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Friday, September 21, 2007 @ Friday, September 21, 2007
SYAFF STILL aliveeeeee ppeeooplleee :D heks!(: sorreyyh ppl for not updating my blog. i've not been going online recently luhs,was busy with schoolstuff and kinda lazzyy to blog or chat. BUT TODAY. i'm like so uber effing HAAAAAPPEYYYYYY (: raaaaahs(: and so the story begins.. okay; just now was MT oral for the express grrrls uhs. oh gawwd. it was damn fcuking FUNN. oh.i mean,not the ORAL but before that!teeheehee. firstly just a piece of information.hahaa. just now,more than half of us didnt fast. haha some of them haf their own reasons while others ehems. hahahah "maaaaak,taaaak taaahaaaaan laaaaa!" hohos. so so . dey were like eating and drinkingg. waaaduhh. so tempted siak! gaaahs! hahas den we all like acting like retardeds as they were no teacher supervising us at all FUNNN yaww:D had so much funn camwhoring in the class. too bad cant upload the pictas yet laa dengs tol! hahaa. kk.hope to upload them reaaaal SOOOON. i seriously cannot describe how the FUNN-ners is just now . but to all of them who were there to witness the funn-nest. i know that you know how funn it was ! :DD next stop: should i tell him? or should i just keep to myself ? actually not to myself jer laa. my other gf knows bout it too.oh well. idw to tell anyone anymore.for now. thats the best. tina thinks that he likes me. haha. bt who cares? its just a crush(: OHHH!JUST NW ORAL . WAS READING THE PASSAGE DEN SEPET WALKED PASSED. nyahhahahkz :DD i kknow.nuffink interesting down here. maybe not today too tired to exaggerate what i wanna write(: next time horkeys ? FIEEEEQ;* iloveyou. and i know you know (>,<)
♥ syaaff.
Thursday, September 13, 2007 @ Thursday, September 13, 2007
colour me LONELY;*
HEYY(: ohh well,sorry bout yesterday's post.there's alot alot more that happened actually but yesterday was in a rush to watch rahsia perkahwinan and i quickly end my post..have a feeling to continue posting bout yesterday but i guess i'm not in the mood now.. School was fun as per usual:D first day of puasa and alhamdulillah i make it thru today(: yeyy.hope this year will be able to fast for one whole month.haha. HOPE jerrrks! first period was Pastoral Care..brought up some class issues and i dont comment on much things as this year will come to and end SOON. how sad ): next period was Science,Mrs Menon made Marcus apologised to Mr Lim regarding yesterday.. hais,poor Mr Lim! SOMETIMES i pity him but i think what he's doing is also stewwwpid, he dont try to actually to be a very firm or strict at all this makes the students take advantage of his lesson,not denying,includes me too((: lets just skip bout maths lesson.thank you:D RECESSSSSSSS! teeheehoo. dont really feel hungry in school luhs,and there's only a FEW,infact very FEW malays in the canteen,i dont know where they wonder about. LOL. Ching Fung and Lee Yee were with us too(: i noticed,Keegan & Valerie were so called fast to bcause they both accompany their best friend(: this is soo good to look at:D after recess... was DNT kinda sad coz rahimah's and my fav teacher not teaching us anymore! Mrs Koh will now take our last two lessons. phewww=.