestories.
My Mr.Ex and stuffs...
we're just the bestest friends on earth!haha[:
maybe breaking up with you in the past leads us to a more closer bond together as close friends.
Iloveyou Mr BestFriend.
thank you(:

Labels: Happy First Monthsary Mahirah[:

Mr Guyfriends are always the best damn thang laa kan.Not forgetting Reeen&Imaah<333
waaaduhh,Syaaff sayang bangat sama kamu semuaa.
thank you humans for making me smileee everyday. Tell me how will i forget all your good deeds?
haha.ehh dont tell me cause i dont to forget them [:

Mood really turn off just now.Like very very turn off.
till now i am still not replying to his messages.I think its not the right time yet.
yeaaah,and i dont care if he is involved in that msg stuff or not.
for now,i think SINGLE.yes SINGLE.
i dont need my boyfriend-for now at least.

thank you Shiddiq.
thank you Shafiy.
thank you Reeen.
thank you Imah.
thank you Farsha.
thank you Adie.
&thank you new friend,Huzaifah.
all this earthlings makes me smile wide todayy.
love x2!

AND I DONT HAVE ANY INTENTIONS TO SEPARATE YOU BOTH.
ouch lo-ve!