Monday, December 31, 2007 @ Monday, December 31, 2007
Happy New Year xDD
Uh huh. I'm driving insane thinking about this stuff repeatedly. All these names playing inside my head.
It cant stop,pause maybe.
My fellow readers may think i'm so obsessed with my idols,but i doubt only SOME of them knew
the story behind this "obsession" .
I don't wish to be a girl who waiting for those hot hot famous people's love.
No,i dont.
but i can't help it,after that MR LATEST EX break off with me.
I began to feel reall hopeless and i cant find any other good reasons why i should
falling in love with any other guys- (which i dont think i needa find one!xD )
yes!i'm too young to go fo a relationship.AGREE(:
but i dont want to be the "angel" here.
i do need love,but it doesnt matter from where it comes from,right?
and thats why i am the overcrazed fan.
i love my hot hot idols.
because of them,i do still believe in the word l o v e .
i'm thankful that still receive the love bonds from both my family&friends(:
falling in love with my idols is one good thing.
i wont get hurt.
they wont get hurt.
obviously,yeah,they dont even know i'm born in this world!
i hope not to get in love for this moment.
for now,no guys can replace my idols(:
i'm just waiting and i dont want wasting my time to look for one.
if i'm fated to fall in love with that who ever guy,
i will listen to my heart whispering,and go for it(:
but no matter what,
STUDIES COME FIRST-
homework comes l a s t m i n u t e! xDD
soon.i'll be living in this world for 14 years old.
alhamdullilah(:
from an innocent lil baby i am now going thru the process
of pre-teen and soon to be a teenager(:
thru all this years,ive been learning so much.
and what affected me the most is.
the power of friendship&love.
and obviously its easy to turn love into friendship.
but friendship into love?
idts.
yes,ive been falling for my best friends for a LOT OF TIME.
and i even go on a relationship with some of them.
but i dont think it really works for me.
no matter how much we love each other,i still think
the "love" between us is what we call,
the "siblings love"
farhan,i've always love you like how i love my brother(:
helmi,you're the most sweetest thang to me dearest friend!
so there. i finally admit that i realised i do love farhan just like how much
i love my brother(:
nothing more than that.
maybe because his charming looks(ehem,ehem!)i love him more
than my brother!
HAHA.JOKING OI!:DD
&so : Never Underestimate The Power of Love&Friendship!
To my dearest girlfriend: AQILAH.
Its amazing how fast we get close huh?
not more than a year we're already claim ourselves as the
sisters!
and i must say that we're never mature in primary school.
i hope now,as we're already thinking maturely,we dont fight
just because of guys.
You know how much i love you gf and i hope nothing could tear us apart anymore.
I'm sorry if im being over sensitive towards you.
but sometimes i just feel that im not needed in your life.
deep inside my heart i know you do care for me.
and it goes the same for me too gf!
i'm sorry if ive hurt you in any other way.
my words,my actions it may hurt you and i'm here to apologise.
2008 is coming and i really hope to be a better friend.
&lets just work things smoothly gf(:
thanks for all the wonderful fantastic most precious moments
we've beeen through.
i will proove to you i'll be a better friend ayye?
lets just dont keep things from each other anymore darla!
yeah,we are girls,never run from gossiping huh?
i hope from now on,if any of our friends gossip about US,
you and me should just ignore and confront each other.
we need more communications in this friendship Aqilah.
and with this,insya allah,this little frienship will go for a long way.
an everlasting one!:DD
to my other toploves and friends : I'm sorry if what ive said or did have hurt you guys.
i really cherish every frienship i made(:
i promise to be a better friend whom you guys can come to and i'll be here to lend you all an listening ear&a shoulder to cry on!:DD
i hope our frienship will never sink into any sea(:
Insya Allah.
to my family: I really hope that i'll be a better and useful daughter.
A sister who understands her siblings and i wish to improve my attitude
and give me some time to really get used to this kind of environment(:
TO MY IDOLS!HAHA: i promise to be loyal to you guys!haha.
you guys are irrisistable and HOT HOT FIRE oi!haha:D
__________________________________________
2008 IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER. IDK IF ITS RIGHT CORNER OR LEFT xD
and here are my New Year's Resolutions :D
#1: To be a good muslimah and always remember Allah S.W.T
#2:To be a useful daughter and respect my parents.