= last TWO BABE!! ;DDD den performing arts.. our teacher was absent but she gave us work to do. LIKE DAMN ALOT. hahas. but i managed to finish it uhs;DD than go home timee.. yeyy! hahas. ntg much laa except the part where i call my mom many times using the public phonee for the sake of RAHIMAH;DDD gaga. ... homeee. i feel so empty inside,like seriously. everyone is busy with their own things. espcially my mum i try very hard to understand that now there's so many changes in my life. but i still cant afford to improve on trying to LOVE MY LIFE NOW. everything is enuff but i guess i dont haf anyone now to share my problems with except for my friends. i dont feel like i'm a girl with a family anymore.... and this few days i easily not in the mood like just now. i was so fcuked up with dunno whtever reason and it makes me wanna cryy. he no longer call and what i can do is now is just BLOG.express how i really feels. I AM VERY LONELY NOW. i need someone . but i''m sure none of them wil be my family members. and even if they offer to,i wont share with them cause they are the cause i haf problems.. i miss my old mum. i really do... ): COLOUR ME LONELY;* Nurul Syafiqah Shahlan Shamsi; although i see her everyday, i really miss her.. i cried.i want her back in my life. ):
♥ syaaff.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @ Wednesday, September 12, 2007
YEY!YEY!BESOK PUASER!!PASTU DAH RAYER!! haha.lmpo! =_=" teeheehee(: SYAF HYPER GOOBER SEMACAM TOODAYYY uhs! like veryy the so the effing uber HAIIPERRR! tooheehoo:DD Firstly,i'm here to announce that i am very PROUD of myself for coming to school early JUST NOW. i reached at six thirthy four in the morning,and i am happy to see my dearest frriend, QISTINAA:D haha.but i'm happy the most is because, i'm earlier than RAHIMAH!!! hahaha :DD i'm not macam pahaming laa IMAH,aku mmg SIANG TADIK!! kahkah:DD Once i've reached school,went to ask lee yee to help us with our pathetic maths homework. AND.ZOMG. FIRST LESSON WAS SO A DISAS-TERlicious. i meann,not delicious at all. ums. so the DISAS-TERgilerrr!! =\ amm so effing SLEEEPYYY laa deyh!haha. but i managed,at least to concentrate on one of those questions taught:D so well done SYAFF:)) Errm,next lesson is.. SCIENCE ehkk no. CME ehks? haha.aku forgot. oh btw,i've looked at the class photo,cant deny i look effing pretty the opposite of it:) tooheehoo. but no big deal,i am going to buy all threeee:DD yeyyy! den we talked bout ums the do's and do not during fasting month.. hahaha.cant wait seyy!!! next is SCIENCE lesson. haha.whats boring than the boring science lesson? of course its science lesson. ppl sorry for crapping,cant help itt!! :D okayyy.but during science lesson i managed to give my full attention to MR LIM KOK MENG =) teeheehoo:dd after science is ENGLISSH.. gaga. "our" mr vicknesh came at last. haha. as usual early recess luhs babe!! haha.aku happy doks! recess saw PAT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF TIMES. DEN SEPET SAW ME STARING AT HIM. AND SEPET SAID, "EHH PATRICK,SHE'S THEREE!!" DEN PAT WAS LIKE, "WHO?WHAT?WHERE?" AHHAHHAA. zomg. he's so effing uber extremely CUTEE uhs! haha. den den he was like TER-not accidentally looked at me den i just turned uhs step tak nampak dier gituks!! omg. you so cute dearest<333 fyi: PAAAAAAT. den DEEEEEEE. den **********. no more [.] :)) i've made it so the C-L-E-A-R :DDDD okk. next lesson MALAYY. goshh,kene DMD lagik sak naseb kali nie skejaps jer!! fuhhh,naseb badann :DDD den den cikgu Dian were LIKE SO FUNNEYH trying to speak this cool weirdo teenage lingo haha. funny. she was like "karangan ni power gedebak babe!!" "power giler!!" den "karangan MENDAAAK SAKKKK(note:with expressiion ppl,try it!"[ HAHAA. and she's pregnant((: jgn marah marah tau cikgu nnti stress kesiaaan BABYGEE cikguu:DD HISTORYYY! AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. I ONLY REMEMBER TWOO PARTT. FIRSTLY, I CONDEMN ON MR BOB'S DRAWWING SECONDLY, WHEN QISTINA SHOUT MY NAME REAL LOUD WHEN PAT WALKED PASSED MY CLASS,TIL MR BOB "YES" HER ((: haha. thanks btw!:DDD ohh.ohh. correction,science last period. haha. funny but i cried twice. ahhaha. not emotionaly but laughing and crying at the same time. coool ! haha. andd thanks to MR AZHAR ANDD DARRYL for the SWEEEETTESTTT GIFT ever! ahhahaa. its not yet my bday you know! AHAHA. lol. gtg pppl. not much to post. read tinaa want laa ehks? tina,post bout LJS tak? hehehe :DDD LOVEE PATTTTT; *SYAFFF
♥ syaaff.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @ Tuesday, September 11, 2007
twwwwooooooo moreee dayysss (; yeeyyyipeeeyaaaaahooo! LMPO :D Holaaaaa peoplee(: how's your day today ehks? mine is likee uber GGRRREEEAAAATT (: aku so LOVIN it(: teheee! so just now went to school like usual,but slightly earlier than yesterday uhs! thanks to the bus driver of 58 for arriving earrlyy. at first the assemblyy at quadrangle uhs, den fendi keep on slapping me for no reason. and zomg, seriouslyy no kidding, he slap me like so the fcuking HARRD. paiin siaa,cann cryy tau! haha. tsk.tsk. after he slapped me,next is Iqmal den Shahiran den Apit. raaaaahs.saket ngong!haha. gendeng uh koraaangg mintak kene sepaakk sehh(((: haha.dah sepaks pons! toohooheee;D Then slowlyy the clouds turrn greyy darker and darker. so the first ting in my mind is. ASSEMBLY IN THE CLASROOM. wth seh! sedeyyyhhh ): but.omg. today i saw PAAAAAAAATRRRRRICCCCCCCKKKKK <3333 raaaahs! he was with sepet uhs walking looking into my class dens he smile smile den suddenly i was walking in front of him owwhh.shaaaarks. i almost die melting when he smiled(: den syafff go GUGUGAGA ingg-((: ahaks. ilyy laa patrick! too bad you're leaving SOON. REAL SOON. )): i just wish we'll talk soon. i seriously have this major crush on you(: @@~@!#$~!@~!~ OKAAAYY. PE in the gyym. GEYREKS uhs. hahakz(: fun.fun.fun. likee yeayyyyyyyyyy!!!! toohooheee. me anD IMAAH were like playing wrestling siaa haha.must do now,later fasting month cannot tao! kahkah(: after school saw marco alot of times. haha. so now den i started to write his name ehks? heckcare. fullstop no longer exists in my dictionary ANYMORE(: okayy. goodbyeee(= say hello. to HIM. HYYYYM. HIIIIIIIIIIIIM. (: iLOVEyouPATRICKlikeALOTalotALOOOOOTTT(; aku,NURUL SYAFIQAHH(: syaffsayangmereka;!*
♥ syaaff.
Monday, September 10, 2007 @ Monday, September 10, 2007
HELL.ohh.! am very suhhhleeepppyyy today seh. dont know why!tsk.tsk. this must be because i miss patrick like alot alot. HAHA. lol.thats so got nothing to with i'm sleepy today(: OKAY. i wanna share something here. its bout my miz feelings towards this someone luhs. idk if he likes me or not. and i dont like to suspect here and there cause i'm so not the type who "shock-sendiri" last week he chatted with me,and he asked some random questions. like very random. i mean,he never care bout all those stuffs that he asked, but this time around he soundds pretyy diffirent luhh! hahakz. okayy,i seriously dont know how i feels towards him but i dont want to have high hopes anymore,enough with. ***** i cant suffer anyy longer. oh well,i just hope i will find the answer to my question one day. like pretyy please((: just now during mly period was such a disasteer actualy. blame those pupils who never do their work!!!! like.wth. cikgu dian make those who did their homework stand up while those who had not done sit down. we were all like. frust giler bab. hahahah. aiyoo.i feel like killing all of them just now,but i dont bring knife to school luhs! hahakz. ohh well,pls peeps,do your homework. tired ngong diri jer !! hmmphft. DMD.denda maut dian((: ... idk why, despite me starvng today and the DMD, i so lovee today. haha. cause its like today me and my friends see alot off ppl. except for 555A. haha. kesiaaann dier! lols. i see mine. tina's irah's andd moreee lah ehk(: good.good. please caryy on. and jsut now when i saw him-fyi not fullstop,he smile at me like one big retard! haha. ily laa mangkok! haha. ((: not.fullstop tao! hahaha.go figure out yourself aites? ;D missing PATRICK; nurul syafiqah (:
♥ syaaff.