#3:To be a better friend whom my peeps will look for.
#4:To be a succesful and determined in everything i do.
#5:Cut down my daily expenses. BUY WHAT I NEED NOT WHAT I WANT!
#6:Cut down the time wasted on chatting(((:***
#7:Study smart,work hard!(((:***
#8:Learn to be more independent!
#9:Cut down on using the inappropriate language!LOL:D
#10:Control my anger management.Be more P A T I E N T(((:***
#11:may i keep to my promises and cut down on telling LIES!HAHAH:DD(((:***
-Alright,haha.thats about it okay?!haha!
those with the *** are,urrm,hard to do it?lol!I HAFTA TRY OI!:DD
i hope i'll managed to do this all:)
Happy New Year everyone!
Syaaff loves everyone of youuu.yey!:DD
THANK YOU EVERYONE FO MAKING THE YEAR 2007 A MEANINGFUL ONE FO ME!
with lots off love;
S Y A A F F
Labels: i love everyone of you, peeps.
♥ syaaff.
Sunday, December 30, 2007 @ Sunday, December 30, 2007
Hanazakari No Kimitachi E
From around one thirty pm to seven ten pm,i've watched this Japanese drama series entitled
-HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E.
damn!i effing uber loveee this drama series and i feel in love with one of the lead actor,
Toma Ikuta(:
He is so funneyh in the story and always cheerful and force himself to smile even though the girl of his dream rejcted him.
Oh my,i cried all the way when its the last episode of the series.
Very touched luh the story!I wish to type more about the drama,but im wayy too lazy uh(:
well,if you guys really wanna know,just type the title to find out more about it ;D
basically nuthang much except that watching the drama thingy?
and i wish to watch it again when my brother come home oi!
haha,and i asked him to borrow from his friend,more Japanese or Korean drama series(:
Romantic plus its very hilarious!
love it to the max of maximum luhhhhh :DDDDD
three more days to S C H O O L .
SYAAFF(:
Labels: Toma Ikuta
♥ syaaff.
Saturday, December 29, 2007 @ Saturday, December 29, 2007
Dee;Diyana<33 imy!
New blogskin.Yeahs(:
but i sort of like this one.
it makes me feel curious bout what's goinna happen
the next day!
okay LOL xD
Chatted with dearest Dee.
Both of us were finding new skins for blog.
Hehhs,she's still finding one i doubt!
Gee(:
Four more days to go.
ohh damn. four days seems to be like
one month la sehh!
Nevermind,once its 31 December-
i am getting prepared to be HYPER AS PER NORM
at schoooooooool(:
*People come & go*
true?how about friends?
I dont want to have any negative thoughts about that friend of mine.
Yeah,that friend of mine has alot of freedom so i dont think
i'm needed to accompany that friend of mine here and there.
ohwells.
I'm not hating that friend of mine but i hope
that person will contact me asap(:
Sighs.
toploves online right now :DEE(:
i miss both Diana&Diyana!
haha,i hope you're not migrating to Australia darl!
imysm oi!
really looking forward to meet you guys backk.
Ehys,i've gotta go now.
Since no one chatting with me now.
So i;m of to watch tv(:
Alrght.Goodbye!
Syaaff.
♥ syaaff.
4 more days!
Nutthang much about yesterdays's afternoon,go online but my toploves were not online -.-
so just occupy my time with playing Sudoku and Mahjong (:
been my addiction lately ehy!
after getting sick seeing numbers,i went to chat with some peeps.yeah.
i'm so effing scared yesterday night bcoz of the Jangan Pandang Belakang advertisement.
and i do agree,the movie is not that reall scary though.
but idk why yesterday i got freak out and desperately asked any of my peeps to call me
as i'm alone in the living room. xD
thank you Ama sayang for calling me ehy!
ilyilyily!
and here comes the part when i'm totally paisey!
while otf with Ama,i've got an incoming call,i heard the caller said her name was Fifi,my ex-schoolmate uh.
so i told Ama my fren called,so we hung up.
but den actually its FIFIT!