T.I.R.E.D. luhhs): raaaaahs,uber tired today.not much energy released in school today.(: but still hyper as per usual ;D hookies. went to school just now lil bit late uhs coz when i reached JOel locked the door already and i was like showing my lil innocent face begging him to open it(: teehee. of course he will(: thanks JOEL! while i was putting my beg,that kechique Yaseen also was rushing putting his bag! hohos. cutestuff larh him((: before i went in to class i saw him already. AND.OH.FYI he called yesterday night,i was obviously shocked FOR SURE. he told me i was the one who never msg him so he didnt called. hohos.whtever laa you(: during reading time of course i didnt read uhs,den when we wanted to sit my hp dropped of my pocket. =.=" rabak seh!! luckyly imah cover cover with her book sia! and thanks,no one PAUTO((: weeheeee(: recess time,me and rahimah went to do our history homework. which actually aka WASTING OF TIME coz mr BOb ddidnt collect it and didnt give a damn bout it. but who cares?> at least i did that for my own revision;D lessons were not that bored luhs(: geog first period was fun as usual. no geog test was the best PART EVER! ;DDD this Friday will be the test uhs. AND. exams coming real soon andd andd its been a long time since i last met PAT. gosh. i miss him like effing shiploads!!!! ;((( oh pat.aku miss kau banyak banyak! okayes ppl. nuffink for today except that DMD. oh fcuk i so wanna kill those pupils but naseb i puasa((: GAGA;D *SYAAAAFIEEEEQAAAAAAAHHH;chapter 22<* AND I MISS YOU patrrrriiiccccccckkkk!
♥ syaaff.
Sunday, September 9, 2007 @ Sunday, September 09, 2007
School holidays has nearly ended. (otw) (: firstly i will like to say that I HAVE not COMPLETED MY HOMEWORK. secondly i will like to say that I DID NOT STUDY AT ALL except for the maths extra class. and lastly i will like to say that I DONT WANNA COME TO SCHOOL TOMORROW ): Hellohs people(: raaaahs,today is SUNDAYY & that makes tomorrow a MONDAY. yeaaahs. gotta say hello back to the blue uniform and grrrreeen skirts but fyi not white shoes!teeheehee (; gosh.so fast seyy one weeeeeek! tsk.tsk. i hate holidays the most,it will always makes me lazy. i mean,lazy-ier ;D i've missed all my friends like seriously esp.PATRICK(: 2007 is goinna end SOOOOOON. and this means, EXAMS GOINNA COMEE SOOOON. real soon(: hais! i so goinna miss him.yeaaa. okayy.back.back =/ where was I ? ums. aaaaaahhh. oh yea,i also miss keeeeepaaaass (: like alot.alot. this few days i've been always have this mood swings swinging. lol. ergh,easily get mad and sensitive. idk wht's happening laa dengs. and yes. its bout him for sure. GOODBYEE;* *SYAF
♥ syaaff.
Saturday, September 8, 2007 @ Saturday, September 08, 2007
SO WHAT IF HE'S BORED OF ME? I'm not his girlfren or his steady for him to stick to me all the time. and IF i am his,i'm sure he wont be able to stick to me forever. like some couples out there. even husbands and wife cann divorce so what if its just couples. and even worst,just FRIENDS. idk wht the hell,i'm talking rite now. but i do think, it makes sense,AT LEAST,A LITTLE. yesterday he called at night,but than i was on my way to turn off my laptop and went to shower. but before i asked him to call me back later,i told him i saw him at penin uhs. den he was like. "serious?"the not-believing-expression. yeaaahs. thank goodness he never saw me. okayy.so i told him to call me later and he didnt. i messaged him at night asking if he's goinna call luhs but he didnt reply. i so sensed that he's not goinna call la. yesterday i was stucked listening to Hey There Delilah and went to change some of the lyrics. i was fuckign darn bored. listen to the songs for almost thirty times or MORE. yeaps.its so true. (: back to the question. was he getting bored with me already? and please dont ask why i care so much bout it. i dont really care. but i just wanna know. please laa,i'm not seriously blaming you for treating me like this. like what? like, when u wanna msg or call,you msg me or call. but if sometimes i did mesaged you,you dont feel like reply. and you yourself mention, "mls nk lyn" how stupid i was at the first place. i can admit that i love him but i guess i've repeat my previous mistakes AGAIN. idk if you really loves me,and i dont like ppl to judge or label you,but i just begged to you that dont make me do like what others did. cause i still trust your words. once i've label you,you wont even have the strength to change my mind boy. i'll love to prove others wrong,but for now,i think i'll just keep quiet cause thats the best . i am just praying that i WONT BE THE NEXT ONE TO LABEL YOU. i do trust you,and please dont destroy the whole thing. thank you. i've sufffer enough; *SYAFF
♥ syaaff.
Friday, September 7, 2007 @ Friday, September 07, 2007
FUN!FUN!FUN! UBER UBER UBER FUNNNNN LAAAA(: raaaaaaahhhs(: had lotsa funn seyy just now luhs!i just so LOVEEE my brackets uhs! hehe(: so just now went out from house at around then thirthyy den went to take 901 to woodlands inter.from there took 168 to tampines den went to take mrt to Pasir Ris. i was so darn blurr that tym and i didnt noticed both Ama&&Feefit. LOL. they were like in front of me and i'm like walking passed them,selamber-ly. okayy.it's not yet twelve pm so me feefit and ama went into whitesands while waiting for Miraa and Fred. when we were in the toilet,Miraa said that she's on her wayy theree. So we all went out from whitesands and waited for her at the staircase there... She was like so uber gorgeous luhs;) den we while waiting for Fred,mira and feefit went to the toilet uhs. AGAIN(: hehekz. after that,Fred reached so off we go to BUGIS(: Took mrt from pasir ris . we wanted to go to penin. uhs but than we dropped at Bugis. heehe. Fred pon satu!dah tau turun pat Outram bukan nak langs! haha. so we dont wanna waste time waiting for the next mrt to the next stop Outram uhs. so we went to Bugis St ferst... den while we were walking towards there,we dared feefit uhs to play with the water fountain uhs. AND,FEEFIT is so the daringg girl.like YEAS! (: so she was like uber WETT.teehe (: nice one FIT! after that went in to the bugis st uhs,the stuffs there were cheap but i didnt get anyfink coz i dont need to. (= most of the shops were closed luhs,so after walking here and there and here we decided to go to PENIN(: Took mrt again. than we asked Fred which station to alight,than AMA was so confident saying "we dropped at PENIN STATION rite?" nyahhahakz. we all were like laffink wondering where the hell is PENIN STATION. hurhurs. BUT NICE TRY AMA(: hehekz. so feefit were so looking forward to PENIN as she really craved for SKINNY JEANS. hohos. went in then fit asked mira and fred to sit ferst uhs,while me ama and her went to find the skinny jeans uhs. so the couple went to sit and three of uss wondering about. saw this cute lil doraemon and hellokitty guitar. uber cool men! (: before feefit went to buy the skinny jeans,she looked at this teeshirts shop uhs. i told her that i effing like this silverstein t-shirt. so she went to ask the shopkeeper if he has it uhs. when he showed to us , we were like "eh sial uh , fcuking nice sey!" den feefit wanted to buy that shirt but than she wants to buy that skinny jeans too. and the uncle like very action sia cannot bargain. like wtf.? he said even if we come from malaysia he wont give discount. eleh. action. we said we will come back later but of course we didnt. UNCLE,WAIT LONG LONG HOR?! (: next stop. feeefit found these skinny jeans uhs.. nice and cheap too . reasonable price and the shopkeeper were polite. (: teeheeheee. next stop went to find that mira and fred uhs.. den we went out from PENIN. walked to seven eleven went to buy water darn thirsty OH FUCK. REALL FUCK. I SAW HIM. and Fred went to tegur him and i do think its pretty obvious he knows i'm there cause i told him i wil be going out with my frens plus Fred. erggh. after seeing him,i'm like so fucking scared.terribly shaking. ERGGGH ): ok.ok. so i'm like seriously wanna go home but of coz,i dont wanna waste such a grreat time with them(: so i jsut pretend like nuffink happened. yeah(: okay.lets just drop the subject! ((: Next stop. VIVO(: yeahs. okayy. erms. we all were freaking damn HUNGRYY like DAMN hungryy! ;D so went to VIVO uhs. den ate at BANQUET. me and fit ate nasi goreng kampong den ama ate fishball noodle and fred and mira shared nasi lemak. GHHEEEZEE. omg. it was like eww-ness sey! gaga. haha. okayy. we were all eating dens miraa and feefit start with their nonsense uhs play with the food. gee. :) dens, ama's drink was the victim kesian seyy! dey put like ayam goreng inside the drink,den nasi,sambal,and moreSTUFF. like E-W-W-!!!!!! kesian toll!! and FRED went to drink it i think uhs. like wth? eww.eww.ewww. hahakz. so we dont wanna like get scolded from the cleaner or like get the "wht-the-hell-were-you-doing?!!" kind of look.HAHA cabotttt;D next. went to play water raaaaahs! i'm like so fcuking wet siaaa!!! drenced. even more more worse than FEEFIT. hahakz. fucking cold,borrowed mira's jacket. thanks huns! NEXT. its TOYS`R`US!!! haha. went to take lotsa pictas seyy