-.-
pathethic rite?!
haha. Talked to fifit from eleven i think to two am((:
haha,had fun talking to her.
both of us excited for school and meeting the sec 0nes!
gee. i don't know what to expect fo next year (x
TODAY.
no,didnt went for jogging,too tired i guess(:
school's goinna begin in four days time ehh!
&lastly,
Happy 13th Birthday Nazilah<333
with love;
Syaaff.
♥ syaaff.
Friday, December 28, 2007 @ Friday, December 28, 2007
TIRED OI.
Very tired&sleepy! -.-
went jogging again with siblings just now.
but this time around is much more tiring than the previous one ehys!
besides going fo jogging,we did some jumpingjacks,crunches,pumpings-whooosh!
haha,i miss my PE LESSONS laa deyh!
especially the frisbee,floorball,okay i forget luhs -.-
not going anywhere today.
sitting here rotting at home.
no plans still for tomorrow maybe going out maybe not.
gaaaah!
not many people go online right now so i think im going to watch some movies here(:
gtg.
nuthang much ehys =
SYAAFF
♥ syaaff.
Thursday, December 27, 2007 @ Thursday, December 27, 2007
private blog?
Internet not working fo the past two days so i didnt get the chance to go online and use the internet.
Thanks to Tina fo calling me when my boredom strikes!(:
Nutthang much happened during the last two days luhs,if there is-i don't wish to remember anything.
Each day,my patience is running out ehy.
Ahahaha,owells idc that much cause school goinna begin soon baybeyh!
I'm praying very hard times in school will be less suffering ayye;D
i miss school alot,yes!i miss all those nagging from teachers,complaining too much homeworks and stuffs!
gheeze-
Oh yea!yesterday went jogging with both my sister and lil brother.
Damn tired like seriously eh!
Woke up at six and started jogging arnd six fifteen like tht.
idiot la seh,while we were jogging there's some guys trying to disturb us and they were very annoying,i swear!
and one of them were tryin real hard to attract our attention?
Oh puhh-lease~!
Sister and me cant take it nannymore so we all decided to jog at another place which is real real long distance!
and fyi,i'm on diet now -.-"
yesterday didnt ate rice the whole day only eat some biscuits and bread fo the whole day.
at night,my stomach were making damn loud noises which are very irritating and painnnnnnnful!
serve me right fo not going on a diet properly.
but hey,today i'm repeating the same whole thang again,but even worse.
i only ate in the morning arnd eleven and ate ice longan at four pm just now.
till now i never eat anythang else.
this is what i call STRICT DIET :P
hais,now my stomach starting to reject food whenever i try to eat them.
i bet there's too much wind inside and a gastric pain is so expecting soon!
=.=
Apit text me just now when i'm on my way back from aunt's place.
oh yes,imyt apit!
can't wait fo school re-open anddd yeyy!
haha.no,i'm not goinna be sombong.
but who knows,you WILL!
ehem,ehem,the sec one girls(some)are reps family.LOL.
nehh,i have to start reducing on my "talking about others" routine.
HEE xD
I have lots of new year resolutions.But i'm goinna post it when its one day befo new year.Lol.
i hope by then,my internet connection will not be crazy!
now,i'm just blogging and doing nothang else.
went out just now to buy some school stuffs.
ehk gfs,sorry i cant follow you girls tomorrow!
&maybe,tomorrow im going jogging again with siblings.
till here.
oh!one more thing,i feel like setting my blog to private.
Hmm?
still considering yaww!
toodles.
with love;
Syaaff!
♥ syaaff.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @ Tuesday, December 25, 2007
growing stronger
Pheww~!Alhamdullilah finally my internet connection is connected!
Been trying to go online from 5plus,now then i get to go online and blog.
First big big thanks to Feeefit fo making my day chatting with me!
Ily Fit!<33
&to Ama&Kak Filzah thnks fo tagging,i love you both(:
I dont wish to post anything i did fo today.
i just dont feel the mood anymore.
cant wait fo school and i hope gfs&boyfs will cheer me up and make
me forget about all the problems im facing right now.
I just need to grow stronger.
and yes,i rembered what kakak Q told me :
Everything happens fo a reson.
with love;
Syaaaf
♥ syaaff.
i want my old family back.
Previous post was very disasterous fo me.Heartbreaks and stuffs.
No one realy understands my situation right now.
You say i never tel you guys so all of you dont understand.
Isnt it enuff all this clues im giving?
How do you feel one day,your parents were planning to separate?
and in your life there's no longer the word FAMILY?
everything changes just in a blink of an eye.
you have to move in with your NEW FAMILY.
where you were treated differently.
you no longer have the mother and daughter bond anymore..
you were left alone with no one to talk to at home..
your mum seldom talk to you anymore.
how do you feel?
You never see ur real dad fo months.
you have all this financial problems everywhere..
everything you do seems wrong.
when you try to do something to please one of your family members
they just ignore you..
you no longer laugh together with your real family.
you get scoldings because of someone else.
before you could explain to them what happened,they just jump to conclusion
and start nagging at you.
how do you feel when your own mum no longer trust you?
you stayback at school because you need some room to study..
some friends to talk to..
but she thought you were out wasting your time in the mall.
and now how do you feel
when your own bestfriends don't seems to understand you.
when you're having all this moodswings and cry,
they think you're trying to get attention.
how would you feel readers??
and when you are too tired and just need to sleep fo a lil longer
you were force to wake up and not to sleep even how tired you are.
you have to sacrifice your LIKES because you're just like living in
someone else house.
your mom don't make her own decision.
its someone NEW now make the decision for her...
i miss my dad..my real dad..
i miss my family..my real family..
i miss my mom..even though she's here in front of me.
i just miss those moments with my real family...
i wish that my i can turn back time
go back to my real family try to solve things.
but they think im too young for all this.
maybe my mum is happy now
and i cant force her not to re-marry...
and no,i cant turn the hands of time.
Dad,i miss you.
Mom,i miss you.
I love both of you.
with love;
Syaaaaf.
♥ syaaff.
ayyyyyyyyyuuuuuuuuuuuul
I'm just a total idiot.
I'm not perfect.
I dont deserve to live!
I need you.please.
♥ syaaff.
Monday, December 24, 2007 @ Monday, December 24, 2007
i want you to call me love;
Yeahh.Changed my blogskin already!
Its uber simple but i like it(:
Was frustrated just now bout this whole changing of skin!
Bahahs!but Alhamdullilah i managed to complete it ehhh.
Boredddd!Tina went offline alrdy
&im effing sorry fo not concentrating that much
when we were chatting!am doing this skinstuffs xD
and oh i seriously wanna get a new phone.
honestly i do mind which type of hp,
but looking back i rather have a new phone than the one i'm using.
I wish reaaal hard he will call me today!
I miss him alrdy luhhs=
But he said,i better gives more attention to her than him.
IDK?i'm like in the centre,not knowing which sides to go to.
but i really wants him to call me badly.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee!
Watched Alvin&the chipmunks just now
omg.the movie is so effing fun alrgt!!
those chipmunks are damn cute esp Theodore.
err,did i spell it right?!
Gee(x
I guess im done blogging noww.
nothing much to post.
I really really hope you'll call tonight love.
Ilyilyilyilyilyilyily(:
Syaaaaaf(:
♥ syaaff.
Just wait and keep waiting
when we were together
used to be there for each other
you promised me this will be forever
but now you're not here.
although we are officially over
your face never disappear
your name is still here
its your voice that i;ll hear
you dont know how much i love you
its so easy for you to say we're through.
why do we have to end it now?
you know you're never can be replace
maybe youre not to be blame
but let me tell you that
i never can stop loving you.
Idk if ive posted this one befo but i just feel like posting it now.
Its meant fo the same person,the previous one.
But i guess,i have to learn to move on and forget about him.
Start afresh&just wait for the right one to arrives(:
with love;
♥ syaaff.
Thank you boy.
Aku tak mampu membenci dirimu.
Aku tak rela melupakan kamu.
Aku tak mahu kehilanganmu.
Aku tak sanggup wahai sayang..
Ke mana perginya janji-janjimu?
Yang telah kau ungkapkan dulu.
Ke mana perginya kasih?
Yang kau curahkan padaku.
Hancurnya hati ini,
Melihat kau pergi.
Tiada di sisiku lagi
Dan kau sudah ada pengganti.