there.. with the SPONGEBOB,ELMO,all some other stewwwpid stuffs. but trust me,it were so uber dupper FUNN yaww(: fred giler seyy asik asik terpanjatkan aku!! cisbedah! HAHA. it was SO FUN laa seyh!!!! ((((((((: next stop. ums,went to plaay water againn uhs. and this time like freaking freaking wet. fred mepek seh tk nk join! hahas. all the four brackets were like shouting here and there esp. ama and mee(: HOHOS. den after wet wet dry them off,went to ARCADE. haha. FUNNN siaa! first game,me and ama won,next fit and miraaaawwrs ;) haha! fun.fun. den next,we wanted to eat at pizza hut uhs,but dens its like vivo there's no pizza hut. we suggests like lotsa place to eat pizza hut uhs. at last went to tampines mall. went to eat the whtever cheese thingy. HAHA .LOL. kesian Fred,kat saner dier dapat bad luck sehh! hahaha. padan muker! den ama went to pay then she was like freaking shocked when the thing costs like 33 sumthing when actually its 26 sumfink. its bcoz of GST. haha. lucky i have spare ten bucks. (: to all,next time,when you all went to eat in the restaurant always have ten dollars extra than the exact amount horkeys? ((: ok. eat.talk.laugh.fun.mad. haha. dey all went to accompany me to the 168 bus stop uhs,den dey have to go uhs... so thats the end of today outing heehee (: OMG.I HAD LOTSA SHIPLOADS OF FUNN YAWW!!!! (: thanks brackets plus fred who makes my dayy(: thanks,thanks/! NEXT TIME WE GO AGAIN HORKEYS???!! with hanis,dearest bracket onee! :) AKU LOVEE TODAYY except for ... *SYAFF<2
♥ syaaff.
i love you like aload aloadd!
HARRROW PEOPLE (; So sorry for not updating my blog,frankly speaking its not that i'm busy with my stuffs its just that i'm lazy . and NO. Not because of i'm not in the mood(: Cause,last few days seems to be a GREAT DAY (: Lets start with the mats extra class on the wednesday 5th September 07. omg.the class were UBER UBER FUNN luhs! especially inside the AVA room. wee(: like what Feeefit mention in her blog,the topics discussed were easyy luhs. Not that difficult(: before i reached school i meet all my friends uh,den we went to buy some sweets at idk what izit called,ums i'm still not familiar with Pasir Ris uhs(: den the spot where we wanted to buy sweets is like at the very bottom of the shelf. So we have to like bend down to actually picked it.Then there's this woman wanted to pass by to the cashier than she said, "Excuse me,you are blocking ppl's way!" Then we were like okay uh ,back off cause she wants to pass by. So we bend down again to pick the sweet uhs there she goes again this time she like raised her voice . fuck siaa . "EYY,EXCUSE ME.EXCUSE ME!!" den we all like cant take it . so i like show her attitude face den Tina went to like looked at her den she said "what stare stare,you not happy is it?!" den Tina like wanna answer back uhs but me and Imah asked her to just keep quiet and ignore that sickening fat lady. (: tell her to slim down uhs,make ppl trouble onlyy.its like you can kindly asked us to move and its not fully our fault la dengs! hmmph.menyampah;) ... reached school went for the uber funnn class den after class went to whitesands to returned my books and borrow new one. went home took 81 with TIna,Imah,Syahirah uhs. den dropped at the usual place take 168. i forget what i did at home uhs(: hee. but of course,in the night he called (: _____________________________________________________________________ yesterday the whole day at home. sleep cause i'm so frigging tired uhs stay up late talk to him(: so watched hi-5 den after that read my novel and sleeep. teehee. wake up at i think five thirthy when rahimah messaged asked me to watch REM. haha. i fucking lovee that show luhs ;D the whole day he never messaged me uhs,but at night he called uhs. den we talked ... he called at eleven twenty six pm and we hung up at four thirthy am. hee. had truckloads of fun talking to him. haha. he gave me headache with his crap and nonsense(: and yes, I DO LOVE YOU ALOT la syg! (: so today wake up at eight thirty and wish Shahiran(: happy 13 birthday Shah(: okayy i guess i have to go now cause i'll be meeting my four lovely adorable yet crazy brackets at twelve(: so will update later (: cant wait to meet them. but too bad,HANIS dearest cant tag alongg(: and oh yea. Mira will be bringing her mr.boyfeY, ____________________________________________________________________ I LOVE YOU SUHWEETHEART;<3 *SYAFF;<2
♥ syaaff.