Mengapa engkau sanggup
Mempermainkan perasaanku?
Kini kau bukan si dia
Yang pernahku cintai.
Jika ini yang kau impikan
Aku terima dgn rela hati
Hapus sudah segala mimpi
Jangan kau kembali lagi.
Kau dan aku
tidak ditakdirkan bersama
ku ucapkan terima kasih
kerana memberiku peluang
untuk menyintaimu sayang..
If you guys think i rip this from a song or such,the answer is NO.
This is what i wrote myself expressing my feelings...
&yeah,this was meant to someone special in my life.
but it seems that he's got a replacement alrdy.
Thank you ;YOU; fo giving me a chance loving you although its only fo a short while.
Hoping that you and your future gf will lasts long boy!
with love;
♥ syaaff.
Their friendship;Ilysm (:
I cried and laugh to bed yesterday..Or actually its not yesterday-
its 3:00am today.
I envy their friendship.I didnt knew boys were this sweeeet and caring fo their friends.
Honestly i think their friendship is even wonderful than mine.
&i'm feeling very very jealous!hahas!
When they called and they talked to each other giving advices and really really concern about their friend's feelings.
When one of them is in deep trouble with problems all of them figure out how to solve it and really put themself in their friend's shoes..
How wonderful ehy..
Hearing them talked helping each other made me cried.
Serious,i really miss my SADD.
I still remember how all of them helped me when i'm nearly breaking off with Fai___.
I miss that kind of friendship.I really do.
One day i will find my own true friend(:
To him-
yes,its true you can love many people because that love may just be a love to a sister.
Not necessarily you love this someone you should take her as your gf.
&i'm happy fo you that finally you've made your decision.
i hope you and her will keep on lasting alrgt love?
&Ilysm!yeah,you seems like a brother to me too(:
for now i think;
Friendship is something more wonderful than love(:
but to look back,in friendship there's love.
♥ syaaff.
Sunday, December 23, 2007 @ Sunday, December 23, 2007
fuck.fucker.fuck off.
Seriously,honestly,i'm pissed orff with alooooooot of people right now!
I feel like getting the duct tape over their mouth and shut them up.
I feel like killing them and make sure they wont appear in my life nannymore!
Shitt laaaa,damn these people all.
Can't you guys stop boasting yourself about what you've got?
No,i'm so not jealous but its so fucking irritating to hear your personal stuffs.
Like what YOU AND YOUR BOYFRIEND DID?!wthh la sey?!
Damn ass-holes!
Pissed orf with my mom too.
Why cant she just make her own decision?
Ugh.I;m feeling so fucking stupid and couldnt stop mentioning the word FUCK.
FUCK!
dam it laaaaa.
i hate all this stuffs.
can't you all human beings stop boasting around?
and especially about what you and yourboyfren or girlfren did?!
if you are very proud of kissing them or do whatever ___________ with them.
Why don't you all tell all this stuffs to your parents instead?!
pfft. -_______-"
School please arrive damn soon.
I cant stand all this people around me.
like very what the hellish.
serious!
DAMN THOSE ASS HOLES.
FUCKKKKER!
i cant control my emotions when i'm mad.
warning ehyy(:
♥ syaaff.
Rotting at home. No money to go out. No mood even-
Damn it luhs!I wanna buy new hp but parents say not now and i cant buy the hp that i like.
Must choooose the effing cheap one?!
wth luhs.Using my own money oso cannot.
Stupidddddddd!
Fugging mad at them luhs -.-
I miss that bestest boy friend of mine laaaaaa!
Nevermind,school re-opening soon can see him ehh(:
&damn it.
School stationeries still not purchase yet.
No money.No money.No money!!!
very the tsk kan?
heh!
Like seriously i haff nuthang to post today sey.
Maybe i;m going to my aunt's place tomoro laa ehh.
Eh serious.I've got nuthang to post yet.
Sorryy ehh.
Ciao xD
♥ syaaff.
Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ Saturday, December 22, 2007
may you and her lasts long aites?
Ugh.Moodswings again uh peeps -.-
Recently i'm being too emotional i guess.But its true.
I cant help it,its wayy too strong controlling myself.
&sometimes i dont realise what i said at that very moment has hurt some of my friend's feelings.
And today i just find out a heartbreaking news.0h yes!
I think i agree with my brother's friend,Zie.
She said,she dont look for love she wait fo it to come. It make sense though-
He already have a future girlfriend.
By a week and four days more he's goinna be with that special someone.
It's reaaaallyy wayyyy hearrtbreaaaakinggg newwwss fo me!
but i can't force him not to go with that girl and patch with me instead. Like duh?!
haha!i aint desperate like some girls out there -.-"
Wells,i just hope you and your future girlfriend will lasts long ehs?
I shall forget about being with you boy.
And i will shurely get rid of those positive thoughts?haah!
I hate it when moodswings strikes!damnshitassholesiol =X
i really wanna get out of this place.
sooooooon,i'm goinna be out everyday to school and
i hope to be back home at only around six?Loll!
currently addicted to the I fell in love with the DJ song :D
brother stil not back from his dance prac yet.
Probably he's at esplanade posing with his new MAT REP HAIRSTYLE?!
hahaha!
alright am goinna post later on again i gues.
Ciao(:
♥ syaaff.
mat rep oi abg akuuu.hahah
Yesterday was disaster-ous!Lack of sleep,moodswings,irritating people keep nudging?!
wtf luhs you guys who keep nudging me yesterday.-.-
But its okay!Today,i have fun laffink and joking around(:
went out with my brother and his friend,Zie.
He got his pay alrdy!so i don't like to delay delay to "ketuk his money!"
HAHAHA.what a goooooooooood sister i am ehys?(:
First waited fo Zie at Bugis.
Den went to Bugis Village to search fo my school bag.
Yeah,got my school bag which is very pale whitish green colour.
I know its goinna be dirty or what but the colour black is so common!;D
and DAMN!if Qistina go to Bugis today or any other day i'm sure she will frust.
SEEING THEM WEARING THE "LITTLE MISS BLABLABLA!"
haha.loll.
gosh,ramai btol yg pakai baju tu seh. -.-"
&than,brother went to find his three quarter pants for his dance whatever stuff.
Hehh.
after Bugis,we headed off to Far East.
eat at ES-TELER. The fried rice is superb i tell you!superduper delicious oi!
&the grilled banana with chocolate and cheese is very very nice!;DD
oh yeah.not my money all my brother's money.HAHAH!
Done with eating,brother wanted to highlight his hair.
me and Zie were like getting body ache and headache waiting fo him!longgg siol.bleahs.
OMG.
when he's done,he really look like one MAT REP siol!hahaha.
and den Zie go and shout,MAT REP IN THE HOUSE EVERYBODY!hahaha.
when he walk,everyone were looking at his hair la,and he were like acting innocent.
hahaa,even the real mat reps with tatoo all look at him up and down -.-
lucky never wear skinnies oi!
:D
after all that we headed off to woodlands,HOME!
brother and Zie went for their dance prac.
cant wait to see they perform at the countdown@woodlands:D
Calobeteh baybeh[:
Syaaaf.
♥ syaaff.
Friday, December 21, 2007 @ Friday, December 21, 2007
Dearest ex,i still love you boy.
Idk what's with me right now.
Am i really stressing myself out just because of him?
I don't feel like blaming myself.Ego?maybe.
Its because i do still love him &its not my fault we ended up that way!
Why is it so hard fo me to get over the break-up?
I admit our relationship lasts fo a very very short period of time.
And within that short period of time,you make me fall in love with you wholeheartedly.
Within that short period of time,you change my world after he hurts me.
And within that short period of time,you promised me you wont hurt me like he did.
But what a pity,those promises were just fake.
Why promise if you know you wont be able to keep it?
Why promise if you know it's not goinna happen?
I left him and i trusted you boy.
I am sure you are the guy i've been looking fo.
Its true.Its the fact that remain the same.
But you left me all alone
Those text messages were left written in my diary.
Kept safe in my phone.
But you're gone.
Its so hard loving you because you don't realise how much i love and need you.
You said you want to be with me for the rest of your life.
There you go again with your empty promises!
How can you make me unlove you??
I cant boy.
Why must we remain staying mute?
My efforts trying to talk to you are hopeless.
Have you really forget all about me?