Tuesday, September 4, 2007 @ Tuesday, September 04, 2007
fuck laa seyy ): tsk! I'm sorreyhh people.I start out posting with this fcuking fuck word named FUCK. erggh! okayy.sorry. i just dont think today i was in a haapppy mood. not at all . or maybe actually I'M NOT HAPPY AT ALL not because i think so,it actually YES.I AM OBVIOUSLY NOT HAPPY TODAY. erggh! yesterday nite was terrible luhs. he called. we had lil conflict uhs. hais. i'm sorry. i gotta admit its my fault. and i regeretted. for being such an asshole bitch yesterday. its MY FAULT DEAREST. forgive me dearr): i felt like one major idiot for not picking up your calls last nite. urggh! i felt so stupid. like,VERY STUPID.seriously. i feel like picking my fone and call you rite than wanting to say sorry and wants to talk to you badly.. but unfortunately. i'm an egoistic person. yeaah,and hell i hated that. i really wished to turn back time. like puhhhh-leaseee~ but i guess it wont. NEVER. and todayy he didnt even call me . he messaged me at least- but i seriously wanting him to call me tonite. i really miss him like badlyy!!!! ohhgawwd. i dont know if i can really claims that i love him rite now. am i ? hais =.= please. i want you to call me . pleaseeee. MISSING YOU BADLY; *SYAFIQAH; aliafette;*
♥ syaaff.
Monday, September 3, 2007 @ Monday, September 03, 2007
HEYLLOOHS (: okay,today is like a uber boring day for me! see, i just hate holidays!! tsk.tsk. BUT THANKS TO DEAREST HIM who keep calling me and entertain my boring day. DEAD BORING dayy(: iloveyou hun.! yesterday nite he said he wanna call at eleven pm uhs. he messaged me say he will be calling at eleven uhs. and i was so uberhappy coz quite a long time since we talk. i think.hehee (: but den , when its 10.60pm haha,eleven uhs no vibration from my sony erricson handphone. ghheeze. i'm like so fcuking mad ! than i like "sure,he's sleeping uhs!! " i was mad.yeah.i am very mad. tsk.. ): after patientlyy waitiing for his call (like what i;m doing now!) he didnt so i went to sleep with tears running down my chubby cheeks! HAHAHA! okay,sorry people,today he craps alot!so i somehow get addicted to it uhs! haha. especially the word "hardcore sia" hee.okay back to earth, den my message alert tone beeps at five eleven in the morning, it was him apologising for not calling,den i replied its okay when actually i force myself not to reply any of his messages! tsk.hehe.i just cant(: den he said , you're still asleep ? deni said yeaa. den he called!!! weee.in the morning seyy! like omg.he called uhs. hahaha.okayy stop it SYAFFF!!! so we talked uhs from five fifteen am to nine i think . den he went to eat his breakfast i went to shower. after that he called again . so we talk talk uhs den i wanted to hear his sisters voices. DARN. his youngest sister cute sia the voice!!! cannot carry.cannot seretnyer! gaaahs:) then we put down uhs den he called again. so its like today,we talked non-stop. actually we did stop laa. okay whttever laa ehks? tsk. after talking talking on the fone,i called rahimah,or vice-versa' we do our maths hw together on the fone uhs , and its like so early seh finish do. den she said uh,thats because two brains thinking when there's actually only ONE. hee.dont take it wrongly,she's thinking the brain nt working is mine! ahhaha. i'm like so fucking tiredddd!!! after finish maths went to read my novel den slept till seven pm uhs. wake up bath .' just wanna turn on laptop,he called again. heee(: so we talked. not for long . den he said he will call me back later. (and i'm sitll patiently waiting dearest(: ______________________________________________________________________ so nothing much happened today.except for the calls here and there. heee. okayy ppl i gotta go to view ppl's frenster profilee heks(: till here. She's one of those grrls;nothing but trouble(: *SYAFF
♥ syaaff.
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