All about your promises boy?
Idts?
There's always this voice whispering
"You have to leave me but you wouldnt want to-"
I was just being plain stupid to listen to that voice.
If you realy loves me,you would still talk to me right now.
No,you didnt.
You remain silent.
I gave you countless of clues and hints that its YOU that i NEED.
Not him,not the other guys.
But you didnt realise or you were just acting all this while?
I want you back.
I need your love.
Do you?
I still love you boy.
Please talk will you?
I love you.
-Syaaff.
I'm sorry to whoever who chatted with me just now or currently.
I wasnt in a good mood luhs.
Getting lil bit stress up &maybe too tired to actually let my mind rest.
0h wells.
I'll like to apologise again if i was being rude towards any of you.
I cant help it. My emotions are controlling me instead of me controlling them ):
Thanks Qistina fo making me smile(:
Ily Gf!
♥ syaaff.
Oh tired,babe!
Damn fugging tired right now.
Not hyper enuff to chat and stuffs?but still its a need to blog baybeh!;D
Am very uber sleepy right now.
Went to my brother sec one orientation at Sembawang Sec. &headed to MacDonalds fo breakfast(:
After breakfast headed back to Woodlands to take 168 to Tampines;Aqilah's place!{:
Called her so many times and like duh?she's still sleeping and wont pick up my calls!hah!
reached her house and she's sitll happily sleeping down there.pffffft.Damn cow lembu!=]]
After keep on irritate her to wake up she finally wake up at ONEpm(:
hahahah!
we started with the books first,wrote her names on the next year books.DAMN me!go and write my name instead of hers!geee.Sorry babee-.-
Done with the books,off to help her clean up her roooooooooom!
gaaah.tired but fun coz that Aqilah helped by hiding her stuffs somewhere i won't be able to see.
Like whaaaaat like that Aqilah!haha,you cant run away from keeping those stuffs properly syg!
Gheeeze(;
&damn!i love her new digi cam ehhs!hahah:D
Tired of cleaning up,sneezing,laffing and singing or should i replace it with screaming instead?!
hah!we rest fo a while and Aqilah went to bath and we were getting ready to go out to eat((:
Went to Food Culture &met her friend,Gadafi!loll.
after that walk about here &there.
Pasar malam and back to CS den to TM back because of tht Giordano stuff!hahah:DD
and then,off to MacDonalds.
Gada treat Qilah double choco.
I drank Caramel FRAP,at last?-.-
Talk and laff and stuff.
I gotta get home.
They accompanied me to 168 bus stop andd i got in the bus and SLEEEP!(:
am very very sleeeepy la seh.
I feel like sleeping right now after blogging but i thought of waiting fo Aqilah to go online first!
Hehh[:
Alrgt!till here peeps;
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-I love his sweet smile;His melodious laughter;I love the way he talk;-
♥ syaaff.
damnn!(:
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I really love this picture edited by HAMKAH!(:
hah!thanks dude for wasting your time editing my picture!Loll.
appreciate it loads &&i love it although its just kinda plain!;D
thanks ehys!!!
Currently talking otf with TINA THAT GENDENG GIRL!hohoho(:
and chatting with TINA-.-&&AQILAH!
very the kecohrable sia,both me and Tina were like typing our emoticon non-stop!
hahaha:DD
i know my emoticon cuteeee kan,kan,kan??!hahaha!
DAMN YOU:D
and ppl,idk why?im addicted to the word,D A M N ?!loll:]
All three of us don't have anyy ideas where to go, to buy school begs?
hehh.
and and actually i dont have anything to post.
just exercising my fingers typing blogging!
hohoho(:
Oky folks;till here(:
Syaff!
♥ syaaff.
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♥ syaaff.
Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ Thursday, December 20, 2007
2008 hurry hurry
Finally i am goinna blogg.
Befo this i've saved three drafts alrdy!hahah,just now wasnt in the full mood to blog yet.
oh actually,now i'm also not fully charged yet although my phone battery alrdy full!hehh;D
gaaaah.Today is of course boo-ringg!go out with family.What do you expect sey?hahahh!
Right after i reached my house,went to change all and switch on lappie!
Checked my emails &stuff.
and thank you Hamkah again for that download thingy thang!hahahh:DD
have you blogg yet dude?loll!(x
Currently chatting with AFIQ and dearest Aqilah!hohhhhh.I miss chatting with Tina online!
hahah!Can't wait to meet them to buy school stuffs!
talk about school stuffs.
brother say he can gife just forty dollars first?!if i wannt more,January den i get again?
hah!but neverminddd i'll try to find money somewhere over the rainbow.
LOL:D
Tomorrow maybe i'm going to accompany my lil bro to his new secondary school.
And i'll be off to Aqilah's place!yeyy.
loll,help her will be so much fun and better than stayin at home,rotting!gee;D
so yeah,i hope tomorrow's plan wont be re-arranged?(:
Christmast is so the SOON coming and then its NEW YEAR!
So to all,i'm wish you guys
Happy MerryNewYear in advance okyy?hahhh!
and i hope 2008 will be more challenging and change me to a better person!
ehem!ehem!hahah.okay ciao peeps!
Syaaff.
♥ syaaff.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ Wednesday, December 19, 2007
HAMKAAAAH!hahah
and this is HAMKAH!hahah!LOLL((:
haha,my ugly handwriting!haha
he typed that with his cute lil font,SYAF AKA GUNDUHEAD!lmao(:
the teaching process?loll
teacing process loading!!haha.
he cant take it!!hahaha:DDD
the pictures of learning and teaching and finally
i got it?
LOL!!!!
hahaha.thanks HAMKAH(:
{:SYAAFF:}
♥ syaaff.
i love them like aloaaaaaaaad!(:
Oh.My.God!I'm loving today idk why??as in today after eight thirty pm?hahah!
thanks to HAMKAH,SHIDDIQ&&DEAREST MAHIRAH IS BACK?!YEY,FO MAKING ME LAFF(:
you all rockk my world like hardcore one aye?!hahahhh!
Chatting with Hamkah just now is like so omfg?!as in JUST NOW after i posted the previous post!
he taught me to print the screen,our MSN convo luhs,and he kept saying press the prtsc at my keyboard and right click on it to paste.I typed prtsc all the time and try to right click but there's no word paste!
so i was like,ehh cannot leh!he even send me pictures to give me instructions!!oky,i know i;m so GUNDUHEAD right?see!told ya arldy(: Hahahhh!so its like more den five to ten attemtps until FINALLY
i understand what he was saying about the prtsc BUTTON!
pfft.luckily he never fainted teaching me!haha,he did mention he ALMOST FAINTED?!sorrry la seh!
haha,but i bet you too had fun TEACHING THIS GUNDUHEAD RITE?!HAHAHH.LOLL;DD
thanks Hamkah fo making me lafff until my jaws HURT!hahah:DD
rock on la dudeeeeee{:
SHAAAAAAABOOOOYAAAAAAAAAAAH~!
Mahirah dearest gf is back from her holidays la babe!!i'm so loving it. I miss her so much!
like seriously oi!When she came online just now i was like ,
OMG SHE'S BACK!SHE'S BACKKKK((:
hahaha,dearest gf,i miss you like hell you know?!hahaha:DDD
relieved that you had a safe and fun fun trip hunneyh!
&oh,you also gundu eh?next time read my blog properly syggg!apar daarh?hahahh!lmao(:
Shiddiq!haha,i know im like so fugging irritating tonite?and so the gundu kans?
ahha,im so aware of that dude((:
but you make me laff too somehow?hahah.thanks ehys:D
and oh,i hope you'l get to meet your Phuong Vy!!LAWWWWWWLS(=
Insya Allah ehs?haha(:
whoooosh!
told you guys alrdy,i have such a superduper gfs&boyfs!!they rock my world like really!!!
i loveeeeee merekaaa semuaaaa laaaa deyh!
&i cant wait for school to come!while TINA cant wait for the NEXT SCHOOL HOLIDAY TO ARRIVE!
hahaha:D
okay till here folks!
{: SYAAFF II {:
♥ syaaff.
like nothing to post like that.
HELLOH LOVES(:
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the eyeliner is real ehh.haha(:.JPG)
hee.hide and seek like that(:.JPG)
my superduper girlfren;Aqilah<3!
♥ syaaff.